Damnit

People told me how nice Hairspray is,
and as a music-lover,


I
FUCKING
KNOW


but,









PERLIS

HAS

NO

FUCKING

CINEMA.

I am so going to hate myself watching this show in a computer screen.And I missed Dolby effects.

Home

Haven exactly tell everyone where exactly I am now didn't I?
Currently at Perlis, and the mysterious three months has begun.

Reached yesterday morning, and has been dragged by my mum to help out the workers at the factory minutes after breakfast. And spent the whole morning collecting rusty steel to sell them off with a good price. WHICH is wayyyyyyy different of how I imagine my three months holiday would begin. Not with a sweaty way.

Still has been lazing around since I was home, did contacted the driving tutor to continue my lesson soon and Mum did mentioned again about my jaw operation and moving on with the braces, while I was having dinner last night.

Mum was like :

" You still want to do braces or not?"

and I was like, oh ya.
They're, apparently, fine with the whole idea if my prudential insurance can cover the money required for the operation. And my mum is actually worried about the operation and unbelievably I am worried about the teeth pluck process. I hate pain, especially in my mouth, cause I've been listening everyone talking about how pain it is taking off the two wisdom tooth, and I still have extra 2 to be removed, if the whole plan is on.

So Dad was basically smacking my head saying I am an idiot worrying the wrong thing.
Then I was thinking, yeah, the operation will cause me a mouth pain for a week after the operation, and I can't basically talk and bite, while I am tube fed, and my jaw will be half-numb for a year cause the senses at the jaw part is going to be affected during the whole process, since they're hammering off a part of my jaw bone.

But think again, I WILL look different. That's what the orthodontist confirmed to me.
Now Wan Yie, imagine Johnny Depp in me. mwahaha.

Was flipping through the pictures in this computer and ladies and gentlement you might interested to have a good look in this.









Mum's currently laughing out loudly seeing me uploading this picture. Just back from a tickle revenge.Yeah so that was my stupidest hairstyle among my whole secondary school life, bald.
Classic look, thanks to St.John Ambulans.

But yeah here we go, effing three months.

M.I.A

My Aunt has been asking me about the farewell partiES that I've been attending these months and yes I have to say it's a lotsa them. But I think now it's already done then, parties are all done, and I am leaving soon as well.


3 months with my family is going to be boring, but fun.
Locationally boring.
But family's always fun.


Moving on to the Kampachi and Izzi shall we?

Kampachi

IzziKampachiIzziKampachiIzzi.
and Audrey Tan looks damn funny in this picture.

Kampachi fetches me around too many times.
Izzi fetches me home too many times.
One flew off and one going to be.

Thank you, Lilian and Wrnwrn, for the nice moments we had together.
You'll always be missed.

The Missing in Action is now, on.

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Oh ya, something happening happened in Kampachi.
So Melody and I walked into the room, late. And I was basically sitting like a Japanese with that kind of low table, bersujud-ing and everyone seems so fine with it so I basically bare with the pain and numbness I suffered for minutes.

Blood doesn't seems to be flowing through my legs.
And yes it took some effing 15 minutes for me to discover that there's a
HOLEY MOLEY DOWN THERE FOR YOU TO PLACE YOUR LEG NICE NICE AND JUST SIT LIKE YOU'RE SITTING ON A CHAIR.





I AM SUCH AN EFFING IDIOT.
and it's more embarrassing when people like me found out that I am actually did something splendidly stupid, I laughed out loud automatically, when everyone just freaked out having a sicko in the same room eating with them.

Never mind that.

Then when we left the room for some food hunting, Sing Kwan and Juin was there, and when I'm back from food hunting, Singass is sitting on my seat.

I hence said :" Eh Sing Kwan, my mother got tell me a, last time people believe that when you're eating and you change seats often, you're going to get a lotsa wives."

Singass was laughing listening to that.
So does Lilian's father.
And he said :





" Too bad you never tell me that 20 years ago."
And Lilian's mum is not there, outside taking food I guess.
Never even thought about the fact that I was not born yet 20 years ago,there goes the memalufying laugh first.

But yeah nice time we had over there. And Happy Birthday Hansern, thanks for making us thought that Lilian's farewell parties have balloons.

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I'm always bad remembering dates.
Things happened on the 23rd.

Felix : Lilian I'm going to miss you. Call me before you check in tomorrow yeah.
Lilian : .... I'm leaving on the 25th.

Right shut up I know what happened.
And yes *counting* in 2 days, my turn be Missing In Action.
How ironic eh, Missing and Missing.

And car license better fly into my hand in 3 months before I run a beckhoe over my head and squashes it into tomato paste.

Slash.

Wan Yie
Li Ee
Nicky
Wrnwrn
Keat
Mingo
Farah
Lilian
Can't see them anymore, not in months, or years.

Sing Kwan, going to.

I don't feel well now.
Talking to people crying at the other side of MSN.
Farah called, Li Ee called, saying bye and all.
Didn't even get to hug them for the last time.

Izzi night and Kanpachi afternoon has been great.
Hearing them planning for Christmas meetup in London is saddening, for me.

It's going to be a hard week, for me.

To make the situation worse, I guess I was hidden behind a big fat lie for months, and found it out myself, second slash.
Heart broken.

Gone days.

Sang Setting Up Sunday.

Setting Up Sunday - Meg and Dia




No, Meg and Dia doesn't get flu. That's my voice.

Setting up Sunday
Watching the winter grow so, oh, no
We're making excuses
For insecurities
It's not about me Oh, it's never about me

Now I can't go on
I'm lost and alone
Now my lovers gone
I'm lost and alone

Kid, I'm right here
and I'm not leaving
There's no way to make you stay
But, I'm saving all my worries for
The day you don't need me

We're selling out Monday
Watching the children grow, so cold, no
Oh they're wearing our hands down
Our human frailties
It's not about me
Oh, it's never about me

Now I can't go on
I'm lost and alone
Now my lovers gone
I'm lost and alone

Kid I'm right here
and I'm not leaving
There's no way to make you stay
But, I'm saving all my worries for
That day you don't need me

Kid I'm right here
It's now morning
There's no way
Please stay

We're Setting up Sunday
Watching their hearts in soil,
Grow mold..

Studio Version of "Setting Up Sunday". Listen clearly to Dia's ( the middle one ) voice.

I listen to their music, thanks to Yorshee and Singass for sending'em to me.
It's very relaxing listening to Dia's voice. And their song is nice to sing along as well.

I once put up "Cardigan Weather" on my blog.
You might wanna listen to "Monster" and "Roses"

Meg and Dia is good.
Meg and Dia is good.
Meg and Dia is HOT haha.Korean American Mix heh.
Meg and Dia is good.

and oh, Iet me know how I did singing that.
and yes, I sang twice for the harmoniaztion. Cubase SX roxxor.

first time posting up my own voice up here. Enjoy?

I tell you what.

Sometimes it'll be so, fucking much better if you just shut the hell up and don't say a word.




I believe you can see my effort on the whole shit,
And I think she's right, you'll never appreciate my effort.
It's soooo hard man seriously, so hard for me to actually get what are you thinking.


Seeing that line appear in front of my eyes,
Pissed me off with a simple line.
I just go buzz off, not even a word.



Dear Meiduoyee, if you're thinking who you're thinking, no it's not who you're thinking haha.

found this pic from Lil's computer.
Our class Charlie's Angel. A Taller Lucy Liu, fatter Cameron Diaz (and the not so Blondie) and a shorter Drew Barrymore.

I'm missing all of'em.

Futsal

is

madness.
For the effing weakling here that didn't touch any balls, ( any, balls. *winks*) for sucha long time. I remembered the last time I really running around like mad is like, last year basketball, barefooted. Well I will shut up if foosball counted la.

Anyway so yeah there're the Tan sisters and I over there first in the court playing a 2 on 2, and it's purely laughters. I was running out of breath, laughing. There people ballet skipping chasing the ball and people kicking to the wrong side and I am exhausted. As weak as it seems yes, I need some body pump yeah, Mag?

Wearing a sport shoe with the stupid thick socks totally squashed my toes like terribly. Seriously. Now there's a plaster at my right thumb-toe (don't mind the english, as long as you get what I'm talking about.) and the quick update, the office chair wheel I was sitting just gone over my left toes, it's tear falling pain.

So everyone was late, we're playing late.
We started at 9.
First game with the Tans until 9.15 when Nicky showed up.
Juin showed up at 9.20.
Yuan showed up at 9.25.
Ming showed up at 9.3o.
and Wan Yie, showed up at 9.effing45.with the pro brothers.

So basically the last game took us 15 minutes.
15 hell minutes I can't barely run.
And 3 person + 1 spectacles is injured. Yes damn fast I know.
4 now, I am dying soon. After mamak and realising that I missed the train,










FOR THE FOURTH TIME IN A MONTH.
I was staying over, and they started charging.

Either hundred bucks a night, or a sleeping bag outside the gate. When cars and Mercedes can run over you ANYTIME.
Bugger.
Oh, tomorrow is going to be fun, 2 parties at one night. ONE NIGHT.

Durrrrd.

It has been a long time since I last update my blog my ass.

Thanks to Facebook, ruined my blogosphere.

Been days I went bergantung-gantung di luar with PE4rians and friends.Nicky's farewell party is fun and it's a very last decision of me whether go or not go. A Lilian sms few hours before party and suprisingly I am feeling lazy to go out and stuff since come and think about it months ago I am the one soooooo mengada about being bored at home doing nothing and always find a chance to go out and now I am feeling another way round, well, a bit.

And people do ask, how're you.
and my answer is still, fine, and bored. While actually, I'm not that bored.

Maybe I found stuff to do at home.
Piano, rubix cube and a book.





Not Facebook, you nuts.
Book.

I just read "The Five People You Meet In Heaven". Short and touching. I almost cried at some parts. And still it's very rare of me actually picked up a book and start reading. I gave up on Harry Potter and the geng geng magik since last century, staring at the thick thick pages I will go woosh. And Davinci Code, for weeks I've read it last time, and I gave up on the stupid chinese version book and didn't quite bothered to pick up a English one and re-read it.

Saviour elf(Alv) is borrowing me some.And hopefully I make good use of them during the effing 3 months home. Damn you Lilian for having his "Time Traveler's Wife".

I missed college like shit.

Back to the aktiviti bergantung-gantungan di luar, went Hartamas Square last night, with farts yuns and some PE4 gangs and oh, the funny funny Eryna. and oh, the suprise present that Lilian and I brought for weeks is finally presented to Farts. Knew she'd loved it.


Yes ladies and gentlemen, her SUNHAT.

yang she's going to hold (drag) Ming's hand along to the beach, bersipping-sipping coffee watching the sunset thinggeeeeeeee, along with her beach dress and yes this sunhat.

I don't see the bersipping-sipping coffee thing coming, though she repeated like gazillion times, but yeah, knew she'd like the sunhat. Luckily those excuse of farah-you-should-not-buy-this-sunhat-cause-it's-not-worth-it works, or else suprise kitorang habislah macam ini.

Hanging out is very important for me right now before everyone flew away. Some left without notice. Somehow it's disappointing to know that people deal their stuff that way, like not really being considerate about how other people feel and think. I don't know whether this is the correct way of me saying it but that's what I feel about those ex-classmates now.

Or maybe I am too sensitive to think that much about how people think about me and stuff but yeah it does annoyed me.

Or maybe I'm being too nice that people climb over my head easily.
Speaking about people climbing over my head easily,good example happens at home while there're 3 people staying but there's only one person doing the chores and stuff. You can call me Mr.Cinderella now. I really don't get why I didn't actually complain out loud about the unfairness going around this home, not even to my aunt the lazy bum no.1.I do complain to people that can't physically help but just gave me moral supports, I don't even dare to complain it to my parents and I fucking wonder why.

"stop doing those stuff and let them deal with the mess"
I did tried but it doesn't really work.
It's either 1) the effect will take a lonnnnnng time to turn up
2) i just don't have the patience. for seeing this house get stacked up by rubbish.

I just can't help wiping the table while bermonolog about how kesian my life is being here.

Gah. I am such a maniac.
I am going to have nightmare for the entire three months home thinking how fucked up this house is going to be once I reach home.

So I shall leave some message to people that doesn't really read my blog.

Dear Lazy Bum 1 and 2,
Just stop being lazy and so help me clean up the rubbish after messing around at the kitchen.
And argh the laundry.

Just settle it okay. Eye-friggin-sore.

Dear mum and dad,
I would like to invite you to this house for a one-day-nightmare-trip and just stop saying I didn't clean up the mess at this house.

Dear someone that doesn't really exist,
to you, bless me as much as you can.
There's a handful of tasks awaits yet to be settled.
and what I need is energy and time.

Whoever you are, spare me some if you will.
after typing this, I do feel weak mentally.
No is not the emo-weak, but yeah.

Problem unsolved, feeling messed up.
I don't know how to put it in words.
Seriously.

Choices to be made.
Hard choices.

self reminder of what's coming up.

-application for Uni. *must*
-help Meiduoyee in moving house
-2 farewell, 3, to attend

Kuantan Trip

[rant]
Apparently it IS very memissingoffkan when the house is dirtier than you imagined it would be while you're away just for days, and it's mengemissingoffkan that the first thing you do reaching home late at night, drenched by heavy rain, tired and heavy luggages



is to clean up this fucking house.


is to clean up this FUCKING house.
[/rant]

So there's nothing much in Kuantan , like what Li Peng said, or maybe I don't have enough time to explore the rest of them, but I enjoyed the trip.



Good food, good hospitality, good company.

• Trying out food.
• Knowing new friends.
• Own mini concert.
  
• Helping out giving kids piano lessons.
• Risking my life sitting on her car.
• Jigging with the "Candyman" song repeat in my ear again and again.
• Me Love. in front of the laptop.
• Went to the same Curry Mee store twice.
• Merosakkan the swing in the park, 12 o'clock in the midnight.
• Sticking our arses in Kopitiam laughing around like mad.
• Researching ghost stories, just to freak Bearbear out.
• Reading out love lettersssssssss, and get goosebumps with those words used.
• Misusing her MSN account chatting with my friends.
• Diner Dash, unbelievably Expert for every stage.
  
• Knowing Juman.
• And knowing that Wearn Hong is PTS Student as well.
• And knowing that "Sweet Escape" is a D Flat Major.
• And being called romantic and handsome, NOT THE FACE.
• Knowing that Min is farrrrrr more hyper than John. You should see the Mario hop.
• Took picture as a prize-winning person and it's on Sin Chew Yit Poh the second morning.
• Morning walk at the Teluk Cempedak Beach.
• Talking to a drunk person on the phone late at night.
• 
  
• Forgot to bring out the camera, a few times.
  
• and the night talks.
  
• the fingers on the piano.

Overall it's worth it after the ass-aching hours of bus ride, meeting up Nancy and Erina, makmak, and the dancing gang.


oh, and Cadence.


oh, and kakak, if you're reading this. You're bed is comfy to sleep on, haha.
Slept in her room while I was there.


So, thank you Kuantanian, will pergi kacau again for sure . A house menumbangkan one.
And getting a chance to have a good look at this?

PRICELESS.

Oh the sky's falling.

Imagine yourself, being a young and innocent 18, attended some seminar filled with old businessman and working woman and middle aged human.

Asking me?
I'm lost.

Now imagine yourself doing refershments or "Ice Breaking" with the same ole' people.

Asking me again?
I'd ran away,


haha but I didn't.
Thanks to the saviour.



Representing Melody Music House ( yes I'm serious , Nancy Wong named Melody after her Music House ) from Kuantan, two 18 went for this seminar, ABRSM Product Presentation Day.
Two point,
1- The presentation is boring.
2-

THE BUFFET LUNCH IS GOOOOOOOOOOD

and coming right up, tomorrow, or totomorrow, Kuantan trip.

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really, blank.

well the 4-hours-supposedly-but-they-took-one-hell-hour-to-get-the-heck-out-of-KL-5-and-a-half-hour-bus trip sucks ass.
Cold, and talkactive old lady sitting behind.
Both sides of the earphones are not with me.

Good Morning for Kuantan.
It's going to be another food trip I can see that coming.
and will update more soon.


Very shoon.