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2010-12-31T18:16:00.003+08:00

The photoshopping started with me gasping saying

"I went Serendah this year? I thought it was last year!"

It was an eventful year, definitely. Where a lot of things happened unplanned and came smack right on my right cheek asking me to make desicions lol. A year where I learnt a lot of things about life, about myself, and about people.

Next year is going to be a highlight of my life. Whether its a good or bad thing. I've started to learn how to cook. Settling the plane tickets and University payment on my own. Started to pack things up and filtered stuffs, and memories at the same time.

New Year Resolution?

1. I need a change.

2. Let the change decides what's next.

Good bye 2010, year well spent I'd say. Now I go get my pompom ready.

Christmas

2010-12-25T16:30:00.003+08:00

So I had an odd Christmas this year.

Waking up at 10, cycled out and had breakfast alone.
Came back home and the accountant lady is in the office.
Greeted the lady, chatted for a while.

Then it was 11 o'clock.
Where I decided to walk out of the office.
Mum's sitting beside granny looking at her, talking to her.
Granny has been ill, all these while.
And today we all noticed something's different.

Dad's home at 12.
He had a look at grandma, suddenly someone mentioned about bringing her to the clinic.
It's Christmas Day.

So we carried grandma into my little Proton and off they went out to look for doctor.
So I was home alone.

I wandered around the house for a while, and sat down in front of the computer screen.
I walked out of the office and took a bath, then dad's back.
To take grandma's IC and medical documents.
Then they drove off again.

I watched a movie on my laptop, August Rush to be exact.
Then when the clock strikes 3, they are back. Grandma is not, maid too.
So grandma is hospitalized.

Dad say he's hungry. He drove out for lunch.
Mum and I walked to the backyard to observe on the two guy that came to harvest the coconuts we planted.
Dad's back say he's still hungry.
So we cooked.

Then 3 of us had lunch together, the house felt empty.
Mum's telling me how grandma need to go for an X-ray. We talked a bit about me going to Sydney, about mum going to KL and about the maid, and how obnoxious she can be sometimes.

The fan's spinning at the living room, I can hear Biri growling alone at the front door.

The tap is running at the kitchen.

It's Christmas, and the house felt empty.

little mr sunshine

2010-12-21T18:27:00.001+08:00

calvin oh calvin. =D

5 years

2010-12-20T02:30:00.003+08:00

can you believe it. this is the age of this blog.

I started the blog during like day 3 when I started A Levels, and ever since, I started my life as a blogger ( well, not a very committed one unfortunately ) since then, now reading back my blogpost in year 2006 ( that's for me to do, not you, I beg you, don't.) and I see how things has changed.

A Levels has been a fresh experience to me, it is one fraction of my life in KL, the education fraction, and all those KTM rides, then that long walk to the college. The typical blocks I had to visit, the same ol' place we go for lunch, the same ol' bunch that downed their food in 10 minutes and off they fled to the land of DOTA. Then meeting new people, people outside PE4, meeting Melody, Yorshee, Melanie. I thank you KL, for the wonderful one and a half year. It started off well, at least, not as bad as I imagined it would be.

Then come along the Diploma, another fraction of my life in KL.Meeting new people, gaining new interest, doing new stuff. Archeeteks, Studio 7, Digital Lab, Photoshop, 3ds Max, Redang, Singapore, Tokyo, Lakeside, IP, Vietnam, Wongkok,BTADCAMMN, Student society, and before I manage to had a full grasp of what is actually going on, I graduated from Taylor's. and officially marked the end of my education life, in KL, in Malaysia.

2 hours ago, I just finished packing my last luggage and stored it into my boot.

and now I am sitting in front of the com, doing my last check in before I go to bed.

Thank you KL, for giving me such a wonderful 5 years.
Thank you for brighten up my life with these bunch of people, with those exciting encounters, and those experience and I loathe and disgust and never want it to happen again.

You showed me a lot about myself that I never noticed before.
And I love you for that.

Life in Sydney is going to be so much different from you, KL, maybe going home is a good start to getting use to it, or even learn how to adapt to it, isn't it ironic that home is the training ground of isolation, that's what you get when you're from Perlis I guess.

so good night KL, I see you in January, as a visitor.

PR Status : Expired

i am supposed to prove that i am damn free

2010-12-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

[malacca trip horror movie poster attempt 1. finalized version is on facebook lol.]

.......so here i am.

Just so you know Mee Sedap w/ fried egg attempt 2 is friggin deng successful.
So I'm not very bad a cook after all.

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and I terignored this page, the moment I started typing "I terignored this page, the moment I started typing" is already like an hour later already lol.

So the scholarship application is unsuccessful, Kijun's officially going to RMIT and I'm officially sailing my way to Sydney alone. I don't know whether to be happy or not. Yes very true I'm very excited about the whole idea of studying overseas, but it's always nice to know that you're not alone to start of with. Apart from this, tonnes of things needed to be done while I'm in KL and back in Perlis. Needed to accept the offer and start to do payment and enroll subjects, renew passport and update my cafe world. Mum is now a facebook game addict, imagine the day when she got her iPad.

(SUBTLE HINT: DON'T BUY IPAD FOR MUM, YOU'LL SPOIL HER. NO SIS, NO.)

I've been doing a lot of aktiviti gantung di luar. Needed to hangout with as many people as possible before I officially go back to Perlis. sigh, we need to go economical on the hangout already people I'm broking. hahahah (broke, ing.)

And I started twitting, again.
One thing about twitting is that personally I dont see the point twitting using a laptop cause usually, people do it via Iphone or mm, i mean, BB (wtf is mm) and I, for one have to go to twitter dot com then update it there which I felt quite damn a little bit not so much completely sakai. So another thing I can't wait to do overseas, tweet, like I mean it lol. and I successfully convince one lecturer to start tweeting with her iPhone mwahahaha I'm now a follower.

Heading back to Perlis this coming Monday, and going to camp at home for quite a number of weeks I don't know what to do. Maybe I should start watching all those movies I've gotten from Douglas and Kijun hmm.

TRON, FRIDAY, STOKED =D
piu piu piu piu piu piuuuuuuuuu

(p/s sophia i know you'll be reading this, good luck in your final crit and get well soon.)

Cook log

2010-12-13T23:17:00.009+08:00

So my brother went out dinner with his friends at Jogoya, came back with rants and disappointment, apparently the quality dropped, anyway the rant came back 2 hours later, so the point is I'm home alone.
And this is what happened.

Time : 9.20pm
Venue : Menjalara Crib Pantry
Objective : cook, friggin, dinner.
Standing in front of the table,

I looked to my left, I saw 2 empty basket and 1 small bowl with 2 small garlics, some dirty cloth, a rice cooker, a few comic books, my Samsung phone charger, three AAA batteries, 70 cents, a smart cooker and a packet of MeeSedap.

I looked to my right, I saw my towel hanging on the chair.

So I've decided to cook Mee Sedap, and I had a great plan in mind.
I opened up the fridge and now cue some holy music with angel falling from heaven backdrop please, I found an egg.

So I've decided to cook Mee Sedap with egg( cue holy music with angel falling from heaven backdrop again please.)

Bear in mind that I had 2 packets of Mee Sedap and an egg, a spoon and a smart cooker. only.

1 - Opened the cabinet and reach for a bowl.
2- Pour hot water into the smartcooker and set it on BOIL mode.
3- Killed some time walking into the room and played a round of Plants VS Zombie (+5pts)
4- Water successfully boiled ( +5pts)
5- Dump noodles into the hot water and went back to the room
6- Played The Tings Tings - Shut up and Let me go
7- Until the 5th time she ask me to shut up and let her go, I went out and check on the noodles
8- Noodles are hauled up with spoon and a chopstick ( can't find the other one). (+8pts)
9- Seasonings added into the noodle with a healthy ratio (+10 pts)
10 - Poured excessive water out of the smart cooker and set it to FRY mode.
11- Make sure that the smartcooker is completely dry, wiped the cooker surface with kitchen paper ( I AM THE SMARTEST HUMAN ON EARTH +50pts)
12- Poured cooking oil.
13- Breaked the egg
14- Egg splatted on the surface of the smart cooker and I bid goodbye to sunny side up fried egg. (-5 pts)
15- Freaked out for 3 minutes as I dont have a spatula or to flip the egg.
16- Used only the spoon to DIG the fried egg out of the deep smart cooker(+10 pts) and placed it on the noodle. and it looked like lizard poop.(-10 pts)
17 - Final touching up with the fried onions came with the Mee Sedap packets.
18- Completion.
19- Dine.
20- Done eating. (+5pts)
21- Noticed that the bowl I used to eat the noodle is dusty on the outer surface.
22- Eyes bulged.
23- Opened the cabinet and found some spider webs on the other plates.
24- Dumped the bowl into the sink and did the freaked out dance for 45 seconds.
25- Washed the dirty plates and went back to the room and sulked for 2 minutes.
26- Blog.

there, now I am a little bit blonder.
and this is the story of how I ate my dinner in a dusty bowl.
and meet my blonder self, Felicia.

[ I know there's a term for this innerself character the right word just won't pop up to my brains right now, must be all the trauma and stress gotten from the indian lady from the IELTS Centre, you should see her face when she affirmatively told Kijun and I how hard is it to score in IELTS. I peed in my pants after listening to it ( I didn't.)]

So many things to blog about grr. and internet is a bitch with the capital W.

Came back from Malacca feeling fat and contented. Great place great food great company.

And prom and crit and this and that, I owe this blog too much of an update sigh. slowly lah.

show

2010-11-10T01:58:00.003+08:00

is coming to an end.

Honestly I don't see this coming so soon, but at the same time I can't wait to graduate and get it over with Taylor's. Then the long break. then the things we do before we go to Australia. Then we part, I part.

Remember the pictures we're supposed to compile throughout the pass 6 semesters, pictures that we find it stupid and funny? do that shall we/

So it was interim today, and I'm satisfied with the comments I've got. It made all the shit I have to go through for the pass 5 days worthwhile. For the record, I've never stressed myself out like that, since, Studio 2, which was a year ago. The amount of pressure I put myself into, and a lot of important ( at the moment) quick decisions needed to be made. Sat in front of the laptop for days without proper sleeping hours, or odd. I scratched my hair last night, and looked down on my palm. My hair starts to fall, again. Bad sign. And within 24 hours, I manage to : start physical model and gave up 2 hours later on, got my rhino crashed twice and overwrote a previous progress on the later one -- which has 3 storeys different, andddddddddd I cried. No seriously I did. I was that stressed up.

Honestly these are the shits I put myself into when I am, too, free. I started to think a lot, more than I used to. And it always ended up badly, where I failed to manage my own thoughts and emotions and gets very upset. Things are changing, I noticed that myself. And I am still at a phase trying to get used to the amount of things I have to handle alone. Semester 6 is very different for me. And I think its about time to start to live like that. And by day I have to get used to the picture that I might be the only person among our gang going to Sydney. Wouldn't like it at all when it happens, and if you know me well enough, I don't like to be left out on everything. And updates makes me yerrr.

Learn to be more independent, tick.
I've got 3 more weeks to go before everything officially ends, and end it with a bang I will (try to), why not.

I started my day 7 hours earlier and end with a pine of Kilkenny, and thousands of laughter.
and at this moment, life is at its very best. who knows shit will happen in another few hours time, my brother might just wake me up from sleep and ask me to fetch him to the train station, but till then. till, then.

prollly not the right time to say hi but.

2010-10-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

hello

i've been staying up late doing nothing for the past 3 days
it was called studio hours but i don't think i utilized it well.

these are the few happening event on my October.
Birthday, stupid STUPID assignment, Adam Glambert Glamnation Tour in Malaysia
and Archifest in Singapore

i need to go sleep, talk later.

say hello

2010-10-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

facebook asked me to say hello and write on this wall.

Well no facebook didn't, and I guess I owe this wall a big apology for not been updating it for so long. Hey I was busy. With Assignments.

So I might be not the right person to complain about assignments, since I've got no IPressure. And people in my batch are taking their IP so seriously because the projects they got this semester are actual project, like, if they really win the project, their design will get built. So I've only got 2 subject, studio and stupid. Studio is so far, exciting, and stupid is so far, or maybe forever will, stupid.

Did I told you I've went to Vietnam?

owh maybe I didn't. So I've went to Vietnam, when was it- 3 weeks ago and spent 4 days at the Ho Chi Minh city. It's definitely a different experience being in the city, something that you will only get to experience here. Come on, what's better than having a roundabout in front of your eyes with millions of motorcycles going two directional, and you have to cross the roundabout. Don't know where to shoot Final Destination 5? Here you go.

Tasted Balut, the half-form-chicken-in-an-egg-thing.
Went under the CuChi tunnel, the little passages excavated by the Vietnamese Army during the war with the USA
Fired an AK47, AND a M16 how'bout that.
Slept in an orchestra performance in the Saigon Opera House, and, well almost snored.
Owh, my first tequila shot. Don't judge me.
And got yelled at the face by a vendor in the market, for not buying stuff from her, after promising her ( i didn't ) that I'll return to her and get some T Shirts.

"YOU! YOU LIAR" and on and on and on.

I'll post up some picture, soon, I hope.
and I've got some manual drafting for studio to do.

On a random note, I've started to drive to college =D.

hipopo

2010-09-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

was on a phone conversation with my granny, supposedly wishing her happy birthday.
and it goes something like this.

Me : mum, she's there?
Mum : yeah hold on. [passes the phone to granny, can hear mum say "listen, listen its your grandson"
Granny : hello?
Me : hello, po? [po, as in granny]
Granny : hello?
Me : hello, po? I am Tat.
Granny : yeah yeah got got, got voice hahaha.
Me : [getting louder] PO. CAN HEAR ME ANOT, I AM A TAT AH.
Granny : hello?
Me : PO, I AM AH TATTT. HELLO? ~~is it me you're looking forrrr~~
Granny : [passes the phone back to Mum]
Me : hello.
Mum : wait wait wait i pass it to her again. [ passed the phone to granny, and mum said " listenm got voice one just listen" ]
Granny : ["mai lah (don't want lah) geliiiiii "(its "ticklish", i think she meant the phone wtf.)]
Mum : ["a tat ah, he wants to talk to you" ]
Me : hello, po?
Granny : arrr?
Me : I am ah tat ah.
Granny : ah haa wa jiak pah liao. [ yes i eat already.]

EPIC I TELL YOU.
so well at this point i am really erupting soon, so I decided to say Happy Birthday to her properly and pass the phone to my sister.

Sister : hello po.

Sister : hello po.
Sister : hello po.

happy birthday popoh. just get healthier soonsoonlili pingpingahnahn lah.
going Vietnam this coming friday. oh, so, stoked.

Supersunday

2010-09-05T15:14:00.002+08:00

yes, it runs in the family.

G'day mate. After months of sleeping in this room, you know, the new house, the shoplot and that room without any openings, for months, I'm finally feeling the freakiness of it. Sitting in this enclosed room, I'm like totally out of contact with the world already, (well not exactly, i've got wimax hehehe. ) every night I sleep at 2, and wake up at 9 or 10 in the morning. and today, I woke up at 1. How awesome is that.

So the ultimate PE4 gathering, V2.0, The Return of Melatigogo AKA Farah has finally came true, thanks to Ming. It takes a gazeeboom amount of facebook emails for me to get everyone come together, got to arrange transport, got to ask him to fetch her to do this do that ; as for Ming, it's just one simple text, and damn everyone just gathered up on time, and sembanged the night away. It was a rather great night actually, finally get to see everyone, especially Keat, after the MIA season. And well ahem, apparently we're meeting up again next week, and apparently I have to pick up Farah, IN HER JUNGLE TO MY ULTIMATE KING KONG BALLS HORRORNESS.

frigging cibs, right.

Okay I don't know how this happened, but in 2 weeks time I am going on a trip to Saigon, Vietnam.It was a rather quick decision, and I am very surprised mum and dad are cool with it.
A thousand bucks for a 4d3n trip about food and architecture. I am personally psyched up about it. I hope it's all worth it, yeah Alina. Speaking of trips, aunt has finally gone to China the day after she retire, which was yesterday. If you checked out my facebook, I've uploaded a picture of all the gifts she has received on that day itself. Like the caption says I've never seen so many gifts in my life before, piled up in front of my eyes filled up the whole living room ( living room pft.) ranging from cards, to a friggin LCD TV. I wanna retire everyday lol.

so yeah, I have to start typing industrial training report wtf.

and oh more more thing.
Dear fatimah, what have I done to you?

I ATE THE ATTENDANCE LIST AH ? WTF.

Yellow Wall Incident

2010-08-31T22:03:00.003+08:00

current profile picture (up), lol.

one fine day when people decided to bring DSLR into the library where the gypsum boards partitions in between the group study rooms are painted with nice bright yellow colour.

then,we,snapped.
was fun, was fun. and i call for a second round ! we should do it before we graduate.

well, as promised, your profile picture fiona. [as i typed out her name she was commenting about how i don't feel cold (we're in the library) and indirectly insult me having fats. ]

so, yes. second round people?

time log

2010-08-26T17:20:00.003+08:00

current location : library.

5.05pm mac sucks. i don't know how to use it. therefore.

5.06pm multiple attempts to add tab in the stupid safari browser. failed.

5.08pm two guys walked in and sat beside me. each of them occupied one mac computer.

5.10pm the guy at my left fucking took out his mac book and placed it right beside the mac desktop.THIS ULTIMATE POYONESS OF KINGKONG BALLS.

5.11pm the guy at my right asked " how to add tabs in safari ah". ding, saviour.

5.12pm the poyo guy with king kong balls, reciprocated "command + T"

5.12pm OS : COMMAND + T !? WHAT KIND OF POYO SHORTCUT IS THAT!!? WHY CANT WE JUST CLICK THAT WHEEL BUTTON AT OUR MOUSE?

5.14pm googled "how to right click using mac mouse"

5.15pm "command + click" ah it works.......

5.15pm "mac book sucks. cause I don't know how to use it. therefore." , share. and its on facebook =D

Singapore Strike 4 #2 - Old

2010-08-11T16:31:00.002+08:00

oops, I di(ffusedglow) again. =)
2 angmoh kids playing at the water feature in front of Wisma Atria.

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Now I'm just gonna dump this bunch of pictures here and get started on thinking about studio.

And I typed that out weeks before today haha.Um, now the first studio assignment has completed. We did okay I guess, overall. And I think my Photoshop skills has deteriorated, sooner or later ( if I don't find a way to improve it ), I won't be proud of my Photoshop skills anymore. Therefore need to look up on Typography design and also a lil'bit of Graphics. sigh.

Didn't do much photoshopping, and didn't take enough nice pictures. Therefore the sad amount . Double sigh. ( oh this is regarding the Singapore trip. )

Okay side note, spent a weekendover with Melody in Kuantan. I missed the bus again ( first time it was the first trip to Kuantan , with Tzuying. If you still remember, Mel. =) ) It was an awesome eventful day. And also now she should be snoring loudly on the plane on her way back to UK already. She was telling me, "Aries are good emoers", when we're on our way to breakfast that morning) and I asked her,

" which part of my face says emo?"
And damnit, she's right. =(

Singapore Strike 4.1 - New

2010-08-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

Okay so I went to Singapore for the weekend, you don't really need to know why. It was last minute, unplanned and rather spontaneous.You should see me like freaking out in the library checking out places to stay or bus tickets. It was a very bad-timing-trip, with the fact that I have to give up the only chance to see Mel, ( she came down for the weekend) and almost missed the PE4 Dinner. Now I'm back, still feeling bad about ffking Mel, though the trip itself was good.

Been to places, new places old places. Revisited OrchardBugisMarinaBay (doh where else.) Seen the merlion, like, finally. And get to see, the Marina Bay Sands, like for real, instead of some online renderings.Singapore is colorful, it was a great experience, visual wise heh. This Singapore trip worth a series post hehehehehe. Now behold, Singapore Strike 4 #1 - New.

Stay tuned for more. HAN.
Singapore Strike 4 #2 - OLD

SNSDChinagotaprettygirlhahahahaha

2010-07-29T19:10:00.002+08:00

I am sorry, I just, need to blog about this.
You know how I used to have this addiction on the GeeGeeGeeGeeSNSD song? ( okay fine I'm still crazy about that song, I don't know, it's the tune that easily stucked in my head but) ANYWAY.

Guess what I've found today?

I, literally, fell down from the chair laughing. Whenever the second part comes out. This is just a Nobel-worthy discovery. Seriously China, you never fail to amaze me.

*rewatch the video*
Okay now I am off to another laughing spree.

I'll be back

2010-07-26T14:37:00.002+08:00

I think i am going back there very soon hmm. if the timetable allows =)

oooh by the way, the eagle has landed.
AYAMBACK. in pandora. *grab vine and swing*

oh dear office

2010-07-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

currently listening to Gee, again. Some thing called re-addiction.

currently in Kepong OldTown again, and I am now having two upper lips. Happened when you knew that you are allergic to seafood, subconsciously (cheh.), but in reality you still order it and eat it, and then you subconciously regret it, then in reality your bottom lip swollen and had two little bums on the surface of your bottom lip, with a tiny valley in between, and formed an upper lips. Not only having a big mouth, I am now potentially having two mouths. wtf.

Mel, is, finally, back.
.
can't wait to see you. i go there, or you come, either way. can't wait.

Today marks the end of my internship life in MMN. Well, technically it's tomorrow. But the deal I had with Mr Mas working in MMN is supposed to be, helping out on the competition plus somethingdifferentonceinawhile. So, the things about the competition I sudah siap, polished up the last rendering today. So far for all the renderings I've done, I photoshopped every single one of it. Diffuse glow like mad. But I am very satisfied with the outcome, personally. I thought I did a not-bad-job with the photoshopping part. Mr Mas is satisfied with it at least heh heh heh.
Also, am not sure whether I am allowed to post it up here, after all its a competition, tak nak lahhh tunjuk orang lain so early still. The competition supposedly due, tomorrow.
AND. GUESS. WHAT. HAPPENED.

Tuesday, we rushed our ass off, rendering, cadding, typing report, and layouting the board.
Wednesday, we rushed our ass off, rendering, typing report, photoshopping, and layouting the board.
Wednesday 5pm, we were told ( well, no, Joseph sort of announced on facebook,) that the competition deadline has been extended. Mr Mas stomped over to my workstation, stared at the screen blankly, and asked Stacie to check PAM website, and it's true. They were, as I quote, PLEASED to announce that the competition deadline has been extended. Not next week, not the week after next week, NEXT FUCKING MONTH. (Politics, what the hell.)

so in the end, mr mas smoked in the office.

so I went in the office today, and facebooked till 11.
Rendered the last scene, photoshopped the image.
and back to facebook at 2.

Then we had a small farewell teatime party, Puan Shida brought a brownies cake for everyone. and two special cupcakes just for us. Made a quick speech, about how I really enjoyed my stay in MMN, and how much fun I had working there. Then we snapped pictures, lotsa lotsa pictures. Sigh, too bad its coming to an end, tomorrow.

and that's the nicest boss I've met, so far. thank you for everything mr mas. I'll see you soon, I hope.

Okay sis is finally bored, we're heading home. I actually got something more to post, but I guess I will do it in the next post,soon. Till then.

look at me

2010-07-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

then look at your man, then back at me, then your man, then me.
I just watched that Old Spice commercial, damn it's random.

Inception was awesome, I mean, FUCKING AWESOME.
My sister and I were supposed to watch it tomorrow (can't believe my brother don't want to watch it, he rather watch Eclipse wtf.) And last night my sister and I walked pass the cinema at KepongMetroPrima, stared at the now showing screen, stared at the clock. stared at each other,then stared at Leonardo Dicaprio lying on the beach, and stared at my brother's angry face as we made him waited for us at the train station to pick him up, for 45 minutes.

Well, that's for picking Eclipse over Inception. (no lah i am kidding)

No seriously, Inception deserves an Oscar, the script, the visual effects. I find Kent Watanabe sort of out of place there (not the mafia face though), and Ellen Page suits the architecture student character perfectly.(yes architecture student). Personally not a big fan of Leonardo Dicaprio, but he's great in the show. Like, Arthur.After watching that van rolling/hotel corridor gravity spinning fighting scene, I started seeing stars spinning in my eyes. If I watch the 3d version, I'd vomit. heh. Salute to Joseph Gordon Lewitt.

and Marion Cottilard. LOVE. Love the french accent heh.
I admit that I was lost half way through the show, but luckily that I manage to pick it up in the end. I don't mind watching it another time, just to get the picture clear. Imagine my left eye staring at the actors and right eye at the subtitle. Nolan took years writing the concept, and another half a year to polish up the script. Apparently he's inspired by Momento, both show has that similarity, of self-doubting whether one is being in a dream, or fantasy, or reality.( I am as thrilled watching Momento back then.) Salute, Nolan, Salute.Definitely a 5 stars show, DEFINITELY.

(stares at Eclipse poster)... 6 stars.
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It's a tiring, disappointing, and disgusting day.

Tired of human relationship, family, friends, what they say, what you've heard, what they did, how they talked to you, how you responded, how you've insulted them, how insulted you are.

Disappointed on the amount of effort spent on work, and the outcome is surprisingly bad. The laptop is not cooperating with you properly, a colleague that walk pass and stared at your screen, gave a "whoa/wow/huah/oh wow" comment (I am sorry, maybe he really mean it, but I believe he got some better things he can say other than those) and walked away. Boss is expecting a lot, and I only can provide this much.

Disgusted by the weather, by the look on that Jusco cashier's pussyface, by the people chatting loudly over the other table.

Sorry, I just needed to rant.
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spot the similiarity. what am i asking.

pants

2010-07-18T12:46:00.014+08:00

I am now,

slightly annoyed with the kid beside me constantly scream and yell and laugh for no apparent reason. On and off I gave that kid this scornful disgusted stare, hoping that she will get the message and shut the hell up.

Okay it worked in the sense that she's not screaming and yelling anymore, and it failed as she's now staring at me even more. I am like now attempting to ignore her stare and stay focused on blogging but SHE JUST WONT STOP STARING HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CONCENTRATE WTF.

My assignment for the weekend, actually, is to test render on the now 3d work MMN just came up with. And I've just wasted my yesterday did nothing. And I am supposed to show him, at least something on Monday. Everything dues on Tuesday. I am supposed to do 7 different render shots. And my sister need my laptop every night to do her work as well. So I am now like stressing out but I can't do anything about it. Okay maybe I need to do more research about interior renderings. Okay yes I should.

testrender1

NOT.

That was some online tutorial that I followed, but the outcome is nothing, i repeat, NOTHING, like what it's supposed to be. The only part that I managed to pick up is the holy diffuse glow effect, which, OBVIOUSLY, I photoshopped.

I WANNA WATCH INCEPTION. NEED TO.

i am in the office

2010-07-14T17:49:00.002+08:00

i am in the office

i am hungry and bored.

[16 minutes]

maggiemee

2010-07-10T13:28:00.002+08:00

sorry for the random title, inspired by the middle aged lady sitting beside me.

This is the 8th yawn made. And I'm still stucked in Oldtown, with my sister. While waiting for the mechanic to call. SawMobile is currently being serviced heh.

Dinnered with Yuan, Nicky, and Doug. and Junwin, (not under the same category) last night. It was fun, despite all the profanities made annoyedtheshitoutta the people sitting beside our table. Like some cussing goats on the loose heh, we talked about almost everything, and at somepoint got stucked at the "My school is more samseng than your school" game show. Where SriKL and WesleyMethodist representatives were debating over what they did during their graduation year, and the ChungHwa National rep sat aside and listened. Burned down the lab, blasted off the toilet bowl with....potassium, flooded the classroom, stole staffroom computer parts. And suddenly the high schools in Perlis are like, the, most disciplined high schools ever in Malaysia.Then I stared at Yuan, then I started picturing "me and my highschool friends stacked up the tables and chairs all the way to the ceiling and got scolded by guru discipline" ( we really did it. serious.) then bursted out into laughter. Ohhhhhhhhhh my highschool SUCKED big time.hahahaha.

The mechanic is supposed to call, like, 1 hour ago. Where, the, hell is he.

I just noticed how my siblings update the songs they listen to, through me nowadays. As though I am the only person listen to music eversince we moved to the new place. Not that the songs that I listen to are very much updated also.My sis set Yuna and Bobeepbobeep as her ringtone, and my brother put Glee as his morning alarm ringtone ( which is annoying, cause ended up I'm the one that switched off the alarm, and wake him up. I wake up 5.30 in the morning listening to the same song everyday, just to wake him up and then try to get back to sleep. And how dare he calls himself a light sleeper.) We sang Kantoi like, almost every night lol, I think its the ukulele effect, everytime I strum the C chord, then semalam I called you you tak answer came along. Speaking of which, I've picked up a few new songs playing with the ukulele, maybe its really time to update my youtube page ( can you imagine, I haven't update after that poorly viewed Kings of Leon cover ), and cover a song with the ukulele. Any suggestions?

And oh one more thing, I need to change my blog layout. I am getting bored with this one ady wor, but I am soooooo lazyyyy toooo dealll withhhh html. Stacie mentioned about Dreamweaver, but I know zero about it. And my rubyred is getting sick, I am so worried sigh.

Wong Guan's back, guys. We should meet up.
And Mel's coming back in less than 10 days. Stoked.

The 500th post is gonna be short.

2010-07-09T15:30:00.001+08:00

situation@work

work tmr

2010-07-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

Life in MMN is getting hectic. With all the cadding and 3dmodelling working coming up next week. This weekend might be the last weekend I can spend breathing properly before the work starting to pile up next week. AND, spending 6 hours stoning in McD refilling coke 7 times in a row (deciding what to eat for dinner) is definitely not the way.

Went for DATUM10', and the speakers are comparatively better than last year I think. At least I only slept for two lectures only heh heh. Sorry Alejandro, sorry Lucy, I just, don't understand you guys. I enjoyed Charles Renfro, the Thai and the Indonesian SUB. Which they threw us tonnes of interesting images and renderings and explained it along the way. Actually other than the 2 that I slept through, the rest are averagely good lah.

And I didn't know Sou Fujimoto can speak english hehehe.

Lilian's back, Nicky's back, Mel's coming back, Fart's coming back, Ming's coming back.
OH WHAT SHOULD WE DOOOO.

People asked :" what's so good about MMN actually?"
My answer?

well we didn't go there everyday lah of course. But once in a while, it's gooddddd enough hehehe.

New

2010-06-27T21:20:00.006+08:00

I'm back.
[Jasoninspired]

*Megan's flinghairsaying* So, hi.
Currently I am sitting in McD, sipping coke, andddddddddddddddddd hogging McD's wifi, with one simple reason.

WE FINALLY BID THE OLD HOUSE A SO LONG FAREWELL AUF WIEDERSEHEN GOODBYE, 2 hours ago. Lifting that piano up the lorry is a pain in the arses. There was 5 of us, 1 female mind you, carrying that elephant weight piano up at one go with an old lady yapping away aside using her Physics theory teaching us where and how should we lift. And YUP,we're officially leaving that house, giving the keys to the new owner and no more stepping into the premise andddddddd

NO MORE INTERNET CONNECTION FOR THE COMING ONE/TWO/THREE/FOUR WEEKS DEPENDS ON WHEN WE'RE GONNA GO TMPOINT AND REGISTER A NEW PHONELINE FML.

the next line after this is supposed to be "never mind i still can online @ office".

BUT OFFICE GOT NO WIFI. *pull hair and cries*
can lah can go online but have to use abang bad's com, stealthily, when he's not around.

Anyway, the new house. It's located in Bandar Menjalara, right beside the recreational park, if you know where. My aunt's tuition centre ( which is where we are staying now by the way ) is some rows behind the main road, right in the middle of that whole shoplot area. ) Logistically worse, for my brother, where Kepong KTM is now like, ass further from home. And same thing will happen to me as well when college starts, soooooo junwinkijunjaypeejulianwhoeverwhoever heh heh heh heh i THINK I might mafan you guys more often already lahhh.

Anyway, the new house.
This is the corridor and the door leads to our room.
The light switch is beside the main entrance, so imagine us running around this corridor just to turn the lights on and off.

and here's the room. sorry that it's a little bit messy. Haven't really settle down yet with stuff flying here there everywhere. and that pile of puzzle on the floor, was sister's past time last friday when she's sick, on MC and I drove the car to work, cause I woke up late.

And oh about that, no fenestration in that room, we can't tell what time it is outside. Dangerous.

But so far so good I'd say.

and brought work home on the first weekend. not really work, work. But a little bit of reading up on Green technology. Got to go to DBKL on Monday. heh. And we ate oreo that day, therefore the "I ATE DENNIS" remark.

It was yesterday when my sister asked me to get to uncle's place to pick up the parcel.
Only when she got it, then she passed it to me and say it's actually for me.

FUCK.NO WAY.

they got me a ukulele. *selftossconfetti*
thxmumthxbrothxsismumumumuaxmuaxmuax.

bring it on KANTOI!

okay Germany scored. *grins*

mengemalu-malu-zibonkskan.

2010-06-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

so, day 1 @ MMN.

the dude sitting beside me said hi, I said hi.
Abg. Badrul : So, you dari maner?
Me : (the following line was blurted out of my mouth, not in my mind), "dari maner" as in, tempat belajar ke tempat tinggal?

Yes never fail to embarrass yourself Felix, great.

Abg.Badrul : tempat belajar. ( he didn't even laugh or chuckle.)
Me : owh, Taylors University College.
Abg.Badrul : Dari Petaling Jaya?
Me : ah tak, I tinggal kat Kepong.
Abg.Badrul : ................ *nod and looked away*

WHO THE HELL ASK YOU WHERE YOU STAY CAN LISTEN AND THINK PROPERLY BEFORE ANSWER QUESTION ANOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

So, day 2 in MMN,
originally I am supposed to wait for Mr.Mas and he'll bring me to sit in one of his design meeting with his partner today, and it's already 6, he's still talking to the other guy.

So, AbgBad came, and talked to me.

Abg.Badrul : Balik lambat ke hari ini.
Me : Yeah balik ngan bas, ( I heard "Balik ngan bus ke hari ini")

And Abg.Bad walked away.

embarrassment 2.

and oh all this while Mr Mas, WAS TALKING TO THE PARTNER RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES AND I DIDN'T KNOW. So ended up, I waited until 7, just to see Mr.Mas clean up his table and say "I'll see you tomorrow Felix". FML.

Bubububububububububut, MMN is awesome.

post archustic

2010-06-19T13:00:00.005+08:00

34 new friends on facebook.
how awesome is that.
one new video, and tonnes of photos newly added as well. thank you so much Ayen for recording the performance. It was fun huh Chooi Si?

After so much rantings and grumbling about the preparation, I actually do miss Archustic.
Archustic was fun, working with the people, getting know new friends, and more new friends.The short guitar jamming sessions.That hey soul sister project. Running around DECTAR(wait that's Dennis), I mean, staying in the control room checking out the lights and stuff, sitting at that long table fire torching perspex, the hamster ball, the jokes we've made, hibernation and hashashas, and of course, the mashed potatoes.

Annoyingly enough, after 5 years of staying in this place, we're finally moving out. Not to say the new place is a better place, and its a temporary one, again, mind you. The packing was hell, the transferring was hell, and the dust. oh my goodness the dust, got me sneezing on and off for hours. Think my nose is going to fall off soon. So everything is set (almost), and after moving you won't be able to see me online for like, maybe...... weeks?
I HOPE MASYERIN GOT WIRELESSHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE which reminds me,

how the hell am i gonna go to work after i move out of this place.
The new place is like half an hour (walking distance) away from the ktm station. Mr Mas say he won't give us the office key, so we only have to enter the office at 9.30, aunt bro and sis leave to work around 6.30. If I don't follow them I have no idea how am I gonna go work. But if I follow them I am gonna have to loiter around the perimeter of the Curve for like 2 hours before the office opens. FML.

i am bored

2010-06-11T17:33:00.004+08:00

wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too bored.
I am so bored I am gonna colorize every sentence with different colors.

Current location : Dectar, UKM.

Day, 6 staying in UKM. And another 5 more days to go.
Masyerin called me the other day, and arranged an interview with me, but he said its for formalities only, I am more or less hired. So, I'll be seeing Stacie everyday at work. and having Ikea meatballs for lunch, almost, everyday.

Self reminder : GET THE SHOWS FROM ADIAN.
apparently UKM wifi speed is the ultimate imba. =)

Archustic camp is starting tomorrow, can't wait to get it over with, with lotsa fun of course.

and Dennis is a racist(his favorite indian color), lol.
I'm out.

of words. bye/

post-hiatus

2010-06-02T12:24:00.002+08:00

maybe I should pick up a skill. a non-architecturally-related skill.
maybe it's time to dig out that water color set, hidden deeeeeeeep inside the closet, the colors are all dried out, and I felt terrible for neglecting them.

Anyway hi and ho people, when I'm back means crit's over means studio 3 is over means I am one semester away from completing Diploma. So, studio 3's over, I am happy with the outcome of the project. Since the shrine project, till the site analysis, till the interim and finals and external crits. I've made, a lotsa mistakes. It's by far the most challenging studio for me. Everything happened too fast that the moment I discovered my mistake, or a solution, it's always a minute too late.
I was once lost in searching the right identity for the building, and hell I was lost for a longgggggggggg time. Trying too hard to make the building pretty, trying too hard to find a perfect form, a great concept and what's left behind? The true identity of a religious building, and what a religious building really need. The crit likes everything, but it's just not, a Hindu temple. One sentence, and that's how I (supposedly) failed, as an architect, as a designer.

Consulted a senior about my stuff before, and the way he started the planning is not what I've expected. He started off writing a lot, pointing out the importance and stuff, then from there he moved on to some diagrams, then I looked back to my sketchbook with all plain scribbles of curves and curves and curves, from page 1-24 it's all almost the same thing.Effort spent in 5 weeks scribbling shits has been easily defeated by a 15 minutes diagramming and planning. I TKO-ed.

I need to learn, how to structure a design.
And I hope by interning, I can somewhat pickup different methods approaching a design.

Trip to UKM tomorrow,PAM Camp in less than 15 days. Interning after that.I need to make my holidays worthwhile.

pre hiatus post

2010-05-10T22:30:00.005+08:00

I mean, i am already long gone. it has been such a long timeeeeeeeeeeeee since I last updated muh blog.

I'm this lifeless I am going to rant about my studio again.
My studio 3 has been a mess I believe. Didn't do very well in every single assignments, and for the Hindu Temple final project, I'm lost, (again.) yes.

It is too, complicated (not the design, the religion mind you) to get the design settled. There's always something lacking here and there. I used to be on the right track, then after development and development, the track seems to go from Sentul line to Rawang line ( ktm language wtf ). And every lecturer tells me different things. He likes the things she dislikes, he think that the other he is wrong, she thinks that that shouldn't be there he wants me to put this but another he wants to put something else. I am, well confused.

I wonder how people do it, you know, get things finalized. I mean, without the time pressure. I always tell myself I need to pen down points that I want to be included into my building. And I always do so, and when I flip on the next page, I started scribbling something out of the plan. Then things changed again.

Plan was wrong, Elevation was boring.
Not enough site context.
Its impossible to runaway from iconic decorations and ornamentation.
PHENOMENOLOGY.tsunami the hindus five senses through only the eyes.
and dump in hindu colors.
I need a gopuram.

and I want it to look nice. HOW LAH YOU TELL ME.

_______________________________________________________________

so apart from Studio,

OMAMA has won Integrated Project. Yay to Doug's presentation and design, to Zhewei's renderings, to YShuian's ID and WD skills, to Sophia's info collections, to Li Hui's HUGEASSMODELSOHUGEITCANKILLJUSTINBIEBER , and also to my rubyred.

I am proud of OMAMA, I seriously do, but come and think about it, there's nothing much innit that I can extract and be proud of, myself. So maybe thats how a groupwork supposed to be. Oh Sorry, thanks to ONE Company too, the presentation was a killer. Goodjob Kee Tat with all the onemalaysia talk hahahahaha.

And yeah, look nice on portfolio too.
So good luck to whichever IPMan, or SANANA, or ONONOMATATA , or MANAA, I am so done with it.
__________________________________________________________________

So, apart from IP,
today was the booth competition presentation.
________________________________________________________________
so apart from that,

naughty little monster illustration has completed. Kak Iwan is happy about it.

Tectonic poster ( and booklet ) is completed too.

and people that I miss. someone that accept me for who I am.

It's gonna be a hiatus, maybe after final crit, then I will tell you again how my Hindu Temple has finally become.

we're supposed to do work.

2010-04-20T11:18:00.002+08:00

currently@ Lakeside Campus.

with sucky internet connection. sigh.

okay we're supposed to do, well, work. and things got dragged, as usual.

so, yeah now everyone's heading to lunch. and I'm supposed to start off the teaser video for PAM Camp, so, no lunch for meh. sad.

OKAY WORK.

sigh,studio is the love.

look left/ look

2010-04-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

oh yay i can online again.

nameless rubyred.

2010-04-12T16:31:00.005+08:00

okay this is me shaking my head in high speed saying hi to you all.
thousands of apology for the lack of updates, as you can see, i've been busy. busy busy busy.

i am currently in one of the library rooms, well, Pahang Room if you're anal about knowing which. Finally got the chance to actually get online and blog something out of nothing. Internet at home has been failing on us for. 2 days. It takes only 2 days to actually put us Saw siblings in devastation, shows how important internet is, (for us) living in KL, or anywhere else.

okay well, Interim was last week, Alina and Keith are the bombarders. I've got things to change, again. With all these curvatures and what nots, I have no idea when I'm gonna get it finalized and starting on the 3d. I doubt I will have time for physical model ( you don't have to laugh or saying anything in front of your computer screen, Junwin.) So, okay, finalize by, Friday. yes. Friday, FINALIZE STUDIO DESIGN ON FRIDAY.

The main problem regarding my hindu temple, is, that, it doesn't look like one.
What lackEDin my building, apparently, is, the celebration of its own identity as a religious architecture. It does not look like a house for Worship, in fact it is a building with curvilineared concrete wall w/ multiple circulation paths bringing people up and down, left and right and, well standing outside, people won't know that it is a Hindu Temple.

"works as an Art Gallery"

- Keith Tan

The initial intention is to avoid all the obvious decoration and carvings, and have a clean minimalist looking Hindu Temple. Well, now it is the same idea that made a U-turn and punched me right on the jaw.

And, I need a roof. To channel and drain the rainwater away, and duh, sunshading.
A wider corridor to cater for kavadis during Thaipusam, or large crowds during certain festivals or days.
And I wish the internet will somehow miraculously work again when I'm back home.
The air con pipes above me are leaking, water with weird smell and dripping and forming a circle around me. and my laptop is heating up. yes, right keyword to highlight there, laptop.

Dell XPS Studio, new love. thanksmumthanksdad

twentyone.

2010-04-03T18:46:00.001+08:00

omg5000heightpixelshitz.
thank you peeps.

Bipolarity of Existence

2010-03-23T13:57:00.003+08:00

Oh, duality of existence.
think before you perform the BS. yes.

good luck in your studio yes.

Oh sigh

2010-03-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Kina Grannis - Valentine
I like how the music video is filmed and the animation dominos effect. It's cute.

Howdy peeps. It's time for know-that-you-still-have-a-lotsa-things-to-do-but-you-still-waste-time-facebooking-and-now-you're-here-blogging-session.

Zee Avi came back in KL and performed. I missed it, tickets sold out a week ago, and there's another one coming up 3 days later, her album is your entrance ticket. 5pm, Garden's Rock Corner. I don't know whether I should go or not. Sigh.

IP is a lil'bit messy now, my part. Just started the detailed drawings, the waterwall is kinda spinning my head round and round a bit. And I've got so many other details to do, all have to be done before next next Wednesday. But I'm half way through the first one, I guess.

And oh, naughtylittlemonster's progress not going so well as well, having problem looking for empty coms in digilab, or anyone's laptop to pinjam and use and color up all the stupid monsters I drew, and all fro 500 bucks, I think. I've done 6 drawings, I stupidly terdeleted the cover page, so I have to redo that one. Which means I still have 6-7 drawings to cover.

Studio. yes.studio.
Hindu temple is the assignment, revamp and recreate a new hindu temple, a contemporary way is the plan. Had a concept, or concepts, now trying very hard to put it into form, and also narrow the idea down, to one solid one, instead of ideas flying around like books in Hogwart's library.I'm afraid I'll end up having something very AVATAR.Assignment 1 and 2 has dr agged my confidence down a bit, studio 3 is THAT hard. No messing around anymore I guess, really need to plan things properly from now on.2 massing models need to be done by next Tuesday. "shit" to that too.

Then Archustic Architectural Workshop.
Things that I've been assigned to do. I still can't find a time to kickstart filming things. Need to sit down with Li Hui and Marie to talk about it too T_T

And some other things that might cheer me up. And oh, I've just heard Nik's voice recently, and she's a very good singer. Maybe I should really gather people around and make a video like the one below.It's really fun. Erm, I tried covering John Legend's song (ahem I believe you all know the source of influence) and will upload it up one day I guess. or maybe re-recording it. IDK (omgsolihui) but yeah.okay, time for studio. ciaoz.

of, Alex Lambert Petition, and a teeny weeny bit of Project Management rant.

2010-03-14T10:40:00.005+08:00

There's a petition going around the internet, demanding FOX to bring Alex Lambert back on to the show. Like Anoop Desai last year, instead of top 12, they have, a top 13.

In 3 days they manage to get 7500 supporters to sign the petition and now they are targeting for 10000 signatures.

Guess who went crazy around twitter and facebook like a little hardcore fan asking people to sign the petition last night.

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START READING ON PROJECT MANAGEMENT. T_T

1 - IP ( Roller Shutter detail and specifications )
2 - IP ( Facade schemes )
3 - Project Management Revision-ihavenoideahowtostartftw.
4 - Naughty Little Monster (0.5/16)
5- Studio, WHAT STUDIO?

okay before I go off to, find out how to start reading on project management.
If you are this free, do me a favor.
http://www.change.org/actions/view/bring_alex_lambert_back_on_american_idol

the link says it all. GO!

someoneteachmehowtostartprojectmanagementahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I is the fungry

2010-03-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

okay, no, that's Kijun. I is the, fangry actually.

*ignore the post if you don't watch American Idol, this is my ahempmsaboutamerican moment, just let me be okay.*

Americans are obviously, obvious-fucking-ly deaf. For sending good singers home. I really, really don't get it.
When the top 24 is out, I thought overall the contestants are averagely good. No one actually stands out, vocal-wise. Not like the Lambert, or the Fantasia season, for better or worse. I actually made out a list of contestants that I liked during the top 24 and slowly filter the favorites.7 favorites.

And American eliminated, Joe Munoz. one off,
then lost interest in Andrew Garcia.
then decided not to put Dewyze and Epperly on the list.
I thought AI have enough of rockers, imagine Chad Keroger sings Fireflies. He did it last week, but he made it to the top 12. And Epperly is, unique, voice and face, but she's forgettable.~~like justin.Kidding.~~ And yup she's gone.
then they eliminated John Park. The korean singer, because they thought asian cannot be the American Idol because it'll be Asian Idol instead.

no that's my lame reason, maybe they're just racist or whatever. But yes, they eliminated one of my favorites.
it was the same week I get to really know Lambert. Alex, Lambert, nothing to do with Adam Lambert for your ~~entertainment~~ information.

And I can't stop singing the song for 2 weeks. 2 weeks.
He got the Morrison-ish voice, and he's fucking 19.

and y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-up, fucking deaf Americans voted him off.

so i is the fangry, very very the fangry. hmm.

"You know what’s great about technology? Watching last night’s ousters on American Idol on my TiVo only took about eight minutes.

It would’ve been even less, but I stuck around to watch Alex Lambert do a lovely job singing the now-ironic Trouble for the last time on the Idol stage.

Because our sweet, mullet-headed, thrift-store clothed, confidence-challenged Southern boy was tearfully booted from Idol last night in a rare show of actual emotion. I like Andrew Garcia, but I wish it had been him.

That said — and I don’t know if it’s case of Stockholm syndrome or what — I am surprisingly OK with the Top 12 that America managed to craft together from The 24 Who Somehow Made It This Far. Perhaps it’s the knowledge that I will not have to look at Lilly Scott’s overshadowed squinty eyes, her ridiculous craft fair earrings, or her opaque tights any more. Maybe the silver lining of this cloud known as the Season 9 Top 12 is just that big. - Theday.com"

So instead of that fucking tim urban, they voted Lambert off.
I AM MENTALLY STOMPING TIM URBAN'S FACE NOW.

He's not even supposed to be on top 24. Because of his looks, they eliminated a Latino Mraz, Asian Mayer, and a young Morrison.
FUCK.

and Kara sucks to the max.
Americans, please lah what the.

So yeah other than those things, I have IP and PM midterm to think about. SIGH.
I miss Lambert's voice already. *youtubing.*

So apparently.

2010-02-27T02:15:00.003+08:00

Freckles, Mortality & Denial WIP,and Soane Museum. by SongJie,Lim.
Free hand sketches done by another Taylors College ex-student ( Douglas, not only Yheu Shen. ), well this guy made it into AA as well.I've seen him walking around main campus before, if I'm not mistaken, last time when I'm ~~still a sad~~ ( not that now I am any less sadder ) still ~~studying~~ struggling in A Levels. The time when I only speak one language, the Na'vi. ( I'm not sure whether I got the apostrophe right.) He's in... Medicine stream, if I'm not mistaken. Look where he is now. He's with the Wong Guan. How nice.

I'm not a person that is good with words, I can't get things done by plain talking and writing,(not now,so far.) , and I scribbled things to pull me back on track.

But these are some talking sketches, and I wanna draw like that too.

Well, Studio Assignment 2 has started, and this is officially the first time of me leading a team of 14. Went for THE site visit 2 days ago, ( with my new shoe, hee hee) and I'm really excited that things has finally kicked off. Now may Hindu gods blesses me, Imma go sleep and I have IP to run tomorrow.

And yer to you guys that watched Valentine's Day. Imma watch it at home. hmph.

Dear Krystal Pua:

2010-02-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

Keep voomzing.
(picture taken @Singapore, attending Archifest09)

Voomz,
Felix

c.n.y

2010-02-14T12:49:00.002+08:00

oh did I told you anything about the day before I ciao home, we went bershopping-shopping with Jonathan for his new year clothes. Well in the end he did brought one, but the process was real fun haha.

anddddddddddddddddd nope he didn't buy this shirt.
and, oh.

well yeah, that's true okay. bear in mind.

okay i munna go and stuff myself with cookies and chrysanthemum tea drink.

Daya Bumi, over and done.

2010-02-13T18:21:00.004+08:00

studio, is over and done.
i mean, just the assignment one.

moral of the whole assignment :

you can't run away from Rhino. seriously.
you can't run away from the kit-of-parts modelling. not when you're grouping with Douglas.
( well that's my case, cause I kena it second time already ) which in the end, you will run back to statement number one.)

Spending another assignment with Rhino tells me I seriously need a laptop. Or else I'll be a ~~sleeping~~ staring partner working with Doug, again, WHICH I don't want to, but I don't have a choice. My sister was saying (oh by the way she's back) "oh tat, you need to get a laptop". Well thanks for stating the obvious, how helpful it is by saying it out now before Chinese New Year.

okay Chinese New Year goals :
~~1. Collect Angpao to a certain amount where I can get a laptop, good one.~~
DUH I AM KIDDING.

But seriously, lesson learnt from this particular assignment,

Try not to cock, how about some research?

I mean, MORE, RESEARCH.

Remember Felix, this ain't no studio one or two where sometimes cocking might work.
DO, MORE, RESEARCH.

And, Douglas teach me Rhino.
That night before submission we were both talking about the model and stuff, and amazingly we spent less than two hours assembling the four rhinoed-organic-facades. While I was mooing away with all the hassles we've been through just to get the form right, and kept reminding him about what happened during Observation Tower assignment ( vacuum cleaner, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee), and yadda yadda unconciously we're done with all 4 facades. Then he turned to my side, gave me the equal dot equal face and said :

say thank you,Rhino.
so, here's the stopmotion animation you wanted ( i will reedit it btw),
and YES,

THANK YOU, RHINO.

and happy CintacintaNY peeps, photos coming soon!

January

2010-02-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

This is a post that I did typed out but left it unposted for a month.
Let's see what happened, one month later. I'm like a one month later me went back in time and tell the one month ago me what has happened.
Okay here goes :

"Don't get me started with how my pay is still hanging around in mid air somewhere.
And don't get me started with how long I've been waiting for it, and how it " drives me insane (Jason Ooi, 2009) " that every time you check your bank account balance it's still the same.
I am seriously depressed.

Owing people money during the second day of college is definitely not a good start for sem 5.

[update : she, as in the motherfuckinggodzillaadmin, texted Suyiean and said she already banked in mine. so maybe it takes 3 working days for the cheque to go through. 3 days without spending is impossible.sigh.] "

And yyyyyyyyyyyyyyup, she finally banked in the money, after few weeks of delay. I wish she'll gain extra body fat percentage. But anyway, my bank account is finally exceed 3 digits and pecah record gone to 4 at one go. And, then, a sinful weekend bring me back to the original starting point, which means, after the shopping spree and what not what not, the pay I earned from DCA, just, voomz voomz voomz to the Bermuda Triangle.

"I am currently stressing out.
So maybe we had a bad start for Integrated Project, OMAMA's first meeting with client didn't go that well.Honestly I am demotivated, yes slight, and thinking back how I stuttered in front of the client staring at Douglas for help makes me feel damn useless.But I believe things will work out slowly, going to meet the QS gang tomorrow ( thank god it's someone that I know.), and I do hope that goes well with them too. But the workload is beyond madness, and communication skills is really really important in this subject, among groupmates,to the QSes , and to the client. So to-do-list-during-this-semester, brush up speaking ( in proper English) and cocking skills. YES."

Mr Keith is funny, really really funny.
Mr Tan is scary, well, really really scary.
But so far we did okay I guess, things planned out quite okay, although there are last minute rushing works here and there. But the comment we got from the previous meeting is rather positive. Glad with the things that we're done so far, but damn we are still running behind schedule. We're supposed to sort, of, confirm our design by the week after Chinese New Year. And to make the situation worse, we just found out from the last meeting that we got the whole idea of the foorprint area wrongly, which turns out that the area we get to use is far, lesser than we thought it is. So now we have to seriously cut down spaces and stuff. And we only got one week to do so. So nothing changed for IP, we're still that stressed about it.

OMAMA, OMAMA!

"Then Studio 3.
Religious Places is the topic.
Awesome combination of lecturers.
Interesting Assignments, and busy site visits.
The final studio assignment is to build a religious place, churchtemplequilmosque, you decide. It's really a great challenge, of how you can change the conventional. It's tricky of how you can go wild on religious places, when there's so many rituals and rules you have to follow and learn even before you start off the design stage. Then again, to-do-list-during-this-semester, spend more time researching about things you're interested in. two words, read more. "

Haha, just gone through the crit session today morning. We did okay I believe, but my presentation is again, suckier that I targeted myself to be. Was still nervous, didn't bring out the points clearly enough and stuff, luckily Douglas got everything under control and saved the situation. I'll post up the pictures of the model here soon I guess, KL coms sucks. ( mine, don't worry.) So I guess all the uploading photos work will leave it back in Perlis.

"and Project Management, we're still at page 1, foreword. Friday 4 hours lecture in a row is well, geegeefying. Then the PAM camp, and student society. To-do-list-during-this-semester, allocate time nicely and do save a spot for the student society.YES. "'

So far, I've skipped one class of PM, and spent another class figuring out how to open a halal Kai Fan store in LCS.
It's a fucking tutorial carrying marks and our group is the only group messing around with the topic crazily.Then later on I found out, Kijun's group did something bermuda triangle related.So I guess we're all that little little crazy huh.

"I, need a change.
Resolutions are set, jom let's go. "

sinful

2010-02-01T07:24:00.003+08:00

one works in Putra Jaya. Wilayah Persekutuan. No work.
one works in Raja Chulan. Wilayah Persekutuan. No work.
one works opposite my housing area.Wilayah Persekutuan. No work.

and one studying at Taylor's. Petaling Jaya. Got class.

Yesterday marked the end of my Chinese New Year shopping spree. I felt very sinful about it.
Yes, I've brought all the clothes and pants I need, no more shopping. NO MORE.

*stares at bank account balance*

okay maybe a pair of shoes. yes. just a pair of shoes.
And, yeeeah I need to go class. not waiting for JP already I believe.

ZOMGWTFBBQ

2010-01-19T12:53:00.002+08:00

okay this , video, made my day hahahahahahahaha. can't believe this is happening to me.

All the little little gestures, the nose rubbing, the direction pointing and shits. i was sitting in the digilab laughing out loud like a retard.

IT'S, HAHAHAHAH FUCKING AWESOME. *laugh and died*

beats me 2?

2010-01-14T13:03:00.002+08:00

okay i am damn bored.
Plants VS Zombiesss googoogoooo.

beats me.

2010-01-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahaha.

finale.

2010-01-08T18:11:00.002+08:00

what happened during my last day of work.

I'm so free that I can manage to draw these and curi the scanner and uplaod the image on my gmail ( cause i don't have a thumbdrive ) and run to another computer and edit the images using photoshop.
I, am, that free, yesterday.

Oh another thing, this happened while we're waiting for the holy 6.3o to come.So that's Su Yiean and her expression after she found out her phone can do video call. ( and she called meimei btw )

And theeee... ladies and gents, I'm officially done with my industrial training. thank you DCA.
(*will post more about the little figure you see me playing up , there. some stories to tell.)

Use Somebody - Kings of Leon cover

2010-01-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

err.
yeah Happy New Year people, and finally updated my youtube page.
didn't change the song much, but i like the original melody of it.
so no variation, sorry =X.

but do tell me what you think =)

2009 Highlights. not in sequence fyi.

2009-12-29T08:40:00.007+08:00

So yeah, I actually sat down and gave a thought about this thing. But yeah, Jason and I were talking about this, so maybe you bloggers should do it too. By saying this, I'm actually curious how many people actually reads my blog.

But here you go, my 10 things on 2009.

10.Digilab
My second home, well, technically third. But I ranked it before the Kepong house before the end of sem 4, cause I sort of literally stayed there every night, for max of course. Well, then since then mr stayover and I are placed at the same category. Well, then, if you asked, I do have a specific seats are like my, unit, permanent resident speaking hee hee. I've get to know a lotsa people through digilab, actually, seniors especially. Always started off with a nod, and ended up going down 7-11 for food together. So thanks to Digilab, my database zone just gone this much wider.

9. 20th Birthday
First.birthday.suprise.ever. Well I fell for a " hey i need help for 3ds max can we meet in studio". And right in front of my eyes, no lights, cupcakes with candles and, presents ranging from a John Mayer : Where the Light is, to a Patrick Star doll. You know I love you people. =)

8. Hui's back
Controversy sial. Well she's finally back, the scary queen, for good.
And she finally found a job, Putra Jaya, we might move out to somewhere closer.
Maybe Bukit Jalil. I don't know.

7. Having Biri
Technically Biri's here since, last year December. But yeah its has been one hell of an entertainer in my house. One good friend of my mum, after all the stress mum got from dad and his work, and grandma is apparently driving my mum crazy. So yeah, whenever she's not happy she's stress, she'll go to Biri. One good thing about Bichon Frise dog is that, those toy puppy are damn manja and will do anything to get your attention. So all the tricks he did manage to cheer my mum up. All thr running around and sit, the left hand right hand, down, chase, catch ball, and the ohmygoddamndisgusting leg humping. and I can carry him all day in my arms walk around the house doing stuff, is like my own...baby (ew.) But yeah I'll see you very soon Biri, once I get home, just, stop humping my leg.

a new dog is coming home soon, i hope it's a she. you get what i mean.

6. The Message (Feng Sheng; Feng : Wind ,Sheng : Sound)
It's my movie of the year. Well, other than My sister's keeper or UP, or, fine, Avatar.
It's a chinese movie.
It's about China,Japan,Communist,War,Undercover,MoarseCode,Mindgames,Kill,Torture,Kill
Watch it if you're interested, ignore me if you don't understand Chinese.(?)

but this poster is for people who don't understand chinese hee hee.
believe me the show is good.

5. Acapella
One of the things that I've wanted to tryout before I die, to form an acapella group, or at least join one. So yeah, thanks to MSID, and Taylors Symphonic Band, I got an opportunity to do so. Thanks to Krystal and Rynn, helped out alot in the songs planning and composing. The medleys, well, for beginners, I'm happy with what I came up with. The practicing sessions has been fun too, and say yay we won second in MSID Performance competition, medleys from Beatles to Rihanna. hmm. So thank you people for making it happen, Sopranoaltotenorbass you peepees know who you are.

4. Scared Scriptless
Well Scared Scriptless has been one of the things that kept my December holidays alive.Despite all the works and models and shits.Scared Scriptless, is, a...well..

Our weekly improv night, Scared Scriptless is all about taking the natural
storyteller in each of us and throwing it out, kicking and screaming into the
open.Whether through comedic or serious improv, EMP's Mondays offers a night of
high speed and energy to the casual passer-through, and an informal training
course in alacrity, removing self-censorship and understanding the subtle game
of suggestion that is always present in performance.

Sorry, i copied straight out of the facebook page. Check them out in facebook. EMP.
Well for me it's a place to actually let me be retarded and stupid without people judging me.*ahem*,it's my Tanjung Rambutan lah, and I'm glad to be in.

3. That scary youtube video I've uploaded
Well you might not know, I sometimes shamelessly record videos of myself singing with the guitar and posted on youtube to freak little kids out for fun. So it was months ago I did a cover on Zee Avi's Kantoi. ( which I wish I didn't ). It's supposed to be a fun video, but end up seeing all the comments with people focusing on my, teeth, jaw, and badbreathwtf rather than the song. But hoi, the view counts are still increasing, don't play play it's reaching 20,000 views soon.

Planning to do another cover, but don't know when. And just to freak you guys out again, here's the video. STOP MAKING FUN OF MY TEETH JAW AND BADBREATH PLEASE.

2. That Kuantan Trip
Well you might not know, but I try to keep the Kuantan trip an annual one, visit MelWXWHcadencekaimaerynamissblue and all. This year's trip was slight different anyway. It's not really a trip, rather a weekendover, attending Mel's farewell party as she's leaving to Nottingham (which duh, she's there making snowangel now already). Visiting Kuantan next year will never be the same anymore, without Mel around. But got my calendar marked, next year I'm going over to Kuantan, with, Luke. So wait for me lah Kaima, happy new year =).

and I missed you, Melody Kan -_-.

1. Tokyo
China - 2006
Singapore - 2008~2009
Thailand - ALL THE TIME.

Tokyo has been one of the must-gos in my list. The time we stayed there might be short, but hey, at least now I can brag to people that has not been to Tokyo that I've been there before ohmygod nonsense. Um, well basically I miss everything, the weather the places the people the food the yukata the onsen the black egg [+3.5 years] the buffet the shrine the pokemon centre the coldstone icecream the mountfuji and what not. Touching Ando's concrete;walked on the high end Omotesando;cross the infamous Shinjuku crossroad with the other 432983 japanese; hopped on the subway train; sit in a small shop having ramen in the night. Unforgettable.

well then ladies and gentlemen.
Happy New Year 2010. Sem 5, serendah, hello.

091228

2009-12-29T08:28:00.007+08:00

Its 8.30am, still at home, mum and aunt supposed to be back from wet market, and I
m supposed to follow my cousin out and she's supposed to drop me at DCA.

So its Jason's last week in DCA.~~yay~~, ~~BOOHOOHOO~~.

The bonding month of Jason and Felix has finally coming to an end. 2 more days. Um, well, if you're asking about the outcome of the bonding month, nothing much has changed actually. It's the normal Jason and Felix, making fun of each other, sometimes Sue and Justin got dragged into the circle. But if you really want me to point out something different before and after the bonding month, I'd say, Bonding month theme song.(think Gaga's rummarummama)

Seriously nothing changed, it's the normal Felix and Jason you see everyday.

Mum's going back tomorrow, a day before the last day of 2009, just because someone needs to get a cheque from her. [you can ignore the follow italiced lines] Apparently my father don't know how to deal with it, which I think it's quite stupid, maybe the cheque needs some special spell to activate it, which,DUH only my mum knows how to pronounce it properly. Maybe its inThai. hmm.

that's mum trying to find the right fingers for the rockers sign.and, yay.

I'm supposed to meet up with Luke, since long time ago.
I'm supposed to meet up with Andy, or rather Tee Da Yuan, since early December.
I'm ashamed of myself.

Wanted to do a, lookback 2009 thing and get it posted before 2010. I should get started soon. heehee.
Lookback 2009, oh the happenings.

have youself a merry little, thing.

2009-12-26T12:11:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm a day late for this but, Merry Christmas ladies and gentlemen.
So My christmas celebration was great I believe, though the planning progress is a pain in the ass, just ask Jason. He should be the one understands the most, listening to my grunt and rant whole day long in the office.

Dear people that DON'T REPLY SMSES : Just go slap yourself at the face, please.
and thank you Li Hui for booking the tickets though you didn't make it in the end.

Oh by the way, Mum's on the way.

So my Christmas Eve started off with work. Still working on the same'ol'U-Hotel, the 7th model.
I have no idea when are we gonna finish this, believe it or not, we brought work home again, due to the little little changes all the way from the parking lots to the hotel room layouts to the facade. Jason and I has been reworking on the hotel, like thrice.

And oh little little note about DCA updates, lil'Sue is joining us starting next week hoohoo!

Then I slacked, 3 hours before 6.30, and did this.

It started off with u(second from right). Well, yeah I created that redface thing halfway making the model of the U-Hotel. Well then Jason says " yer so demonic" and then he drew the n ( second from left). I'm not sure what n means, other than just a reverse of a u, but I believe Jason is in a frustrated mood too when he drew that, orrrrrrrrr he's hungry. hmm. Then the chick at the left is sort of a request from a girl working downstairs in the ID department, still haven't manage to hand it to her yet. She just asked for a girl, with 2 ponytail left and right. And the kid at the right........ no.idea.don't. ask.

Then everyone in the office slacked and started to fool around and kill time. Jason and I did this.

DCA Project, U hotel, In Construction, Merry Christmas. nuff-said.

then dinner, friends, shibi, movies, and yeah you get the drift.

and well, will talk about Jason's pose ( above) some other time.
Long storrrrra ra a a a rumma rumma ma ga ga olala.

It didn't started off like that, it supposed to be watching-a-play-at-klpac-and-christmas-yumcha-after-that and selllooowwwwllllyyy things changed and we're settled with Nandos-then-Avatar3D.

Don't get me wrong, I am sooooo not complaining. And I had fun that night, really. So yeah tthis is. my, first time celebrating Christmas with friends for my entire life, if I'm not mistaken.So yeah, means a lot to me. Merry Christmas again peeps, and bonjourrrrrrrmummah.

this is my late for work monologue

2009-12-17T07:32:00.003+08:00

so you might wonder where i've been
not blog about stuff like i always did
but i don't have the time for that,
in my monologue.

i've been working all day long
doing 2 models back and forth
but i don't wanna rant about that
in my monologue.

la la la
la la la
la la, la la la la la,
this is, my late for work monologue.
la la, la la la la la,
this is, my late for work monologue.

there are few things i wanna say
that makes me happy all day
two more lines then i'll explain
in my monologue.

mummy's coming down for christmas,
found a job, coming home, yay sisters,
i don't have time to talk about that,
in my monologue.

la la la
ha ha ha
la la la
ha ha ha
ha ha ha
la la, la la la la la,
this is, my late for work monologue.
la la, la la la la la,
this is, my late for work monologue.

think, Taylors Swift's Saturday Night Life Monologue.
I can't get the tune out of my head, by the way, she can't sing live. -_-

i am angry

2009-12-11T11:16:00.001+08:00

hell i am fucking humiliated, disappointed, tired, and stressed out.
i am angry.

i am fucking angry.

ugh

2009-12-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

so what's not updated.

I've started working in DCA, along with Jason, for the entire December.
Honestly it was a fucking spontaneous decision. It was a quick conversation, a sudden surge of temptation, then there I was sitting in Jason's room, emailing MunInn and requested for the internship. In 5 minutes, he replied and said yes. and the next thing I know, I am already here blogging about how shitty life is right now.

Works has been very challenging, today's Day 2,and we're supposed to finish a 5 storey house model by day 3. Stressful, very stressful, but I am enjoying it so far. Just hope that by tomorrow we can really finish up the work, or else we'll be the sad-noob-gg-duo. The office is flooded with UCSI-Architecture-students, and 2 Taylors Alumnis but they are all really friendly.

I hate parking, especially the parking meter.
If its a she, she's a fucking annoying bitch. ohwell.

Trial camp, Formal Nite, whatever I'm in, versus my siblings.

Working in DCA might be a bad decision at the first place.
Making decision abruptly is bad, real bad Felix.
I've got trial camp and formal nite to worry about and then I'm messing myself up with internship, all in a 15 minutes car ride to Jason's.
Formal Nite is so far, still not that stable, too many things happened at one go, and I can't help much. I am really feeling bad about it, oh and the 2 days after that is the Trial camp, staying over at UKM and I still haven't inform my siblings, which I foresee the 2 disgusted faces sarcastically saying how busy their brother is and don't care about anything else anymore. The differents between me and them is that, they are the type that hates being involved in stuffs, clubs, society, camps, and hell, I'm the one that always get myself involved in these things ( I'm not complaining btw) Sometimes, I just wish that we can really talk through these issues, so far every discussions ended up with me staring at both of them, and walked off not saying anything.

How am I suppose to tell them about the stayover at UKM?

Scared Scriptless has been awesome, can't wait for the next monday to come!

And I had a really bad day. Everything is so messed up.

well ahem

2009-11-27T09:11:00.002+08:00

site contour : 3 hours
gluing-site contour : 1 hour
final model first phase : 4 hours
final model second phase : 9 hours accompanied by How I Met Your Mother Season 2
final model third phase : 27 hours accompanied by How I Met Your Mother Season 3 and 4.
final model fourth phase : 4 hours, after all the walking around, procrastinating.
final model, ground level : 3 hours, I hate it.
poking satay sticks : 15 fun minutes.
ranting about UHU glue stain : all, the, time.

time spent on design studio 2 final model : 51 hours 15 minutes.
it's unbelievable that that thing can actually be done, if I just stay up for 2 continuous days and plain fixing the model. too bad I can't. so yes hey people. selamat hari raya.
well that thing *point on top* is my currect studio final project, Hikers Point. Just submitted the whole thing like, yesterday. and hoo hee hoo, now we have the portfolio left, before I really memerdekakan myself. I don't know where to start, don't know how to. I haven't scan my creature scanning sketches, I don't have a photoshop programme with a lag-free-computer for me to work on. and spray glue on portfolio, geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez i,HATE that smell.

the design is about the idea of interrelationship of the system and rhythm of the crocodile's anatomy. how the unique body system that helps a crocodile in acclimate its environment, scales,eyelids,streamline body, and the four chambered heart, and the movement of the crocodile from one point to another will flip the switch and activate the body system.

long story short, it's about crocodile. at least plain staring at the model you will get the gist of my design concept. at least you get the creature right.

and yeah thats the story board, and that's my sister helping out in the shading and stuff. the final outcome is totally different from what I wanted to at the first place, not pencil shading and color pencil to begin with. despite the paper and the printing process has been a big fat bitch, it has been a fun night shading all those things, chatting through things, while poking fun about my brother snoring his dreams away beside us. 7 hours, so we're now up to 58 hours and 15 minutes.

Semester 4 has not been a good semester,
Working drawings has been a mess,
I don't really like the Studio 2 site and focus, and the egg drop of my goodness,
History 2 is stressful anddddd structure is stupid.
Conflicts between friends,
Student society stuffs,

but I've made it through all the way, I don't know how
so yeah, crit's on monday, and I have a portfolio to make.
good morning.

faaaaaaaaaaaaarking retarded/

2009-11-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

[23:39] ocaender: wind creates __________________ and ___________________and _____________________ on the fucking structure
[23:39] ocaender: found it?
[23:40] xilef: ventilation, oxegen and hydrofuckingvitagen
i don't know.

i find it funny. sorry syok sendiri.
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Young's Law can be applied
(a) on Young people only
(b) on Old people only
(c) on both Old and Young people
(d) none of the fucking above

this kind of question also can ask in final exam.stupid.STUPID.

that time of the month

2009-11-10T03:06:00.003+08:00

Again, now we're back to that time of the semester.
Where I started feeling insecure and frustrated.

It always started off well, having a clear path set, know which direction I'm going.
So I like my design concept. So I'm sticking with the crocodile.
And ended up like this, having a clear progress and on the way to completion, but yet there are so many things I'm worried about at one time.

And I ask myself, where am I standing as an architecture student.

So,
I don't have a broad knowledge about architecture to begin with.
I am bad with computer programs and 3d-modeling software, kangarootermitedragonflyftw?
I don't even have a laptop to play with.
I don't really trust my own instinct sometimes, I doubt my own decision all the time.
I didn't read "The Secret"
I'm no Mr. Convincing. Not in english I believe.
I don't have a pair of good hands to do a 1:100 scale little door knob.
And it take hours for me to understand what needed to be understand in minutes.
I am not "screw-the-scores" kind of people, I am a lil'bit too kiasu for that.
Staying ovenight at college doing work doesn't makes me extra hardworking,
it just showed how desperate I am.

So,
so maybe I can draw, I can photoshop.
Then I draw out my ideas, and it just stopped there.

So,
where am I standing as an architecture student, it's funny how I still haven't figure this out yet.

Well, I'm fine, it's just the time of the sem,
where finals and studio drives people crazy.
Then after all the craziness, I still have an answer I need to find.

Geez, karma, I am turning into a toothpick-size-stress-monster. So much for laughing at other people -___-

oh god

2009-11-02T20:10:00.003+08:00

err. remember the dream I had that night that I told you guys?
( just scroll down, duh.)

and I quote :

I had this weirdest dream ever few days ago, told Junwin about it last night, he laughed like hell....( then scroll down and read it.)

well, it sort of came true.
JUN WIN GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT THAT NIGHT, STRAIGHT.

so don't mess with me.

I swear

2009-10-29T17:00:00.002+08:00

Inspiration for Studio 2, a lil'bit too late for that.

I had this weirdest dream ever few days ago, told Junwin about it last night, he laughed like hell.

Well, we are in Junwin's car. Douglas, Kijun and I. Junwin's driving.

A MYVI. White Myvi.
Then suddenly there's this car, drove pass us and hit the front part of our car. Junwin stepped on the brakes real hard and our car sort of swirled to the roadside.

Junwin was calm, face as dark as usual, didn't say anything. Staring left and right.

Douglas was sitting at the front passenger seat,freaking out, head tilting at all direction very fast, (imagine a dove), say we need to report to the police, say we need to go catch that fucker that banged our car, say we need to get the Myvi fix and stuff.

Kijun was asking about the car that hit us, who where what why how. Then he paused and pointed out that the car that just hit ours is looking for a parking somewhere across the road.
The car found a parking in front of a Tesco, suddenly came out of nowhere. Then there's this guy came down from the car, chillingly walked into Tesco.

And I said :" I'll go get him, you guys call the police."
Then I get down from the car and followed that guy into the Tesco.

The last thing I remember about the dream before I woke up is,
The guy went into Popular Book store, starting reading some books, and I'm like hiding behind the wall trying to make sure he won't runaway and this and that and ftw.

OKAY, I know, weird topic. Lack of updates, FEAR MEHHHH ( Siti Aiman, 2008)

Hai Tadaima.

2009-10-09T11:01:00.001+08:00

How can i not miss tokyo.

Oyasuminasai.

2009-09-28T07:52:00.002+08:00

is not what I really wanna say. But.
you get the drift.

Went back to Perlis, finally in 9 months. For 6 days. Nothing has changed.
Dad is still dad, Mum is still mum, cousins are still cousin and Biri is still Biri.
Grandma is still pulling off her little-dramatic-world like usual, forgetting stuff, on purpose.

So I shall list down what I did back in Perlis now shall we.
1. Working drawings.
2. Desperate Housewives season 3.
3. I think that's all.

Hell yes, that's all I did throughout the whole holidays, fucking liveless jawboy. Didn't get to meet up with Zhejun or Jolin as promised, still get to do a lil' getaway to cousin's place for some nice (but expensive) Japanese dinner, (imagine 2 tamagosushi, 6 bucks).

And now, things back in KL.
She basically made the whole house more messier, dump all our laundry into the dirty storeroom, assuming that we'll just put that smile on that face and go take it out, fold it and keep it, without REWASHING IT. And she almost dump my dog model and 2 cutting mats away.
How I can not get pissed with this old lady, I don't understand.

Anyway, in an hour time, I will be off. to college.
And in HOURS time I will be off to Tokyo. can't wait.

can't wait. bye.

siao A.

2009-09-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

MAN vs. CAR race is. zomgly funny.
Ran all the way from college to Sunway Pyramid Mc'D just to get it for free,
and drove all the way, double signal.no signal.simply u-turn and just to avoid belanjaing.

you guys arr....强大。
The bunch of humans that never fail to crack me up.强大.

Anyway, I rejected All Americans for acapella. So we better make it work like a man, man.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY FRIENDS.

WorkingdrawingsG-Fucking-G

2009-09-14T09:13:00.003+08:00

screw lizawang, gimme biri. -_____-

okay due to some reason, i'm now back to blogging.

Don't ask me how my assignments coming along, i have no friggin' idea how to answer you. I spent one whole night drawing on a plan, an attempt to make it working-drawings-lookalike-but-terribly phailed. I really have no idea what's the problem, everything i did just turn out, weird.

Oh, and spent one good hour, just trying to trim and extend the uneven lines for a box that i accidentally copy and pasted throughout the whole building as those stupid timber strips?

beat that.

I don't like September.

Spent money buying present bagi kawan kawan

Spent money sending darlings off.

And spent money for Tokyo. grr.

I didn't sleep last night, working drawing is a big bitch.

As mentioned above, the Liza Wang house itself is a big bitch. pun. yes.

I, need to stay awake, i need to finish work tonight

I just have to stay alive, one, more,day.

One, more, day.

One, more, day.
One, more, day.

YES. I WILL SURVIVE.

I.ya.

2009-09-10T15:24:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to continue my working drawings homework.
I still haven't study for structures.
I still haven't start my creature scanning.

I am supposed to blog. no.
I am supposed to do work.

I will upload pictures for Kuantan trip soon,
AFTER Tuesday.

One tiny note to my dear architecture coursemates.
Studio 2, be careful of what you design ah.
Tunggulah sampai Working Drawings mampuslahmuhahahahaha.
and... the.
Happy Birthday Staciememacie. =)

Luke : So as an architecture student, what do you do for your past time other than work and assignments?

*5 seconds later*

Luke : oh my god you don't have a life.

Yes I don't have a life.

trust.

2009-09-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

It takes a group assignment to learn about Voronoi.
it takes a journey home to reflect about things.
and it take years, to trust.

choice of words, train of thoughts,
whose right, what's wrong,
and what I've done this time.
sorry for what I've said, what I've done wrong

I'll try to be a better one next time then.

Pics : highlight on tmn negara. Post : something else.

2009-08-22T00:30:00.003+08:00

All hail IKEA Meatballs, they rock my socks.

I just discovered that almost every post I blogged about I just can't help mention about the assignment I'm having right now, weird to start with, but I am one good person who can't live without assignments and work. Well, never mind that.
~~Finally submitted working drawings~~ No, no, it should be a post without the assignment list.
So yes, I was pushing myself quite hard in improving my writing skills by dumping all the new vocabs I learnt throughout the holidays and applied it whenever I felt that it was appropriate. I thought it was nothing to be ashamed of, until someone actually pointed it out and at that moment, I felt rather insulted, honest. But after all, it is my own problem to fix, so can't blame no one. Instead, I am glad that there are still people actually noticed my all-time-problem and actually bother helping me out. No one knows whether it will work but it's always worth a try. We have an attempt number 86 right here (no, it's a random number.) , we're gonna tackle short architecture articles and writeups. Maybe I should start picking up from there. I really need to get it started, but this house doesn't really offer a good reading atmosphere.

Blame it yes i will. It's the spatial arrangement, the architecture (chewah) itself to begin with. Co-users, yours truly, has not been utilizing the second floor space for almost a year, as the air conditioning for the bedroom is suckier than the good old fan spinning its way at the living room ceiling. Since then we have two bedsheet lying around the living room and there's no more "let's go upstairs". Therefore the co-users now only utilize the ground floor space. Living room = bedroom, kitcken, dining room with a computer nearby, and that spot where the washing machine is located. Whenever I'm not on facebook, or gmail, you can spot me right at the bedroom, more like, the floor, sleeping. And oh, effingYI, the time I spent at this space is less than 10 hours a day. I really don't know when is the perfect time, and where is the perfect spot to let me actually pick up the book on the floor, and start flipping through it, before the short concentration span ends and I'd go unconcious.

Oh I felt so much comfortable to blog like this.
Didn't expect the post to end like this. but, whatever.

When was the last time I update my youtube page again?

Tired

2009-08-13T16:48:00.003+08:00

i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.
i. hate. egg. apparatus.

and i don't miss technical drawing.

cents?

2009-08-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

"I wonder how you study lying on the bed like that."
"Mind your own business, everyone has their own way of studying."
"But you slept after half an hour all the time."
"Like I said, everyone has their own way of studying."

Is it just me or he's not making sense at all?

I.ya.

2009-07-29T21:39:00.003+08:00

My semester started off tossing a dilemma back at me. Holding a score statistics book in my hand, and a decision need to be make between a 4-2-3 or a 3-3-3 formation. It is the working drawings, drawing the verge of an extra-k spent ( I got the Tokyo guilt, still) and Harry's voice telling me to save it. Then all of the sudden I got Alina pop into my brain with the chilling smile and say how easy working drawings is. Being satirical or not, it doesn't make a different, deep down I foresee another tiring semester ahead, but yeah, gungho will be the shibboleth, all the way.

So yes speaking of the Tokyo guilt, it was exactly 2 hours ago when I receive the text message from my mum, sounded rather cynical than excited-on-my-behalf; okay your papa give you the chance to go is the exact words she used. Perplexity driven, I reciprocate by asking the underlying conditions upon the approval.

Quirky, yes, of all the terms I can come up with, conditions.

No reply, overwhelmed by guilt, I text dad and thank him for giving me the opportunity to go. Knowing that zomg-blood-sucking-8k-fees is slapping his face, he still can fork up that extra thousands just for me to go and have fun. Now you tell me how am I supposed to not feel bad. It has always been like that, you won't like it if you are in my shoe. A simple ABC steps, I ask for things , I got it, I feel bad. And it beats me trying to step into their shoes instead and think over the whole scenario. I usually ended up with the white flag and the topic will never be raised in the phone calls. We both know that I felt bad for asking , and I've thought through, and I decided to wait for a little bit longer. But at this case, they made their move astep forward and actually approved.

It's not a rant, duh, I'd say this relationship between my parents and I are odd. Sometimes even I don't know how to talk to them over things. Bad son it is i guess. But yes mum,dad, the approval means a lot to me, a thank you is definitely not enough.

Now, the overflowing nimiety of emoness being peripheral, attempt 1. I've got some eggs to break ( not on a frying pan sadly), handrawn detailed drawings of a free standing structure, and a big bunch of history terminology and arimathematics coming right up. Not to forget the council, we have a benchmark to set, yo. So yeah this semester is gonna be shit, starting off with a saturday orientation having a risk of poor participants. I need the hype, but not from me this time, to start off my sem, I really do. PAMCamp, Formalnite, competitons and sitevisits, oh hell oh hell.

I need coffee, no.

Idolas.

2009-07-16T10:40:00.001+08:00

I don't understand how American Idol can come up with so many mountains and hurricanes for the contestants to climb and screw every year.

I am listening to Kris Allen, for the friggin' 3rd time of the day. kill me.

zomgfail.

2009-07-15T10:43:00.003+08:00

omg this is funny.
DAMN FUNNY.

spent my whole morning, well, 1 good hour browsing through the FAIL blog.
you should go see see lol.

Good Morning.

Counting

2009-07-14T09:18:00.003+08:00

My 22nd working day started off with the senior architect sitting opposite me telling me that "I'm sorry guys, it's Michael again."And I am currently listening to Jackson 5's ABC.

So I withdrawed 50 bucks from my bank account yesterday.
Newspaper, chipsmore and a bread just to get the change for parking. 3.3 bucks.
Somemore I purposely pay separately so I can get the change twice ftw.
Lunch with Jon. 15 bucks.
Dinner (aunt's out.) 4 bucks.
Groceries 7 bucks.
TOOK THE WALLET OUT FROM YOUR BAG, WALKED OUT THE CAR, AND MANUALLY PUSHED THE CARLOCKSWITCH AND LOCKED THE CAR ( that's how i lock the car all the time)
WITH THE KEY INSIDE. PRICELESS.
well, not priceless. But my face expression at that moment is.
20 bucks.

SO I WITHDRAWED ANOTHER 50 BUCKS TODAY WOOHOO.

oh by the way I scratched my car the day before yesterday. you don't have to know the detail, except Douglas screamed like a girl in the car that time.

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Dad made a big fuss about this PPSMI, as if it affects his own children in 3 years time.
Happy touring Italy with earplugs mum.

" The Cabinet decided on Wednesday that Mathematics and Science will be taught in Bahasa Malaysia and vernacular languages in stages from 2012 onwards. Deputy
Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, who announced this, however, said more emphasis would be placed on learning English.
-The Star PPSMI twitter."

These are some snippets from The Star Online:

"Beginning 2012, students in Year One and Year Four in primary schools, and Form One and Form Four in secondary schools, will learn Math and Science in Bahasa Malaysia. "

"The gap between rural and urban students has widened since PPSMI started."

"Only 19.2% of secondary teachers and 9.96% of primary teachers were sufficiently proficient in English,” he said, explaining the Government’s decision to revert to the old system."

"Muhyiddin: PPSMI would take 15-20 years to see effect; must consider repercussion on students."

Okay, let's leave the first statement aside. Now the Government's decision to revert the old system, which both Math and Science will be taught in Bahasa Malaysia, is because of the low proficiency of the teachers in English. And let's head back to what happened in Febuary 2009.
Teachers claimed that they are going mad handing Math and Science in English and they
had to take English classes to improve their command of English.

I don't understand why they are being so impatient about it, if 15-20 years is the time we need, then you either wait, or figure out a way to shorten the span. Backing out half way at the very beginning stage is not a wise step, at all. It's intricating for the students to juggle around the two language, especially for those students who will enter Form Four in 2012. I can imagine them sitting in the class, staring at the teacher blankly, not understanding a shit of the technical terms used ; akin to my situation in during my A Level Physics or Math class, the sudden switch from kecerunan, to..gradient. Rural area students that prefer the mother tounge over english might find the decision capitalizing for now. And in a long run, rural area will remain as a rural area.

The idea of PPSMI has nothing to do with scrapping off the mother tounge from the students by forcing in a second language into the teachings of both subjects, so clear up your mind please. And you're telling all these decision are made objectively for future of kids, not politics. Oh how are we supposed to believe that.

But, it's Malaysia we're talking about, who knows, a week later we are going back to English.
Oh and and, isn't it ironic of how the teachers are the one that's complaing about the whole new teaching method, and of how the acronym of the whole-skim-pengajaran-dan-pembelajaran-sains-dan-matematic-dengan-menggunakan-bahasa-inggeris is in Bahasa as well instead of English.

post-it-stop-motion is coolz.

2009-07-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

good morning world.

Human Twitter.

2009-07-08T16:19:00.003+08:00

Latest news :
Maths and Science is now back in BM.
Awesome Possum.

work.dot.

2009-07-06T16:31:00.001+08:00

i am feeling random. dot.

Step one you say we need to talk.

2009-07-05T21:14:00.010+08:00

Throughout the whole DATUM, I wasn't paying much attention to what the speakers were saying, not that I don't want to, mainly because I can't understand what they are talking about, even if I was listening, the speed of each word getting translated into my brain is slower than the speed they mutter the words out of their mouths. Then my brain stopped functioning, as new words started piling up in my brain, like how the papers started to stack up in front of the typist in the Typing Maniac game on facebook, my englishvocabularydex need some time for the recognition process before its top left corner red LED light starts to blink.

The brain is clogged.

So what I did was, sketch, and gazed at the images shown on the projector screen. From time to time listening to my friends discussing about things that they've learned and inspired throughout the intelligent discourse,I felt like I just wasted my money, no, mum's, attending the event without really learning things from it. I did, I think, but I don't think it's enough. What I've gained instead, are the confusion and questions about architectural knowledge and a list of words that I need to run through the dictionary at home to be added into my EVD.

There are ideas and opinion swimming in my brain needed to be enunciated, and all this while I've been waiting for the right moment where my perceptions articulates , without causing any misunderstanding, misinterpretation, and disagreement throughout the manifesto. Viable, but I'm still waiting. And here you go folks. here we have the first step. The Singapore trip 2 essay request is what I can think of for now, yes I can practice, and no I would not want to showcase something that I'm not very proud of for some obvious reasons. Plus, I believe he wont take my shit alone, not up to the standard, oh maybe that's why he paired me up with the apple. Who knows, laziness will drag me to the dark side soon enough, just wait and see what will happen.

Archdaily is the new You are staring at
Archdaily is the new You are staring atDictionary is the new Detective Conan
Dictionary is the new Detective Conan

Architecture and English ,it was never my forte. But I want to make it one.
At least for now, I hope i can.
Get the joke you two stooges. and yes guide me, apple.

i like this picture. and good night world.

"I'm not lost, I'm not lost, just undiscovered."
- Undiscovered, James Morrison

current situation

2009-07-05T19:35:00.002+08:00

I am bored.
Spent the whole afternoon with Jean the Penang girl listening to her telling me about dissecting a old dead body "Rosie" named by her Dissection class groupmates.
Just read a few pages of book and yawned. (NOT THE SECRET JUNWIN.) It's 7.40pm and I don't wanna sleep so early.

"You should write more."
I know, but what's there to write. -__-

heyp.

2009-07-03T21:02:00.005+08:00

I believe you guys (refering to the SABD-ians) are now munching food and stuff happily in the Apartment now, honestly I'm very jealous of you guys but on the other side my family's here, so you all should be happy for me too.

Well today's DATUM was not as good as last year I believe, Winy Maas was last year's Bjarke for the day, although last year Kengo Kuma was the first day final speaker, but he's kinda boring compared to Bjarke. Well the first four speaker, one with the awesome Malaysian Architecture which I don't find interesting, two talking to themselves, one talking with too many punctuations, and we have Winy Maas talking about pigs and flood and what not.

But it was the final conclusion and Q&A session that really taught me something for today.Of how politics influence social influence architecture influence politics. It's a neverending cycle either from thisway around or another. Then again, talking about the optimism we have ( or we should have) , as a designer, in creating something new or better, has taken into account of the cycle. Given that Asian has been categorized as the conservative ones, people here preferred their houses to be left the way it was, therefore who should we blame when compared to the western country, the design and architecture we see here has been left behind. Giving a situation like this, how much optimism the designer has left when it comes to designing at our own land, when the posibilities has been constricted, by the society, the politics, economy and you. Are we ready for this? The society, politics, economy, are we ready for the change? I don't see how people here are still not ready for it when they are educated overseas and how their mentality are not influenced by it. So if in this case we're ready, why there's still no signs of what's coming up.

it took me a lotsa thinking on the way home to come up with the short paragraph up there. do tell me if i'm right or wrong at any place instead of laughing at it in front of the computer screen. yes you.

I'm actually very interested in this topic, I do hope that I have a chance to research more about it. And as for now, I'm off to dinner with my family =)

bah

2009-06-30T12:10:00.006+08:00

oh hi. this is what happened 30 minutes later.
AFTER I IDIOTICLY DELETED EVERYTHING I'VE TYPED AND INTERNET EXPLORER DON'T ALLOW ME TO UNDO WHAT I'VE DONE.

you're on my planet. aiman hahahahahaha.
okay no.

well I'm blogging during work, again. Finally done with the Signages Detailed Drawings, you should look at the amount of A3 I've printed, because of my own mistakes here and there zomg, yes, sepokok pokok just died, right, there. I am so sorry Doris the environmentalis ( yay it rhymes ) So for now I've got another work to do, the design proposal for some student residential flat. Just gone through a quick crit with daboss, the macro part are almost done, a lil'bit amendment here and there, and off we go to the micro, where all the ventilation, views, location of OKU rooms, UBBL for staircases, lifts, corridors and yeah all those shits.

You wait lah Mentari or Ridzuan, wait till you see mine mohahahaha.

On a lighter note, well, no, heavier, note.

Called home last night and chatted with mum and biri for an hour plus. yes,biri. Mum literally asked biri to sit on her lap and bark through the phone. I can hear mum saying "biri lai, laiiii."" Talk to a tat, lai" Too bad he didn't, he licked the phone instead. And yeah the one hour conversation ended at that part, without a proper bye where mum shouted through phone telling me what happened and hung up right after that.

Oh gosh I missed my dog more than my grandma, ridiculous I know.

BUT, MUM AND DAD'S COMING TO KL YAY. They will be here at 3rd of July, which is this coming friday. Then they will meet up with Sean, (SEAN!) at the airport then together off they go to the oh-kononnya-tak-ada-AH1N1-UK to attend Hui's convocation soon. I believe some of you should be laughing at me right now. Speaking of awesome timing, 3rd of July is the first day of DATUM, which I will be out, whole, day. ASS. I sort of forced mum and dad not to sleep that night and teman me at least for that few hours before sending them off to the airport. And I think they are bringing the Wira, I think. (Douglas, read this line again.)

Oh by the way, my sister, that UK bitch,

err yes this one, and my Biri <3. well no,

this bitch, just came back from Turkey, ALONE, and dumped all these awesomely-menggeramkan-pictures on facebook. Apparently she's traveling to Germany some time after the convocation, alone, again. RICH BITCH GIMME YOUR IPOD.

err yes that's the friggin' Hagia Sophia.

Oh while browsing through her facebook pictures, I found this.

This is quite random i know. But yeah was taken during Chinese New Year 09, where 3 of us stayed whole night folding all those angpau-pack-made-koi fishes on the wall. I don't know what was I thinking, but that's how I interpret "cool" at that moment. Tak chookup tidur i guess.

Fear meh.
- Siti Aiman Hanan Abdulkarimeesayasukabermandimandadisunwaylagoonbasahlama.

okay. well remember I showed you guys about Kantoi? It was random and yup here you go

*throw* a male version of Kantoi. I've twisted the lyrics a bit, Tommy to Sherry, tengok bola to OT kerja. FEARRR MEHHHHHHH. Oh and i get to sing along with Zee Avi. Got very jealous anot.

and now guess how long I've spent throughout my working hours today blogging. -__-

Kantoi

2009-06-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

song title's Kantoi.
super cute song by Kokokaina.

she've made it, an album released in US
the song "Bitter Heart" is used in Walmart advertisement.
JASON HELP ME BUY HER ALBUM!!

AS FOR YOU. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS
PLEASE, I BEG YOU PLEASE, GO CHECK HER OUT ON YOUTUBE.

http://youtube.com/user/kokokaina
she's malaysian, she's good stuff. GOOD.

GG

2009-06-26T10:01:00.003+08:00

gg Transformer, I rise-you fall.
gg Michael Jackson and today's radio station.
and gg the spontaneousity.

oh, one more thing.
being spontaneous takes up a lotsa thing.
i have a pile of wet laundry left beside a-unshutdowned-computer,
i am wearing the same underwear i wore last night,
i slept only for 3 hours at stacie's place,
and i think my aunt is pissed.

today is a good friday. good morning.
and thinking of those laundrys i left in the living room gives me the horror.

i'm hungry. random. good morning.

free from JON!!!!

2009-06-20T01:09:00.004+08:00

i have a list of things to tell u guys!!

lets rewind on what saw-egg-tart aka me did today xP xP
woke up drooling at 11pm because i dreamt bout my mum *i think she's HAWT*. and went like OMGOSH cause jon'll kick my butt for being lateee to datacad. so i decided to put on skinny jeans wit a collared shirt hoping it'd make Jon ROFL and forget that i was late. well at least that's what i tot would happen. Jon's humour is NOT good. i repeat, NOOOT good. i seriously do not understand what's swimmin in his brains sometimes..he was wearing the SAME THING TOO!!

*fast forward* DINNER TIME!
wooooooot
today's my hubby's bday*he's the second HAWTest person in my life.in case u guys didnt konw who he is he likes to shout WOWW like a lady! hhaahahhahahahah
OKAY OKAY.lets all sing a bday song to him .....
happy bday to you..
HAPPY bday to you
HAPPY BDAY to Douglas.
happy bday to youuuuuuuuuu!
we got him some PINK bulu bulu for starters and a PUMA shoe for main course. macha macha for dessert. awww..surprisingly he LOVED the pink bulu buluuu. we were ShOcKed!! but owh well..according to nicky he's turnin gay ade.

felix is awesome. he let me write stupid stuff on his blog on behalf of him.like stuff he would REGRET or mayb he's too into L4D that he didnt notice im actually doing it. =p

xoxo. u know u love me.
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updated :

xoxo. u know it's not me.
thank you very much awesome stacie <3

and another thing, yes you birthday boy.
3 years already man, and now you're 21.
~~and may the gayness between us last longer than you want it to end.~~

happy birthday.

working mode

2009-06-18T14:52:00.002+08:00

i am now at my work station, supposed to finish up the cad file on locating signages.

jon said hi.
i think.
oh he left to bank.

still no news about my harddisc.
stupid rynn still holding my thumbdrive.
and pe4 is back, lovely.

okay back to work.

ayam back.

2009-06-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

i'm currently home. back from PAM camp/
PAM camp was fun, with Taylorians running around membuat kecoh/
being the minorities surrounded by public-U students/
being boo-ed, not favored, but we still had fun among ourselves/
results came out, was suprised about it and very satisfied about it as well/
not feeling well, high fever and rashes, if i don't recover by monday doctor says it might be dengue/

so yeah, damn UITM mosquitoes.

there's still no news of my external harddisc/
if you found it or it's with you please let me know/
the photos and works i saved inside has no backup/
if i lost them all i will die/
so yeah/

PAMPREP

2009-06-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

well,

apparently i am participating the PAM Camp 2009, before I begin my internship at BTA, for around 6 weeks.

and apparently Kijun is in charge in the performance, and we have to membuat bodoh bodoh di atas pentas. and stuff.

and apparently holiday is not so much of a holi, when you have to go back college everyday to work and stuff and you'reeeeeeeeee right I'm in digilab now with the genius, Jun Win next to me designing his gung-ho pedestrian walk (it's seriously damn cool!!). [you know i won't type this myself.]

cardboards cutting,pipes spraying

fabric........moulding.

these people are fun.

apparently again, kijun-jo and I are in a group participating one of the PAM Camp competition, about urban redeveloping and stuff . at least, NOW I know more about sketchup and vray renderings. that thing is one of the renderings with the graffiti photoshopped on the concrete wall.

PAM camp better be fun. -_-

now to say

2009-06-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

shit i am friggin' addicted to L4D.
you can still be a noob to have fun. -_-

well, just to point out,
now that I'm not the only racist here,

I mean, racist to Junwin, only.

just click to enlarge.

BY THE WAY, it took her ten minutes to figure out that I'm talking about the CLIOD workshop instead of her PAM design group. So she took nine minutes, paste the same answer to me.
Choi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun WinChoi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun Win Choi Jun WinChoi Jun WinChoi Jun Win Choi Jun Win

Marie Jacqueline what am I supposed to do with you.

And so it is

2009-05-22T23:38:00.004+08:00

No,
the post below has nothing to do with
dogs and puppies. or Biri.

It's my Architecture Studio 1 work.

We go backwards, shall we?

So crit was okay, personally I think I did okay, though there are flaws here and there. I blame myself for messing up how things are supposed to be. I've made a research-essay-style-presentation board; Kijun and Douglas pointed it out straight alright.

It's suffering, really really suffering, trying to write out something good knowing that you have bad english. And it's really embarassing typing them out and show it to the world, knowing that people will point out the mistakes here and there and laugh at you deep down, but I was rather desperate, sadly to speak. I blame myself for repeating what's on the board, bored the crit during the presentation, then he cut me off and fast-forwarded me straight to the end of the presentation. I felt really bad at that point and the next thing I know, he made a quick conclusion and moved on to the next person.

Okay, maybe I should've started the post with "So crit was not very okay".

Then it was two days before crit where another foolish mistake were made messing up 3A1 and 3A2, ended up pushing everything in 2 A1s at the very last minute before it was sent to be printed. And then the "knowing that I've spent 90 bucks printing a A0 presentation board without inserting the floor plan and typos here and there" only happened 24 hours before crit.

Honestly I was really much ahead of other people, of how they're still doing the plans when I finished inking and stuff, and time spent contemplating whether to draw Axonometric, or Perspective plans, or not drawing both at all, and ended up being the last person finishing the presentation board. See how much I've slacked on the way.

A house designed based on the features of Chinese Opera translated into architectural language, the flow and movement of the performers on stage VS the circulation of the user in the house ; meaning to gestures VS function to form ; a play of rhythm and tempo VS the strips of light and shadow ; a different color of faceprinting VS a different level of privacy needed. It's so simple, I wonder why I took that big turn just to reach the point.
Then it was that one week of studio-camping days. The luggage just got bigger and bigger comparing each return to the Studio unit.

It was the two sleepness nights during the weekend before the studio-gungho-week that I finished up my model. Spent a great Saturday night just to support the stage and create the smooth-supposedly-ram-then-staircase linking the stage and the ground floor. A range of adhesives used from UHU to Dolphin superglue to Elmers. And that Sunday night is all about cut, stick cut, stick, cut, stick. It was then that I figured out how to interlink the strips from the inside to the outside. Random but the idea is good.

and it was him I'm supposed to thank, for giving me opinions and suggestions, and a big patch of scriblings and sketches in my book. Tang Li Qun, salute.

and of all reasons why I have to re-design the studio at the first place, the main, and only intention of changing the design is to un-dog it. Fine, so this post really has something to do with dogs.

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Emailed mum the other day, just to tell her what happened at college. And I almost cried in the library. The email was typed in chinese, updating her about what happened here, also being emo and telling her how unhappy I am those few days. I know she won't check her mail, cause she don't read emails usually, topping it up I sent it to her Facebook email. So the stress and anger are stored in the mailbox, without her reading it and get worried, and I felt so much better after that.

I always thought I don't have problem communicating with other people here, since I'm the talkative one. So I am really wrong. English english, it's always about the english.

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I'm not going home after all, I guess.
I'm gonna miss home a lot. =(

this happened 2 hours later.

2009-05-19T00:12:00.001+08:00

now. jason's place. they're singing some dido i have no idea.

it's real, real spontaneous. diu.
su yiean damn kacau.

omg how

2009-05-18T20:21:00.004+08:00

and now i'm telling you.

it's all, over.

as for now, it's. ~~LIVE~~LEFT 4 DEAD now. time to die you zombies. =)

edit : laugh at the kampung boy lah whatever. diu.

krystal pua

2009-05-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

screw Services, SCREW IT.
we should gather one day, one day my fellow services classmates and burn her notes. or her units.

anyway Star Trek was awesome. for a person that don't really fancy Sci-Fi movies and the show just pulled my jaw a lilllllllllll' bit longer. Seriously the graphic man, the graphic is so awesome, [maybe this is the 3dsmax aftermath effect] the rendering the animation goodness oh my. And all the time it just reminds me of my animation hahahaha stupid asteroids and galaxy. And Chris Pine, , just, ~~super hot~~ made the whole show sounded like porn.

"sounded", just go watch the show then you'll get it.
Ironically, I met Morrie AKA Sylar[ the degree Iranian dude ] at the Cinema. I pointed out the existence of Zachary Quinto in the show, he's like noooooooooooooooo so gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hahahahaha little did he know, Sylar is so cool in the show. hahaha.

studio. gungho!

now you click to enlarge, krystal.

this is what you call update

2009-05-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

I haven't finish study my construction and i am going to bed. shit.

Hanie left some pretty biting marks on my right shoulder in the train. bitch. "you toooo".

Justin, no, HAN, linked me as "Tat" in his blog. stupid boy.

Li Qun smashed an indian lady's right foot with his bag stuffed with books and a 4kg laptop in the train just now. Pro.

"I'm a bad naughthy photo booth". omg funny.

Archicentre

2009-05-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

so, GARIS turned me down ahaha. Because one month is too short for them. So we're finding another firm that will take us for 5 weeks then. =)

so, my 5-weeks-later-for-updates-aunt just asked me about this old fat lady in British got Talent. I told her she's actually in Hogwarts and she asked me where's that.

And my brother is laughing like mad behind the car already.

so, I youtubed Susan Boyle and showed her the video.

and I can't help click on Shaheen Jafargholi.
I say pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase I beg of you you just HAVE to check him out.
and see what a 12 years old boy can offer, he's just awesome. and fucking, adorable.
then one thing lead to another, I saw this.

when the Pedophile is still black. awesome performance.
And that hat.

and yes Jonathan I didn't know that the subtitles are fake.

AND I HAVE, NO, FICKIN, IDEA,
OF HOW TO STUDY SERVICES 2.
SOMEONE JUST TEACH ME HOW, PLEASE.

GO YOUTUBE SHAHEEN JAFARGHOLI.
AND TEACH ME HOW TO STUDY SERVICES 2.

Things I've not explained.

2009-04-28T00:24:00.005+08:00

Final is , like, ZOMGWTFBBQ NEXT WEEK.
So I woke up early in the morning, by bro's alarm and slept back until Justin called me and cried out loud over the other side of the phone for help, for being trapped in a enclosed space with Doris the.... Horris. [ dorror the horror tak jadi.]

And I reached college at 11, glad enough to see the smile ( well, more of a *point middle finger* face ) about how the sweet 2 hours revision class learning how a diagram is a diagram and explain when we're asked to explain. Time well spent.

Restaurant City has been a lame, but addictive bitch. Can't get rid of it.

I believe I've owed people a lotsa post about this and that.
Especially the birthday-thank-you-post. Which until now, I still haven't post.

How I was pushed into the pool for the first time,
How I attended a pool party (well, sort of one)at the SAA Residential Area.

How I spent my Earth Hour alone at home,

watching a cat cursing like mad due to bad subtitle.

How I owe Megan and Sue this picture, both also ask for it I heran why.

How awesome the Soul Out Dinner was.

and how this birthday thank you post
should end up giving you guys a big fat flying kiss like this.
How I spent some fun time with Joe Thengwei Sam and JP.
Celebrating ZhenLong's birthday without Zhen Long there.
Updating on my design. yes the fucking dog.
Show the degree students this.

one simple reason.
no time.bah. sleep.

i don't wanna know.

2009-04-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

fuck it, i don't wanna know.

Grah.

2009-04-19T18:15:00.005+08:00

I really hate my 3ds max animation now.
flaws here and there. and i have no time to fix it.

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3dmax is shit and it fucks my life in to pies-ces
...pls kill me now and F**k me hardcore please.
I really need tipi for my Bung--hole.

-KW Chew,
2nd home housemate, for the past few weeks.

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oh speaking of 2nd home, did i told anyone of you that I've moved out to a new place recently?
come i show you my house.

tada, here's my new house, got lahhh a few housemates here and there every night.
come i show you my room.

sharing one unit with ZY. and yup that's Patricia the Patrick.

So yeah, I am trying my best to finish the animation as soon as possible. Although it's much uglier than others one, I'm just, ran out of time. I hope Karlson still appreciate my effort of animating the cookies and the what not planet and give me an A. =(

and..studio, yes, I just discovered like yesterday, that I started off my design from a very wrong step, not knowing that Lisa Wang is supposed to act as the character and perform in KLPac. So now I have to crap my way backwards. And save myself from hell.

Interim is okay. Lack of site engagement. sigh.
and no thanks for,

doing this to my model. lalala.

2009-04-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

today is not a good day.

everyone is not happy.

Suicidal

2009-04-14T09:35:00.004+08:00

Interim is today. I have a shaggy dog model.
It's depressing you know, once in a while you, you found out that there's a lot of things you wanna do but you just can't do it.

Then the time you wasted and anticipated for the results you expected and it turned out wrong.

"Screw it, I'm just going to submit this."
It's so, depressing. So sad.

I don't have the holy time to rerender everything anymore.
And I'm not happy, not happy not happy not happy.

*not happy ah, quit lah.*

a birthday that i will never ever forget.

Survivah

2009-04-10T02:19:00.002+08:00

yes the Digital Lab is still that noisy.

my animation is rendering slowwwwwwwwwww.

I stink.

Kijun and Stacie working on AutoCAD.

my second floor animation is, boring. despite the a bit more interesting intro and stuff.

I really hope Karlson buy my effort.

I stress studio.

I lagi stress services. that dumbass subject.

I need to go nap, go cari Morrie. or, at least do my model, the 4th study model. grr.

update

2009-04-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

i am camping in college lab, once again.
the animation sucks ass. seriously driving me crazy.

well, birthday post should be up, real, late. too many submissions, can't online at home, and shit the photos are here there everywhere.

but thank you so, so sosososo much for celebrating my birthday guys. And yes, the suprise is successful, the gifts are wonderful, the dinner is ....eat until full.

so, i am now cekik-ing that damn camera in my 3ds max animation cause it's not working well.

i am fucking sleepy.
studio work sucks. how laaaaa i'm going to draw all those crazy elevation and shits.
services stupid shit. ahhh.

okay ranting makes me sleepy. work work.