Am I Going to die?

The high-fever's gone. And yesterday evening, damn rain fall on me. And i get fever again last night. Went to doctor again, and he started to ask me wierd questions.

"Did you suffer Asthma before?"

???

"No."

wait a second.

"Yes,

once few years ago."

"Anything happen to your lungs before?"

Oh my god, not that again...

"Yes, when i was form 4 ,

i suffered coffing for 2 weeks and never recover,

i went to see a doctor, he X-rayed me and found out my lungs was attacked by...

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"Bacteria." The doctor looked at the X-Ray and pointed the bottom part of my lungs to me. What? My mum asked whether is it serious. Then he said, " It is not good. But thank god it liquid didnt intrude in, or else you already dead now." He's serious man, with his eyes looking at me, what am i suppose to react? "Bring him to Penang for professional doctors, doctors which pro in lungs matter. They'll help, and, bring this X-Ray along. He passed the X-Ray results to me, i looked at those small holes appeared in bottom of my lungs, damn you bacteria."Better hurry, cause i can't predict what will happen next." The doctor really scared me. I was totally stunted.

Directly the next morning, i was at Penang with my father, and we went to see the doctor introduced by my relative, Dr.Ronald if i am not mistaken. I was still coffing hard, my dad asked me to stop that but i can't control myself. It just won't stop. Dr. Ronald asked me not to be afraid, i'll be just fine after finished up those medicine he gaved, and thankfuilly i found out early that my lungs is not well. I can't do sports too much,although i didn't do sport always. The doctors found out i have asthma before, but that was like just once in my life. I have a quarell with my brother and i was wrongly accused, i was very angry but i can't tell anyone, so i was like angryly breath and uncontrolaably my breathing just can't calm down and i kept breathing hard, i started to feel very very dizzy and there goes. Luckily I force myself to face it and i calmed down my breath. My lungs is killing me at that time, they was like squeezing hard inwardly.But anyway, i just received two big bottles of Lunctus*** which is cough medicine. Well, for two years they are ok but now once again...

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bacteria."

"Yeah, it seems like the bacteria are there again.

Either this is the old bacteria or they attacked your lungs again. However, i'll give you medicine again that might be costy.But if your cough didn't stop tomorrow night, come and see me again, i have to let you breath with some gas and see what will happen ok? Don't go to school tomorrow, just rest at home."

Owh man...now i felt very dizzy and boring. My fever gone again after a sweat-nap. But the coffing are still killing me.

Am i going to die?

Nah, i won't.

Just bless myself to get well soon la..