Unintentionally, i care.

Eversince i studied at college, life has been kinda busy. Busier then life at Perlis.Somehow i think i already get used to the busy and tiring life here, i am wiser in thinking and i can't rely to other people anymore. I am happy with life here anyway, with friends i know in college been giving me supports and fun everyday.
Recently i knew a few friends which are kinda special compared to the others. I don't know why, seeing them is like "hey, i met him today." Maybe there's something special with thier face or personality, i am happy to see them, very happy and trying to make sure they are happy while talking to me too.

There's a girl i know at college, she's not in my class. The first day i met her is on the school bus, but i don't know her yet. She's sitting facing me at the very very front side as the bus was packed and she has to sit there talking with her friend. At the moment, i was thinkin like "gosh, i hate this kinda gurl" She's like very fully-equipped, ya know, with ALL text books required brought, with her Student Card on, like those apples in teachers' eyes that raise thier hands every single time when teacher asked questions.
But few months ago, i talked to him, no, is she talked to me. She's very friendly and always being nice to people. She's smart in studies and she's hardworking. She's not those gurls that can shot every guys a "WHOA" but she's adorable for me. Each time i saw her, for sure i'll pat her head. She's like veryveryvery innocent-like gurl. She's recently not happy with her relationship with one of her classmate, and while fetching me to ktm, i kinda read everything from her face and how she react to people, so i questioned her. We smsed while i was on the train and that's the ever first time make me having a feeling of having a younger sister and take care of her nicely. I clearly know she's not my type, but i want to like treat her as a younger sister you know, then is like help her solve her problem and support her mentally. I am happy to see her at college, is like she's happy, i am happy. Although i am so damn clear that she's definitely not my type.
She's being very nice to her friends, help them do things when needed. She's very helpful i can say. Adorable for me.

Then there's another guys which i know recently. He's not in my class too. He's a special guy. We chatted for 3 hours the first day we knew each other. I don't know why,i like to chat with him. He's those happy-go-lucky person that i can consider him as a good boy. He always claim that he's not a good boy,but he never look bad. You can't imagine his hobbies and his interests the first time you start st his face. We was like feeling that each other can be our good buddies, so we always lepak together having good conversation.Unintentionally, i care about him.

and her.
Don't know why.


Is was like do you have a feeling of you expect this person to viewed you as thier BEST friend ever in the world. You know is like when they introduced you to the other people, they'll say, this is my best friend ever, Felix. And then you know them well and they know you well. Is like those TV shows that asked this person what's his friend's Dream Car then he can answer specifically and correctly, it's cool, and impressive you know.
Or just maybe recently,
i crave friendship.



Oh well, silly me started to imagine those scenarios again.