Tuesday, November 28, 2006

You Do Not See Me

今夕何夕兮,搴舟中流。
今日何日兮,得与王子同舟。
蒙羞被好兮,不訾诟耻。
心几烦而不绝兮,得知王子。
山有木兮木有枝,
心悦君兮知不知?

What blessed night is this, drifting down the Qian river
What auspicious day is this, dreaming beside my Prince
Too bashful to stare, a secret I cannot stare

My heart full with longing , to know you, dear Prince

Tree live on mountains and branches live on trees
My heart lives in for your heart, but do you see me?
"You do not see me"


taken from movie "The Banquet"
sang by Daniel Wu / ZouXun

Monday, November 20, 2006

100th post.

Yay !! *celebrates*.

anyway, currently finding a way to fix my dotA, wonder why i can't create game to play with computer player like how i played at FTZ Asia, i can't believe that now i am kinda hooked on dotA, the January me was like still questioning myself what's the fun of dotA, now i see that it's lotsa fun. Doug's a big influence. But it's a great game to play i have to say.

Farah's party was great, fun, and eventful. Yuan and I reached early, which like only the Bang couple, Yusnie , Alex and Amir was there. The Bang couple has to leave early for Audrey's birthday at Subang Parade so they left earlier than us, the PE4rians are kinda late, but before they came, Doug and Mel that originally plan to leave early suffered tyre puncture on the way to Audrey's birthday celebration, and Farah's dad kinda changed the tyre with a spare one, with the help of the experienced Yuan. It's eventful as i said.Oh, Farah's dad is soooo cooool. He's a fun person, hilarious, he got the "dad that always give good nasihat" look. I kinda told Farah :"Farah, your dad is funny." and she gave me the wtf look. LOL. okay, her mum's rendang rox. and her own-baked cake is great as well, well done Farah,at least i didn't cirit birit after i ate that. Bwarghaha.

So the highlight of the night is Alvin's game i think. It required your sporting in playing games and daring. The way of playing i am not going to tell here, maybe i can play it with the others in the future, but i suffered from eating half of Farah-baked-cookies in 90 seconds.You should see the way i eat, i was like staring at Alvin, then insert the cookies one by one, then *gasp*! no water!! WATTTEERR!! But it's fun, Lilian catwalked, Keat laid Alvin down on the floor and unbuttoned him, Ee hugged Juin Nik ! and Piao stripped. Farah...Keat...sweat lot lot.Better not say here, it's gross.

So Yuan and I left earlier, since the Gombakian has to go home earlier,(meet up some friends and as expected, dotA, i think)but i really really enjoyed myself. Thumbs up thumbs up! It's a fun party, someone asked me before, will i celebrate party at my house, i started to wonder, what house, the Kepong one? Yeah, welcome to the Fear Factor Party, we'll have some cockcroach-tail as drink, and how about some nasi tikus and rendang worm? Should be fun, come la come la ! *show middle finger* NAH !

Sis commented, "your blog crap a lot" She skipped when she read it, what? what to do.That's update la, you should know. Will go to Kuantan next week, to Melody's house and spend the weekend there, wee.. it's the first-time-kuantan-trip, but too bad i am not sea-water-resisted. Mom dun let me play in the sea because of the bad weather, but Kuantan lengluis... Kuantan fooddd, cute Cadence.. Mel's fun family.. should be fun larh then. *gasp* Hopefully Cadence will not hit my head like he did to Zoo. and hopefully he's not scared of the holy (hole-ly) face of mine. Gggrrrr. Gah.

Watched "To Kill A Mockingbird" finally, the ever first black and white english show i've watch, nice one, Atticus is seriously a gentlemen, a very very polite one. Nice show i shall say. Ah! Farah forgotten to borrow me "Step Up", since the one that prohibited me to see her ,"dun care with or without me-miss-melody" had watchd it, so darn, i'll watch it,not borrowing you the DVD this time !! Bluek !

It's Keat's birthday tomorrow. Going to post on the class blog soon. Ah ! Class page ! Shit.. haven touch a bit yet. Should i just tell Ming the plain idea and let him do the thing? since i have no idea about photoshop.weakling me. Or else the day when the A-Levels yearbook published out, PE3...PE5 ! Darn, no PE4 in it, will be a sad sad sad sad sad case.

Ah ! I wanna work in the web ! Damn menguntungkan larh.

p/s : Farah, i saved the message " I owe you one lunch" that you sent me in my templates. you can't run from it !! mm.... Starbux !! Mahanttan Fish Market !! TGF !!! BWAhAHAHA!!

Happy 100th post !

Thursday, November 16, 2006

latest update arh

finally i finished my AS exam, damn relief right now, though i didn't did very well as i hope during exam. But hopefully it reach my base target of ABB la. Today's physic paper is hard and unexpected. Comes out bunch of chemistry-like-questions and the alpha-beta-particles questions is at the front instead of the unvaluable-last-question. Adn they asked about chain link polymer, which is my assignment title last time during my form 5 Chemistry class. Dang.
So, i dun think i like totally screw it, at least there's still something i know how to do, i do think i did better than trials. Though i still left some questions empty.I seriously seriously hope my Physics and Econs can get at least a B, so that A2 is easier to top up my grades, or else the ABC requirement for Taylors' Engineering School will going to be fucked up.

so anyway, after Physics paper, everyone is bilibala-ing about the fuckin-hard paper la, Sing Kwan, as usual, mengadaing saying that no more A's for Econs and Physics. Ming agreed. But the worries and angerment were all thrown into nowhere as everyone were so excited about the coming up paintball game. So there's 13 of us, as the no-balls-lala saying that he's not coming. Recently, he's been acting like that. Asked people go paintball, then at the last minute he don't want to go, asked people go DotA, and saying asking people join his going-to-win-team, but alas he's the only one not there, very potong steam one. Ok So anyway, i digress, after the funny briefing from a guy named Sham there, we took our guns and vest and face mask and off we go to the field. The field is like so half-wet, (I quote Li Ee saying to Ming :"I'm WET" ^^) one side if muddy and i side is damn dry. We played 4 games, i was 2 this side and 2 that side as we play random teammate switching mode. I was with everyone, and my score is 1 hit-4Ko. Dang, it's not not-pain at all OK, the first round, directly two welcoming shots came from Yuan,one at the leg and another one at the head. The head one is aiyyoooo-ish pain, i am still aiyoooo-ing around now though i am resting, bloging here. It's pain seriously, maybe we're quite near actually , and the bullets are 200m per second as Sham said la. I wonder. and I got bruise at both sides.Anyway, i was once ran-out of bullet, and another one once again by Yuan, it nearly hit my balls, and the bullet broke and the color stick on my pants and the next thing i know was "YOU, OUT !!". I hit Yuan back at the 3rd round. It's terrible, i freaked out, it's not only bruise, it's slashed, and guess what, i am not even targeting at him in the first moment, we're few metres away shooting each other, I was not looking at him, head down, and shoot blindly, then he ran towards me, and on the way shouting " I'm out I'm out I'm out" so. I stopped and me too ran out of bullet and left the battlefield. I sum up the game today as fun yet painful. Alvin's the craziest among us all saying that he want more shots on him, and Sham, our instructor seriously gave him one at his back. It's like what the hell, he seriously shoot at him though few metres away but Alvin's back is slashed too.

Went A&W then eating and I played dotA with Yuan, Ming and Sing. The rest either went home, or went OU (which today then i know is = One U)(One U is short enuff, OU is just unneccesary for me.) for Happy Feet. Lilian said it was funny, i am going to watch soon. ANYWAY. dotA roxxor. got a lot of kills thanks to Yuan my master AKA my mum. Yuan is like guiding me so i can shackles or ward or fork creeps and opponent, it's fun. And somemore, Ming's randomly picked Rhasta, i asked him to change with my Bloodmother which i am not good at it. Rhasta is like my first hero and I enjoyed using it.Recently training with Panda ang N'aim. It's started to get fun when i getting approached them that i can play with them sometimes, get some kill,after all, I am not a sucky newbie (for using Rhasta) anymore, at least now I am a less-sucky-newbie.
Met Melanie at CC, i wonder did I made her angry, but hopefully it's not me la, she sound a bit not-as-usual when i told her i has to go back earlier and can't teman her back. But i swore to her that something will happen if i ditched her again like, yesterday.Great.

Anyway, i am more yada-yada today as I had a lot of fun today.Though it's not suppose to be the time for me to worry about my AS results, but sometimes i can't control it, it keep on worrying me. Shit, it's over, Felix get over with it larh! anyway, Looking foward to Farha's saturday party. It's going to be a lotsa fun !!

Pitam, fainted after this long bla. Out

Monday, November 06, 2006

*frustrated* What do you want ! ?





*sheirked*

yikes ! OK OK i got your point, i swear, I SWEAR ! I WON'T KILL ANIMAL or INSULT ANIMAL or MAKE FUN OF ANIMAL , ANYMORE ! ! !

I won't say something like " omfg you look like a chimpanzee !"

NO ! I won't say that anymore !!

I problably joining WWF (World Wide Fund For Nature) and wear the lame panda logo-ed t-shirt and asked people around join too.and shouting "No Chemical Testing On Animals" around the street frequently.

So.. it's that enough? can i make my demand now?

*someone nodded*

hokay. now, can i see something, ANYTHING ! other than ANIMALS in the upcoming animated movies that coming up soon or in the future?

they are so driving me nuts, though Open Season it's a funny and good show.

you can put aliens or hot babes or objects or hot babes, ANYTHING ! ANY HOT BABES but enough of animalssssss puh-lease......

*fainted after shouting, sobbing on the floor*