Cool ~ ~

Yesterday night was so cool...
It was 12 in the noon. I look at the clock, wondering when the heck my parcel is going to arrive. Oh man, it promised me to reach before twelve, and he better keep his promise, or else i'll gut him like a pig. Finall my parcel arrived, after heaving a deep deep sigh of relief, i unpacked it. Hmm... White shirt with collar, black long pants and black shoes. Tick tick and tick. Thanks Mum for mailing ALL......these stuff that i need today! Just in time.
The KTM is delayed, again. The komuter electric cabel has runnning out of electricity (wtf am i talking about?) Kabel terputus. Sorry for the wrong translation. Anyway, it took me an half an hour to finally sqeeze myself into the komuter and i am damn damn late.On the way to Subang, met Leon on the komuter. He's really quiet though, and i finally found out the one the having the samn LAN class with me is not him, but his twin brother. We took the cab and hopefully when i reach campus, they haven finish pracising. Out of my imagination. they even haven't start practising. Really a, punctuality. I hate those people that promised to reach in time and made me wait without any suitable reason.Fauzi is there, Anne is there too. Finally we used the grand Piano and sing along with Fauzi. He's rapping and we're singing the chorus.
And then we practise our sons again and again and well at least that's what i was pleased to see, the result is very well. Hopefully we didn't make any mistake tonight. Oh well, then people are leaving to have thier ownself changed. And at that very time, i found out everone, ALMOST everyone's wearing long sleeve and i was the only one (before Ting Feng and Ho Sheng arrive) that wearing short sleeve. Makes me look like a secondary prefect man.By then it rained. Oh well, after having my meal, Seok Kheng gave me a new job which is take care of those money and ticketing for tonight. We set up our booth at the guardhouse and waiting for people to arrived..

The sky is getting darker and people are started to gather around the MPH. Mean while poor me, Yee Yen and Weng Soon is still at the guardhouse. This is not,definitely NOT what the schedule planned. Where are the people that coming to replace us. Then we heard yelling, emcee's voice and then CARL's PERFOMANCE!!!! He's playing Under The Sea. After his perfomance finished, THEN 3 gurls came and replace us. I watched the String Enssamble, and i like it, although after that performance they kept saying they've made a lot of mistake, maybe i am not good in the listening part but overall i like it a lot.Next up is the rock band. I didnt actually paid attentionon rock band part, since i don't have a base idea on how to appreciate it. In the other side, the choir gurls are shouting like hell,especilly Anne. People kept complaining to me and asked me to find sumone to replace them. I was like what the *toot*, i ain't incharging that. When the emcee introduced Valentio for his perfomance, i recieved the third call. Chun Yen said he don't want to miss this perfomance and asked me to find sumone to replace them. Gosh, no one want to miss this perfomance, especially the gurls, Valentio's fans was shouting like hell on the gallery and i asked the person in charging about the shift, they don't even care. Big deal, i walked down to the guardhouse and asked those standing there to go in.And yeah, i missed Valentio's perfomance, well though i can hear his voice down there, not quite a big loss also la. He's very good, talented and he's 17. Same age with me, but much better than me. I am totally impressed.
Then some rock bands somemore...Then's Fauzi's turn. When he's singing Berhenti Berharap at the front stage, the choir get prepared at the back stage. After a soft shout of go go go, the curtain opened and everyone started to sing following Anne's snap.After performing this song, quickly we ran up to the gallery and watched Fauzi sand Beyond's song, shouting his name up there, it's really fun.

I forgot when but I just know that Carl passed me his coat and i know it's our turn now. My legs was not shaking, i am jsut getting excited. As the curtains opened again, i was standing at the front, and lead the whole choir to sing Ave Maria by Andrea Bochelli. It was great but at the last lyrics, i nearly lose my breath and can't stay long, my sister said he saw that from my face, hopefully the others didn't discover that. Then people starts yelling when we sang "The Mighty Jungle", too bad the whole performance is too short, is like only 5 minutes...Oh well, at least i am so satisfied with our own performance! It is so cool to perform on stage!!

The Krumping Dance was cool too, while we're practising our songs at LT5, Annie and Samantha just can't paid full attention since the cute little kid from thier dancing group caught thier attention. Then while we're singing "The Mighty Jungle", they're dancing and acting animal at the back, it's really nice to have them in last night perfomance. They reallt rockz! There's a muscular fella doing head spin. Totally suprised that he can actually spin for that long time, it was like spin and spin and spin and spin and spin. My hand was like continuing clapping and clapping for them, thumbs up and i totally like it.

For the whole night, the choir group was like crazy fellas running up and downs shouting and yelling around try to make the audience high. My oh my, as the Uglymenz band is jamming, we was lead by Seok Kheng, the Uglymenz fan, shouting jumping dancing and having a crazy fun there, We send two peoples at once to pull every crew and dance, Sandra, Ting Feng and others are the victims...Even Miss Yeap and Ms. Shirley dance too... (A classic jump kneel by Seok Kheng the crazy raccon after Uglymen pluck thier last string.)Everyone's having fun. Then's finally is Vick's turn, singing a lot of songs and then with piano performance, singing Walking Away, If I Ain't Got You and Getaran Jiwa. The Duet of Fauzi and Vizk in If I Ain't got You is marvelous..Oh yam while He's singing Superwoman, Annie was invited up stage by Vick himself, Annie should be in cloud nine at the very moment. She looked funny there awkwardly don't know what to do.

Before we left, i still remember me myself found out that too many people are 17 too. Jia Wei , Melody, HoSheng and Valentio. It was like so cool when 5 of us chat together. Still, i am the youngest!! Muahahaha~~ But then Ho Sheng said i looked older than my brother. Damn~ Oh ya,Anne called my brother "koko"..*speechless*

Woke up in 12 today, it was the brand new record as i slept for half of the day.
Musical Night was fun although there're a lot of unhappy stuffs happens before last day.
Oh Well, forget about it , at least we're so happy that night.
Right, raccoon? Anchor?
So proud of ou guys...
You guyz rocks!!!


*Currently humming "Dream"*

Ahh...It sucks

Today is the last day for us to touch up our backdrop for Musical Night.We have to do it publicly under the big hot sun at outside of Student Services. Though we are still under one roof, it is still freakin hot. Then suddenly recieved a bad news which is " No More White~" We need white....for EVERYTHING. I started to get panick and wandering around. Jac and Sherly was complaining about the white demanding. Argh..hot sun, complains, helpless...ARRGGGHH!! Seok Kheng and Darren went out looking for a paint. I was kept comforting both the helpers to draw other stuff. Anne's here, she's fine. The SHE ( EeVee, Hiang Qian and Moong Li, oh! Qiang Mei..)are here too.Luckily someone accompanied me , the very impatient me to go and look for a new WHITE paint.

We spent so much money at your shop buying those paint, and you didn't keep one tinee weenee white for us?

AUNTEE!!HOW COULD YOU...

"*********"

As I was scolding the aunt for not keeping the paint for us (poor auntie) Nicholas was like shocked beyond words. "Aiyo Felix, kenot say like that one, she also dunno ma." Mm? Whoa Nic,suits you for being that nice. Speaking of being nice, Shin Ying..Oh! She's the Polite-est person i Ever Ever see! For example :She's phoning her dad..

*Toot**Toot*

"Hello, daddy a?"

"..."

"Daddy ha? Hello Daddy!............."

"....."

"Alright daddy,

thank you daddy,

bye bye daddy."

I don't even talk to my fierce father like that, i was like just directly cup-off the phone after a easy bye. Cause my mum seldom say byebye to us in phone, so i was like shocked that these kind of polite-like-hell person still exists!Back to my topic, me, Hiang Qian and Moong Li walk damn damn damn far then finaly found a hardware shop and buy it. By the way, we went there twice, i forgot to bring my wallet and Hiang Qian too. She has to turn back and retrieve it again.At that very time, i only have half nice mood left.Finally i got the paint and rusj back to college to finish the drawing, Sherly and Jac is gone. Thunderstruck, i asked Qiang Mei to call them back again. As i was getting frustrated of the drawingg, Zee Kin was like waving his hand and asked me to go in the cafeteria for the meeting. At that very time, i was very angry and i stomped in. I CAN'T LEAVE HER ALONE DO ALL THE STUFF!! I started to have butterflies in my stomach, flying around and moving my legs to kick Sandra's. I didn't actually paid attention to the meeting, i was like let me out, i want to finish my drawing. My brainactivate outstandingly as it quickly absorbed what Zee Kin need to tell and i applied for a early leave.Everyone's there waiting for the white and finally at the very evening, we finished touch up our drawing. I was very satisfied with it, started to having good mood and face the dirty sticky me. Wonder why today too much people apologized to me, Sandra, Shin Ying, Cher Hui, Zee Kin and Anne.Everyone was like "Sorry i can't help""sorry for helping nothing here""Sorry..""..."Forget it, somehow, i no, WE already finished the drawing, just heep the apology to ourself, for everyone that gave moral supports and real helps, the credits of my own is coming out at the end of this post. During we are doing our very last painting--The Nemos. One of *****'s Top 5 of the most hated person appeared and talked bullshit and comment this and that about our painting, Today i treated it rudely,i asked it to shut up, i asked it to leave us alone and let us finish the stuffs first. Everyone's right about it, it is annoying. mood started to get more down as Jac and Sherly left and my painting finally finished. The cleaning part was damn frustrating, i wasked the paintbrushes and pails and collect the newspaper and this and that. I hate doing this part. THe most energy-wasting part. At that very time i was sweated, hungry, thristy,exhausted, everything. After a loud lauh of seeing Sandra being locked in the cafeteria trying to talk with Valentino by phone. Poor Anchor...but it is funny. The Zee Kin and Darren and Seok Kheng and Shin Ying Su Ann everyone came for observation. Then they left.I have to think of a plan to keep the cloth dry quicker, i have to keep it to the carpark cause it seems that it is going to rain, I was 75% sweaty at that time. i Hate it cause my body is sticky. I just dun like the feeling. Everyone's packing to go home as i asked Zee Kin to fetch me to KTM.They planned to go to eat, so they keep thier stuffs up and i was waiting for the cloth to dry, impatiently. I can't wait anymore, i am late for the KTM. Quickly i folded up the half wet cloth and tried to keep it into the storeroom Oh My God the room door is so small, i tried to protect my cloth and also squeez the f****kin cloth in there and Great, I ruined it. The nemo part is damn messed up. I am so sad and thinking of crying out loud in the storeroom. I was a wet-pillow as i was small, i always cry if i was scolded, blackmailed, even scolding people, I just can't resist my tears at that time. Walking out to the carpark , i found that i am alone, everyone's gone. I asled bgurl and she said Zee Kin left.

Great.

i am exhausted,

my leg crampedand it is killing me,

i am sweaty

sticky

hungry

thirsty

and i am broke.

It is so sad i have only RM 4.20 in my pocket,wasted RM3 for the train ticket and the rest is also not enough for me to buy a Drink! It is so hell. and i told Sandra how pissed off i am at that time. Hopefully she'll be reading this.Pissed off ! ! Feeling like scolding everyone now! *Currently recharging my IPod Nano.*

*It worked, finally*

*Brother is playing Ragnarok and i am observating*

*Musical Night is coming soon and i have to solo in Ave Maria. It is so tense.*

Here comes the credit.

Sandra,

thank you for what you've done for decortion part, the cloth the paint the idea, everything.You are the one that help me the most in this project. I can't explaing how thankful i am to have you as a friend. Thank you honestly.

Seok Kheng,

without your recommedation i am still nothing, nothing to do with the decoration. Thanks for believing in me and trusted me all the way.Long Live Raccoon!

Zee Kin,

thanks for the moral support and thanks for fetching me to KTM everytime. But i am going to abuse you for more time sauce i am so sure i am going to need you to fetch me there..Hehe...

Jacqueline and Sherly,

I know both of you in this project.

Jac,

you are the best. thanks for helping out,without you,the backdrop is going to be a jun, a TOTALLY JUNK.

and

Sherly,

thanks for helping out as well.Your suggestion by experience is very nice and useful. Sorry for wasting your time everyday to help us finish the drawings.

For both of you , pls receive this 90 degree bow and a loud THANK YOU from me.

Nicholas, EeVee, Hiang Qian, Moong Li, Darren, Qiang Mei, Shanq Yeet, the flutist, Shin Ying, Yee Yen, and another friend of Sandra that left her physic notes on the cloth that Saturday.Thank You all.I am sorry to dirt your clothes, your hands just to help me finish the stuffs,i wonder when am i goin to finish it without you all.Thanks for being with me when i met problems here.Sincerely,thank you.And Sincerely again thank you for helping me out here.Sorry for those who helping me outbut still i didn't stated down your name,but this proved that i was trusted by you all,that's why you all willing to help

Thank you again for everything.Ahh! Joiced again!

Come And Fetch me

You know, SMS comes very handy in nowadays life, as ppl all thinking ways to savethier daily expenses. With SMS, people really save a lot in thier telecommunications expenses. (Form 5 essays....)
Alright, what i really want to emphasis is a case which happens on me.
I had a small quarrel with my sister becayse i asked her to come to KTM station and fetch me.
Because i emphasis on the wrong word in my SMS.

I sent her : come and fetch me.
She said : WALAU! You tot u r the boss meh, order me like that.

Oh well, innocent me.

So there's a few example to show different emotions through sms.

1) Come and fetch me.
-As if you are the boss and ask your servant to come and fetch you.

2) COME AND FETCH ME
-As if you are a bossy, cocky boss that in a bad mood EVERYDAY. and ask your driver to come and fetch you.

3) PLS, come and fetch me.
-He/She don't want to come and fetch you, but you have no choice although you hate hin/her. And he/she make you beg him/her.

4) come and fetch me, PLS.
-You don't want he.she to come and fetch you, but you have no choice.

5)COME AND FETCH ME ! ! !
-You are asking your little brother to tell your mum to do so. You spelt every single word.

6)come and fetch me pls.
-As if he/she ought to come and fetch you, it is already a fact.

7)come and fetch me, PLS~~~
-poor you have to beg he/she to come and fetch you. You tried to act like a small cute cat ask for help as if you are going to meow.

8)come.
- ? ? ? Just ignore him.

9) pls come and fetch ME.
-You are the VIP that has to be fetched. Otherwise youare goin gto be kidnapped. As if.

and the last one...

10) C@mE & fEtCh M5, P($.....
-For those who really recieved this sms..
a) The sender's trying to show his/her artistic talent, but they failed.
b)He/She's not in a rush, Take your time and poke the carkey into the hole, s~l~o~w~l~y

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woohoo.
I put pics on my blog.
Finally discover how to do so. Lame.

Exhausted. Physically and Mentally.

Today supposed to be a holiday as usual for me. I woke up at 9. Look left, look right. Cool , they all went to college, which means i am alone at home now. Home alone. Slowly walk downstairs, my first sight is the computer. I didn't brush my teeth, i didn'twash my face and i didn't took my bath. Directly i onlined and continued my RO quest.. Lazy to do everything. As my acolyte is walking around fighting those undead monster. I started to link my mind to the piano which is just beside the computer. Ah, tomorrow is the piano lesson, i didn't practise my scales and the Autumn Crocus 2nd page yet...Ah, Tomorrow la. Then i have a nice look of those notes beside me, Ah, Econs, Physics and my maths....Further Maths....Today...can't la, have to go to meet Sandra at college...OH YA! Today have to bring the freaking cloth and have to started to get prepared already...die die die die die. I smsed Sandra, having a thought that she havent woke up yet...Mana tau, she already at college. Oh Ya! She's SAM student.. Padan muka have to go to school some more~~ The clocked showed 11. Whoa~ I havent ate anything. Cook? .. Nah, i still can stand for a few more hours. Lazy to touch the dirty frying pan. Fine then, i get myself ready..and off i let the house to be totally empty,Taking the big damn heavy (but not very) 4.8m*6.6m baby blue cloth along.

I met Prashand on the way to college. He's going to tuition, for Chemistry. Speechless. Plus, the first thing i learned today,as he told me that college-level extra tuition fees is RM350 per month if you do it by 1-on-1. Speechless again. He said that he's lucky that he's tuition fees is RM40 per tuition. Speechless , again and again and again. RM40 per tuition, which means maximumly RM40*4=RM160 !! This is KL. Ah~I've forgotten. Then started to remember the past as my friends and I kept complaining that my SPM form 5 English tuition fees of RM49 per month is damn killing. And now... I sigh after a big big whoa.

I reach Subang and experienced the fist time go to College by taxi. Is kinda scary, cause I was the first to approach the taxi driver and I told him my destnination and i get locked inside the car, as if i was kidnapped. The Indian taxi driver was wearing a black sunglasses as if he's the big fella that ordered by boss to guard beside the taxi and not to let me go away. By the way, the journey cost me RM5. and it hurts....

Okay, i reached college and i phoned Sandra, she's in the MPH hall practising the string enssamble performance that are going to be tomorrow for the shcolarship giving ceremony.Then i went to ECA office and met Miss Shirley, she's funny and humorous. I like her. She told me to use a empty class to start my backdrop sketching.I left my cloth there,I went Asia alone and ate a nice long-time-no-eat curry mee!!! I missed the boneloss curry chicken~ Gosh, HEAVEN~~

Touching my tummy, i walked back to MPH hall. I saw Zee Kin inside, waving his hand ask me to go in. He saved me from the cruel blazing hot sun and MPH is so cool~~i mean "air-coned cool"They're practising The Arrival of Queen of Sheeba. I like the song in string style. Very classy.4 ppl are performing tomorrow, Sandra, Zee Kin, Kai Yin and another gurl named.....Wendy? I forget already, but she's the collest part, she plays Cello and she looks cool. "Look cool" Then Zee Kin left for tuition and i have nothing to do , i asked Sandra whether i can go and sit at Zee Kin's seat which is on stage. She nodded. I rushed up there and sit on ZK's place, grabbing his violin and act like a moron. The second thing i learned today is, whether you are left handed or right handed, the violin is always on your left side. One of the helpers, i wonder what her name is, get on the stage and marked our's(not actually "our's") (our's include ZK instead of me ) seats for tomorrow's stage position.Helpers over there, (include princess D, Doug)asked us to performed again. I was like " Okay" but i was the one, putting the violin on my lap and kept starring at the score. Beyond the performance, the main part has gone, as i dunno how to play violin. Then the helper found out i am not the performer. It is fun., but it is hard as for a left handed to get use to grab your violin with your left hand and control your usually-unused-right hand to play the music...

We walked to ECA to help them keep thier instruments as on the way kept been insulted as a pesting ant..Sandra AKA anchor..how could you~ We met Double-M-MeggiMee as we were walking into the office. She greeted Sandra, and that's the wierd part. I thought Sandra herself also shocked but she greeted back as well. Sandra and I walked in, we met KH. KH said hi to us, (supposely to US) i felt wierd again. Aren't he ......What the.....Why? I kept full-silent in the office, quickly i keep the instruments in the room, saying thank you for 5 times, and we left.

Me and Sandra headed to 2.1 to settle our cloth. We pushed the tables all together and tried to open the cloth . The blardy hell(Sandra, is "bloody") cloth was damn big and the room is simply too small. It is 5.35pm now. We headed to MPH, trying to lent the hall for a while to sketch the cloth, and blardy hell again, it rained. Luckily the nice OL let us use a part of the hall to do our stuff. Quickly we open the cloth and it is blardy hell, again , real big. I wrinkle my fingers (hmm?) into my pencil case and find a pencil to start draw as Sandra was like pulling the cloth here and there to let the cloth be flat enough instead of waving around and act as the obstacle of letting us draw on it.We bared pooted(pooted? actually is footed.) and stepped on it.Then as I standing at a edge of the cloth, i looked at it, It looked relaxing , suprisingly, the two workers that suppose to settle the stage decorating for tomorrow event and Sandra herself as the witnesses, I JUMPED AND ROLLED AROUND THE CLOTH. It is relaxing it really is, but it is embarassing as well. The feeling was like you are rolling aroung the New Zealand's green wide meadow... I just can't control myself to do so. Sandra was like asking me about the tracing part," Felix, is this ok?" I dived myself to the flag and rolled to her, talking to her by lying on the cloth. Even Sandra herself instead of sitting, squating, she lied on the cloth as well!! The cloth is just very comfatable to lie on, really. Luckily we managed to reach our target before MPH officially close or we're chased out. Plus, we folded the cloth nicely. 4.8m*6.6m cloth was folded and put nicely into a plastic bag, it is just, NICE.

I had my dinner and Sandra's breakfast+Lunch+Dinner at Asia.Both of us was like competing to each other, passing the notes to the waiter.

" SANDRA!!!"

"No! No Need"

"I'll pay you back"

"No Need!!"

"Take this...."

"DON'T!!!"

(pushing each other's note back to thier own side..)

The waiter kept mine and Sandra passed her note on her hand to me...Aiyoh~ Mafan a u Sandra~ We ate a Pizza and i tasted Orange+Pineapple juice. It is ....sweet, kinda too sweet, i tasted nothing on my Milo ice. We discussed a lot of stuff over there, about the Musical Night, about the CIHTM top 5, about...everything. Sandra was not in a good mood that she told me waht happened to her that made her pissed off. I can't believe that person really did that to her, the chubby innocent Ancho Beer. (Woohoo. Sandra's floating.)I left the cloth to San and we left. Totally exhausted, physically and mentally. And the Blardy hell, again , the bus is damn late, AND THE KTM DELAYED!!! My body is like damn sweaty and sticky and i hate that felling.

Now sitting in from tof the monitor, counting my inbox messages. Whoa, 16 Sandra's messages. Sorry a, pestering you almost everyday. Innocent Anchor.
OhYa! I brought BrokeBack Mountain DVD today..

I was act alone on the KTM. Stands for, " I'm on a journey."

With or without me, they're practising hard...

muahaha...c how i conquer you big cloth!

Ipod Nano.....new and new.....again!!

Okey, i got my ipod nano as a birthday present from my mum and I didn't expect it so. My dream mp3 player wasn't that well-knowned i think. What i want is a RM590 Nw-1300 1gb black/white mp3 player, which is the mp3 player that Mun Yi was using now.. Because i heard my sister say that the mp3 can stand for 30 songs if i just recharge 3 minutes....sumthin like dat la. So that day (1st of January ) When me and my family having family trip here, at KLCC, i saw this mp3 player and startedd to set my budget to buy this!!
But, now,
i already have ipod nano.
Fine then.
As what i said, i spent the whole night checking my ipod.
The 2nd day, i already have songs in it and enjoyed it on my way to Subang right on my birthday.
Now THIS is the main point.
The following night, i was tyring to recharge my ipod which i have to use USB device and plug in to my computer. I was wearing earphone at that time, then i plug the plug into my ipod and next connect to the computer. Then my earphone atarted to act wierd and send me some sharp aqueak in to my ear, and then...

*poof !*

I was putting the mini ipod on my palm, i can feel the heat from the back of it. I was nervous as I was at a loss to what to do. Quickly i plug off the plug from the computer. I was totally freak out.

I try to press the menu button on the mp3 player, no response.

Holy crap, i am a deadfish now.

Quickly i try to solve it by surfing the net looking for troubleshooting, it thought me to press the center button and the menu button outwardly. Tried hard but to no avail.

Bravely, i told my siblings, luckily they understand me and help me i repairing this as well.

I was damn sad that night, the ever 1st time a birthday present ruined at the day after i receive it. Great.

Few days without ipod was so....lonely.

Somemore Farah was like joking at me by saying " Sumone had a ipod nano......." I barely chuckles. But i was like, should i tell....it is so embarassing!! I bet Farahwill be laughing as well after seeing this.

Then few days later, i persuaded my sister to bring me to The Curve and find the guy that sold my aunt this ipod to help me repair it. FIne then, i reached there and told him what's happening, he just simply plug my ipod into a fius and press, TADA! It revived.

WHAT THE *TOOT*?

I just can't believe it ! ! This is no more April Fool jokes ! Summore, the Ipod os the one that playing a fool on me. As i left The Curve, my mum called as me and my sister was stucked in traffic jam. My sister was like purposely emphasis the sentences...

" TU LAH ! SOMEONE'S IPOD NANO SPOIL WOR~~THEN MA BRING HIM SO FAR AWAY FROM KEPONG TO THE CURVE LO! THEN NOW STUCK IN JAM HOR~ ALSO BECAUSE OF HIM LO!!!"

I know she's joking , but damn you Ipod, i still love you but for now, damn you first.

Finally reached home, quickly i recharge the Ipod.

Wierd.

Oh Nononono....dun tell me that you can't recharge and that's the main problem a!!

SHIT ! ! ! !

After squeezing a "please~~"smile to my sister, off we go to the Curve , AGAIN !

Then this time, different pulak, that guy give me a receipt and told me:

" I need maximum one week to repair this. If it really fail to repair, we'll give youa new one... "

NEW ONE !

But now a, i dunno whether i should pray for the guy to fail to repair it or repair it successfully.

The Guy should _____ to repair my Ipod…. and state one reason. (10m)

a)Fail -New one!

b)Success-My mum gave me.,It is just a feeling that “how could I?”

So......sigh~~

I hated myself..

i deleted that post.

few days after i published that post.

i feel bad, really really bad,

i knew she read it.

i know she also wonder who is the person i mentioned,

but i didn't expect when she found out the one that i was talking about is her,

how would she react?

i really don't want this to happen.

but i was the one who made this.

i started to regret.

I did promise my parents ,

to be more mature

and leave that kind of childish and

bad-tempered attitude behind.

Did i ?

No, i didn't.

I'm still me.

That idiotic stupid me.

I still need revenge to make myself feel more better.

I'm still that sensitive.

Way too sensitive.

Sensitive about how people think about me,

sensitive about every sentences they said.

sensitive about..

EVERYTHING!

Fews weeks after i came here,

i voice out my problems to Farah.

She said that I was just too sensitive, and asked me to be just myself.

Yeah, the fake mask that i wore for years,

when can i take it off?

Girl, listen.

I really really sorry about what I've done.

It was really immature. I know that you are still....

you.

But ,

I am the one that haven't get used to it,

and i shouldn't blame you.

Really is my bad.

You are a nice girl, you really are,

but the problem is me..

I still feel bad although i confessed what I've done to you.

I don't know what should i do now.

Someone just teach me,

farah, teach me,

what should i do now?

Happy Birthday to me!!

Yesterday when i reach home from school, i was still not in a good mood. But then i saw my aunt who was just returned from supermarket bringing a lots and a lots of stuff, but she left again later to my uncle house, wonder why. Yesterday i helped my sister to cook our dinner without counting my aunt---instant mee. Poor us~~ I was like waiting for my turn to use internet as my brother lept sitting in front of the computer as his flash project is reaching the deadline. His Naruto flash is kinda impressive actually, wish him all the best la. 10.30 pm, watching American Idol results, the contestants that week didn't perform well. But i like the songs they chosen, Because Of You, The voice within, I don't want to be and Wanna Praise You...haha...and Kelly Pickler sang a cute song..OMG!! Katherine is in the bottom 3 ! ! I was trembling from head to toe, honestly! And they send Ace Young back to the competition which comes down to Katherine and Lisa Tucker. Luckily my Katherine is still in, but why? why they elaminate Lisa rather then Bucky? sigh sigh sigh~ Lisa sang back the song she chosen "Because Of You"as her last performance at American Idol. Juin Nik smsed me, wishin me Happy Birthday.After then i watch Survivor Exile Island... when are you going to finish?omg...u took too much time to do the stupid flash thing la...Luckily this week La Mina won...phew..i hate dat guy named Shane from Casaya, he's insane...then suddenly my brother ask me to go to the kitchen.Aha, time. As what i had expected, a Häagen-Dazs ice cream cake with fruits showed up in front of my eyes...
actually i accidentally saw the cake box while cooking dinner juz now..
i pretended to be suprised...
Then suddenly my aunt said
" This is the present from your mum."
She handed me a box.i read the box clearly, i...pod......na.....no
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAArgh!!
I....Ipod....Ipod Nanooo...1 gb sum...more~~
I throughly shout like hell at the kitchen, Thank you mum, really Thank you!!!!!thank you so much for the present!! The cake was nice, and the present is the sweetest present i ever recieved these 17 years!! I phoned my mum and thanked her, from the bottom of my heart i swear i must put efforts in my studies so i won't let her down...
Tonnes of friends blessed me that night
I am so blessed. Thank you guys for still remembering the existence of me, The very idiotic small me.

i slept at 4 last night observing and checking the usage of this freak...

I bring along my mp3 and went to Subang today. Having a date with Seok Kheng and Sandra, we decided to walk around Subang Jaya and find some sponsors over there.(On the way to Ktm , thanks Li Ee for wishing me happy birthday) but when i reached campus i din see anyone of them waiting for me. I phoned Seok Kheng, no one answer. I phone Sandra, she's at Secret-Resipe. I wonder shy she don't to come and find me, since i already reach, she asked me to wait for Seok Kheng. Then Seok Kheng called, she asked to wait for her, she's taking a bath and come to meet me soon. So i was like a sohai walking around the campus and the shops nearby, i met Juin Nik then Mariane. Juin Nik wished me a Happy Birthday and he's goin to Sunway Pyramid for another movie; Mariane didn't mentioned anything about my birthday just now, but she's goin to meet her friends at Asia Cafe.

I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!

i walk to My Place, hoping can meet Seok Kheng earlier there.
I smsed her " Cicak, washing golden body is it. Waitin you under your house already la "
She took a damn long time to wash every single hair of her body and head, she took every single minutes to count her eyebrows, and soaped her body twelve times. Then she appeared with a fake warm smile as the replacement of showing the "sorry that i am late"face. Then i asked her whether she has something to tell me, she said no. Thunderstruck. Fine then, i was planning to tell her that my parents brought me the ipodand how happy i am....
"My mum.""Oh you are using iPod Nano also a? Cool"
Argh~ my line!! you stole my line!! actually they remembered my birthday, but they just play a fool on me. Is so great to get born on April Fool day! We played fools on each other on the way to Secret Recipe. Sandra is waiting over there and the waiter passed me a plate of cake with a candle on it just when i landed my nice butt on the chair. We changed our place 3 times in the bakery. Wonder why. They even treat me a plate of Fish And Chip and i met Sandra's friend that gave me a plate of her banana chocolate cake leftoveras the birthday present. Hmm...thanks~~
Then Mariane and Sing Ming smsed me and wished me Happy Birthday. Thanks!!
We started to try the shops one by one to search for sponsors for the event. and we insult the "it" that 3 of us anti for such a long time. We said he's a round shelled turtle, we get shcked when accidentally circle "it's" name and showed to the manager of the shopas the contact person...Sandra and I walked away from Seok Kheng cause she's the one that made the mistake, Her reaction during she found out she made the mistake is like she touched shit, Her hands wobbled away from the paper and she "eek"ed ... oh ya! we insult one bakery shop tauke-so as a aunt also. But, however, she's a aunt though.
When i reached home, i opened my friendster account and found out 5 testimonial with same realted words " Happy Birthday " over there. Ee Theng, Nicholas, Dayuan, Farah and Agnes. Thanks for the testi. Oh Ya! Douglas and Jenine send me testimonials (i can't write testi in plural form..it would become testis.)Thanks guys! On MSN, Mun Yi put her private mesage as HAPpY BIRTHDAY FELIX..thanks.
Today is a very special day for me, and also the most happiest day for me in 2006.
Is going to be a sweet dream coming up next...






Thank you guys from PE4,especially Juin Nik, Da Yuan, Doug and Nick, Mariane, Farah, MunYi, Li Ee, Fadzril ,Soo Qi, Sing Ming. and then friends from Music Club-- Anne, Sandra, Seok Kheng, Zee Kin and Ho Sheng. a incredible friend from PL2--Melanie, friends from Kwong Wah school reporter, Bei Qi, En Ling, Mayjyn, Ee Theng, Yi Ting, then best friends from homewtown, Swee Kean, Kang Chiat, Fuyu, Pei Joul, Kim Wei , Sin Yin and Boon Shing , Jing Ying, Soo Hean and lots and lot and lots more of friends that waste your money to wish mea Happy Birthday. I really really thank y'all.
and last but not least
my sister my brother my aunt and my parents
Mum, thank you and I love you.
I was so prosper as i was covered by love.
I am so thankful to have all of you being with me.
Millions and Millions of thank you to you all,
from the bottom of my heart sincerely,
Thank you all.
Just, thank you.