Dear

Dear
Mummy ( and Dad ) ,
Sis
and Aunt. :

I can sense the disappointment,
when it comes to calling you all telling you all how I did in my A Levels.

Sorry for not being hardworking enough to pull my Physics off,really.
I feel really bad now.

Especially mum, with the anger and frustration.
I don't even dare to tell my dad how I did.
Though sometimes he don't really mean it, but the words he use is always that harsh,
and he always sounded serious.

So maybe you all are right,
I didn't try my best, and the saddest thing is,
I don't even know whether I tried my best, or not.

People around me did great, I'm very proud of them.
So mum, I have good friends here, see?

You always worry about me mixing with the wrong people.
Without them, I might get something worse okay,
they really helped me a lot when it comes to studies.
Even moral support. They works.
Being with you when you're at the verge of giving up.
My classmates always have a way to cheer me up.

So don't worry mum, my life at KL is filled with happiness, having them around.
and NO MUM, I didn't include this effing house, it's still that creepy.


While I was at college just now, I was laughing around after being dab-bed.
And now sitting alone here thinking about it again,

my results is not really that satisfying.
I am still disappointed.


Love, or more to hurt,

your nephew,
your brother,
your son,