I

PASSED.




picture me driving.
*drools*

2 days

thursday thursday is the hell.






i want my license so badddddddddddd.

Wish me luck anyway, for getting the friggin P license once and for all, saya sudah tangguh this shit for a year.

Oh yeah, so I did called Taylors and ask for the fees next year and oh my freaking gosh.Finally the fees for the first semester has changed into a 5 digit cost. I am spilling blood before my parents did. But before that, I found out that there's this Selected Town Grant and finally Arau,Perlis is listed as well, so I thought I might get a 30% discount for the fees manatau.

The fella told me I can't, because I took A Levels.

It goes like

"I just asked my colleague and they say cannot, cause you took A Levels before."

"...... just because I took A Levels?"

"What subject you took in A Levels?"

"Econs Maths Physics"

*he went and ask his colleague again, which I thought it was bull, since I already didn't manage to get the 30% just because I took A Levels then what friggin for asking what subject I took*

"Hey man ( man me somemore ) , still can't help you. Sorry."

"It doesn't make sense, I mean, yes I did took A Levels, but it doesn't make a different anyway , I am still from Arau, I am still from this town though I took A Levels. You get what I mean?"

"Yeah I get what you mean, but that's what the rules stated. I can't help you sorry."

"Okay, so what if I apply the course through my SPM, do I still get the discount?"

"No. Because our computer data got your record about you took A Levels already."




Blood spilled at this moment.
Oh and the consoling part, he told me I can get RM500 waived for the application fees, and some 10% shit and subjects exempted.

yay. my ass.
you give something 20% lesser and I wonder how am I..consoled.
So there goes a 5 digit tuition fees next year.





fuck.

Jolly-coli. Ew.

My bukit driving is a total-mengenenehkan-mess. "Mengenenehkan" is like, very....nehneh. Forget it. Yes my bukit driving is an effing mess. I don't know apa problem saya but I just seems to fail to actually do it all the time. We tried 10 rounds and I failed like, 7. Scolded me like crapshit haha. And now, there's only parking lesson left and I'm ready to go. ( not really ready to go for the test, I damn teruk laaaaaaaaaa in driving. Wonder how the hell am I going to get the P.)

Went to Penang last weekend, with my cousin, tryout for a Singing Competition Audition. Went there on Friday, bus-ferry-hotel-Komtar-PrainginMall-hotel-Cititel hotel-home.

Sometimes I hate busride,
1- When the busdriver drove madly or
2- When there's kids or baby sitting nearby my seat. So there's this mengecheebyekan little kid was sitting with her mother while his elder brother was sitting behind me. They're playing and making noises all the way from Perlis to Butterworth. And they seems to be very stupid cause I always give'em the shut-the-fuck-up-before-I-stuff-your-mouth-with-my-smelly-socks stare but they just ignored it.

Then he took out his friggin' 500ml little bottle of mineral water and start drinking it in front of his brother, it's some sort of a showoff, little kid style. Something like, haha, I got water you don't have that kinda thing, and then start burping around and that pushed off my limit.
I zipped off my pants bag and took out my 1.5 litres mineral water, and drank a whole mouth of it, and burp aloud in front of him. He just stoned there staring at my bottle and my nenenene-my-bottle-is-bigger-than-yours-smile and shut up.

Then I found out that for a 18 years old teenager, burping out loud in the bus when everyone's awake, is embarassing.

So, anyway, bad weather when we reached there, because it's raining, badly.
The seaview is not that pretty, and the ferry moves slow. And the rain just wet up the whole ferry. Too bad we don't have an umberella like this girl do.


Reached Penang, took taxi, did Hotel check in, changed, and off we went to Komtar, which is a kilometres away from our hotel. And the journey is worse than we thought, just because it's still raining.
Komtar is right opposite Praingin Mall, and the popularity of two mall is freaking obvious, when Komtar is just.... empty.

There's old people who has no place to go, sleep around the whole entrance. And walking around the empty shopping centre with nice music though. Then you start wondering where the loud great music come from, must have some good sound system, then you started following the sound and in the end you will see this.



Yes ladies and gentlemen, they just placed it THERE. like THAT.
And for jakun Perlisian, what do we do?
Right, so Komtar is THAT empty that it gives you the nerve s as if some guy will just jump out behind you and rape you, even you're a guy as well. You should see our freaked out faces trying to find the way to Praingin Mall. Friggin nervous.

About the food, just don't ask me why laaa I never try our the Asam Laksa, or the this this that that in Penang, *pft, you know who.* and I just don't have the mood to look around the empty street when it's raining heavily. Somemore it's already 4.30pm when we started walk around.

I am thankful ( not really ) to have food shown above and it's still disappointing, cause

It's not as big portion as it shown in the menu. Cheaters.
Asam Laksa, don't you freaking dare hide yourself from me, I am going to eat you once I get there next time. In the end of the day, then I thought, this Penang trip is not that interesting, after all.

But the good thing is,
I brought something I liked, and shut up, it's fake.
And.....

I GOT INTO TOP 300.
spot me on TV mwahaha. =)

Antagonist. Nahaha

I am now sitting in the office. Face against the antagonists in the family, chatting with my mum.


I simply hate the moment they're here.
Not liking any minutes. Nehnehnehnehneh.

Whiles ago they're sitting at my left and right, sticking themselves soooooooo close to me , with their skin touched mine, I'm wearing freaking singlets mind you two, so close trying to see every single details of what youtube videos I am watching, which photo I'm uploading on friendster, who am I chatting with on Skype and oh mah gard am I logged in with my facebook.
AND the thing I hated the most.

Adding themselves into my friendster list.
Some more using my account to add them, like I wanted them to be my friend so badly.
And my MSN. And Skype.

Gee man, get off my seat and don't fucking touch my keyboard.


I am hating every second being here, poor mummy have to bersocial with those bad cards.
Were supposed to chat with my sis on skype and we're both quiet for now, webcam,off.

felix says:
bad connection tonight

mINiMinT says:
sniff sniff

felix says:
and
i wanna wait till the annoying things leave

mINiMinT says:
haha

mINiMinT says:
agree

mINiMinT says:
i dun feel like talking too

felix says:
just now he's sitting beside me

felix says:
watching what i am watching

mINiMinT says:
i know

mINiMinT says:
thts y i nvr talk

Sheesh, when they're around, these topics are always around,

1 - Their children high achievement, exaggerated,
which we always called it a "I'm better than you."

2- Their beauty world, beauty term, slim wraps, latest way of diet without doing sports, her 30 days slimming plan and the progress and the stupid idea of building her daughter a beauty salon when her daughter freaking failed the theory test in her Beauty School.

and this topic will link to the next, which is,

3- The pimples on my face and how are they.
Gee man, for minutes they talk with their eyes staring at my face, and I hate the "tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk " sound campur in the lines. Like my face is the end of the world, and thanks to her daughter that helped me taking care of my face which in reality, brought me into the hell, making my face worse and make me buy the 600 bucks stupid lotions and creams and those fucks.

I would like to repeat my line.
I am hating every single seconds of them being here.

Can YOU go home now?

Call me the Sumaker.

Had my driving lesson again today.
It was the third lesson so far, after so many postponing and canceling and almost-turn-into-another-argument-situation, the lesson today is at 3.30pm when it's supposed to be 11.30. Yes my dear, he just simply postponed it, when I was freaking fully prepared with the shoe and the shirt and the long pants, again

Just can't help being a lazy shitass, like he always do.

Anyway was driving today with him sitting beside nagging like a 60 years old friggin old virgin worrying about not having any soul partner before she dies. And I was trying to concentrate memorizing the 6 roads that I've been through then there's this car behind me caught my attention.

I was looking at the rear mirror, and my lips goes :" oh. fucking.no."

So there's the blue Kenari following behind my slow moving car and yes, with that smirk inside the car and the loud laughter I can hear since our car window is open while I drive and yes it's buncha my stupid friends stalking me having my driving lesson.

How sweet.







HOW FREE.

Then I was like already frustrated got nagged all the way, there comes the friends with at the same time the villain of the town, my world, sorry, and then drove over me, which they called it as a "escort" few hours later when I meet up with them giving them nice repay, to be exact some wet kisses, and back to the story, once the blue car is in front of my car then I first stared at the rear mirror again and my lips read :" oh-fucking-fucking-no."

So there was another car behind, familiar one, mengepit the poor L licensed student driving in a 60km/h speed on the Perlis road.
Stupid blue kenari then sped up, signal, and parked the car far aside, waiting for me driving slowly pass through them and they catch up again.

I am so fucking ashamed by then.

Then I reach a traffic-lightless junction where I am suppose to turn left and the procedure is

Signal, slow down, gear 3, jaga brakes, turn to the side of the road, signal ,cut in the main road.

Thanks to my stupid friends, I am so lost,
I signal and forgot everything.
So what did I did?


Signal, didn't slow down, gear 4, tak jaga brakes, DRIFT to the middle of the road, signal, cut back to the correct lane.

oh ya, then I got scolded.
Then I damn sien ady, no mood to drive and all and just that felix-is-fucking-sien face all the way home, then the wet kisses repayment begins.

So next time my dear, thanks but no thanks about the escort. You all are so lucky caught me driving today, seriously. So next time?Just kick off the horse heel in front of ya, no point making me drift, again. Thank you.

And now, it's happy listening to the laughters again, it's fun meeting up you all when everyone's busy for STPM.