Aftermath

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Question of the day :

People says you're a shadow.
Ask yourself, are you a shadow?
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First there was excitement.
There was such big plans and awesome ideas.
There was a good head start.


Black and red. Iconic.GIFs.

The disappointment came right after the excitement.
When the hope just won't turn red.




It was lighten up by slight, with a compliment
"elegant."




Things are supposed to be done
earlier than it was planned


and we're just too happy to be happy about it.
Then the world just turned another way round.
Luckily everything is over.




about the shop we'll never ever visit anymore.


about the time gap between beyond schedule and before schedule

about the distance between the bricks, the tool, and your fingers

about the frustration,
the quiet moment,
and the miscalculation.


about the retarded moments we had


meeting good old friends
and getting to know new friends



about the sudden thought of killing yourself


and being emo.


about that pretty big circle.


about switching studios


and that one last rush.


about bringing in new ideas,
that only works at the very last minute.


about sucky photography skills



about loving ,
or have to love the end product.

the effort money spent told me I am supposed to love it.
and deep down, I'm neutral.

Another assignment that I will tell myself,
you just didn't contribute much enough. and you know it.








first message, we're back to Hogwarts, in Switzerland.
second message, happiness and joy brought. and loud burps.
third message, your house bed pawn my stupid mattress.
fourth message, another work together, friend. hope i didn't disappoint you this time.


fifth message, back to yourself.

be better, felikususama, shadow or not,
just try to be better.

Dear one awesome lady.

Happy Birthday , and keep being awesome.