Suicidal

Interim is today. I have a shaggy dog model.
It's depressing you know, once in a while you, you found out that there's a lot of things you wanna do but you just can't do it.

Then the time you wasted and anticipated for the results you expected and it turned out wrong.

"Screw it, I'm just going to submit this."
It's so, depressing. So sad.


I don't have the holy time to rerender everything anymore.
And I'm not happy, not happy not happy not happy.




*not happy ah, quit lah.*

a birthday that i will never ever forget.