well ahem

site contour : 3 hours
gluing-site contour : 1 hour
final model first phase : 4 hours
final model second phase : 9 hours accompanied by How I Met Your Mother Season 2
final model third phase : 27 hours accompanied by How I Met Your Mother Season 3 and 4.
final model fourth phase : 4 hours, after all the walking around, procrastinating.
final model, ground level : 3 hours, I hate it.
poking satay sticks : 15 fun minutes.
ranting about UHU glue stain : all, the, time.

time spent on design studio 2 final model : 51 hours 15 minutes.
it's unbelievable that that thing can actually be done, if I just stay up for 2 continuous days and plain fixing the model. too bad I can't. so yes hey people. selamat hari raya.
well that thing *point on top* is my currect studio final project, Hikers Point. Just submitted the whole thing like, yesterday. and hoo hee hoo, now we have the portfolio left, before I really memerdekakan myself. I don't know where to start, don't know how to. I haven't scan my creature scanning sketches, I don't have a photoshop programme with a lag-free-computer for me to work on. and spray glue on portfolio, geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez i,HATE that smell.

the design is about the idea of interrelationship of the system and rhythm of the crocodile's anatomy. how the unique body system that helps a crocodile in acclimate its environment, scales,eyelids,streamline body, and the four chambered heart, and the movement of the crocodile from one point to another will flip the switch and activate the body system.

long story short, it's about crocodile. at least plain staring at the model you will get the gist of my design concept. at least you get the creature right.



and yeah thats the story board, and that's my sister helping out in the shading and stuff. the final outcome is totally different from what I wanted to at the first place, not pencil shading and color pencil to begin with. despite the paper and the printing process has been a big fat bitch, it has been a fun night shading all those things, chatting through things, while poking fun about my brother snoring his dreams away beside us. 7 hours, so we're now up to 58 hours and 15 minutes.

Semester 4 has not been a good semester,
Working drawings has been a mess,
I don't really like the Studio 2 site and focus, and the egg drop of my goodness,
History 2 is stressful anddddd structure is stupid.
Conflicts between friends,
Student society stuffs,



but I've made it through all the way, I don't know how
so yeah, crit's on monday, and I have a portfolio to make.
good morning.

faaaaaaaaaaaaarking retarded/

[23:39] ocaender: wind creates __________________ and ___________________and _____________________ on the fucking structure
[23:39] ocaender: found it?
[23:40] xilef: ventilation, oxegen and hydrofuckingvitagen
i don't know.

i find it funny. sorry syok sendiri.
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Young's Law can be applied
(a) on Young people only
(b) on Old people only
(c) on both Old and Young people
(d) none of the fucking above

this kind of question also can ask in final exam.stupid.STUPID.

that time of the month

Again, now we're back to that time of the semester.
Where I started feeling insecure and frustrated.

It always started off well, having a clear path set, know which direction I'm going.
So I like my design concept. So I'm sticking with the crocodile.
And ended up like this, having a clear progress and on the way to completion, but yet there are so many things I'm worried about at one time.

And I ask myself, where am I standing as an architecture student.

So,
I don't have a broad knowledge about architecture to begin with.
I am bad with computer programs and 3d-modeling software, kangarootermitedragonflyftw?
I don't even have a laptop to play with.
I don't really trust my own instinct sometimes, I doubt my own decision all the time.
I didn't read "The Secret"
I'm no Mr. Convincing. Not in english I believe.
I don't have a pair of good hands to do a 1:100 scale little door knob.
And it take hours for me to understand what needed to be understand in minutes.
I am not "screw-the-scores" kind of people, I am a lil'bit too kiasu for that.
Staying ovenight at college doing work doesn't makes me extra hardworking,
it just showed how desperate I am.

So,
so maybe I can draw, I can photoshop.
Then I draw out my ideas, and it just stopped there.

So,
where am I standing as an architecture student, it's funny how I still haven't figure this out yet.


Well, I'm fine, it's just the time of the sem,
where finals and studio drives people crazy.
Then after all the craziness, I still have an answer I need to find.

Geez, karma, I am turning into a toothpick-size-stress-monster. So much for laughing at other people -___-

oh god

err. remember the dream I had that night that I told you guys?
( just scroll down, duh.)

and I quote :

I had this weirdest dream ever few days ago, told Junwin about it last night, he laughed like hell....( then scroll down and read it.)

well, it sort of came true.
JUN WIN GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT THAT NIGHT, STRAIGHT.

so don't mess with me.