show

is coming to an end.



Honestly I don't see this coming so soon, but at the same time I can't wait to graduate and get it over with Taylor's. Then the long break. then the things we do before we go to Australia. Then we part, I part.

Remember the pictures we're supposed to compile throughout the pass 6 semesters, pictures that we find it stupid and funny? do that shall we/


So it was interim today, and I'm satisfied with the comments I've got. It made all the shit I have to go through for the pass 5 days worthwhile. For the record, I've never stressed myself out like that, since, Studio 2, which was a year ago. The amount of pressure I put myself into, and a lot of important ( at the moment) quick decisions needed to be made. Sat in front of the laptop for days without proper sleeping hours, or odd. I scratched my hair last night, and looked down on my palm. My hair starts to fall, again. Bad sign. And within 24 hours, I manage to : start physical model and gave up 2 hours later on, got my rhino crashed twice and overwrote a previous progress on the later one -- which has 3 storeys different, andddddddddd I cried. No seriously I did. I was that stressed up.

Honestly these are the shits I put myself into when I am, too, free. I started to think a lot, more than I used to. And it always ended up badly, where I failed to manage my own thoughts and emotions and gets very upset. Things are changing, I noticed that myself. And I am still at a phase trying to get used to the amount of things I have to handle alone. Semester 6 is very different for me. And I think its about time to start to live like that. And by day I have to get used to the picture that I might be the only person among our gang going to Sydney. Wouldn't like it at all when it happens, and if you know me well enough, I don't like to be left out on everything. And updates makes me yerrr.

Learn to be more independent, tick.
I've got 3 more weeks to go before everything officially ends, and end it with a bang I will (try to), why not.

I started my day 7 hours earlier and end with a pine of Kilkenny, and thousands of laughter.
and at this moment, life is at its very best. who knows shit will happen in another few hours time, my brother might just wake me up from sleep and ask me to fetch him to the train station, but till then. till, then.