Shit happens recently.

Sorrow overwhelmed.

Tears dropping.

Shattered.
In pieces.

Disappointment.

Seperation.

Misunderstanding.

Conflict.

Betrayal.

Giving up on hope.

Life's that fuckingly, so damn fuckingly sad, isn't it so?

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And dear YOU :

You know what ? After I did so much for you then I realised, you don't even care about us. But I don't want to end up our friendship like this because I care about it more than anyone, any other of your friends I think. But now then I know you don't even care. So maybe I am stupid enough to trust and think that you still care of our friendship. Now it seems that you don't. I still keep the last hope in my heart and I insist not to let it go. I guess we'll see what happen soon.

Sometimes I really wish that I don't know you at the first place, at least now I don't have to worry this much on you.

Or maybe I am too perasan about us. I am too perasan that I thought I know you well but maybe I am not even close about it.

I guess we're on the same boat now, Farah.

You think you know me well

But you don't know me