27th of March

zomg. happy birthday mum. happy birthday jason. happy birthday aaron.

3dsmax war

i only finish 2 rooms. save meh.
furnitures, lightings, camera.

AHHHHHHHH.

Gee My oh.

Went around One U to spot for mum's present.
Ended up bought mum a mp3 player that cost me a lil'bit.


Half an hour before the money went kachinged, I smsed my sis, consulting her about this idea.
Was planning to put all those songs that mum loved, those Carpenters and Beatles, into the mp3 player before brother pass it to her during ChengBeng weekends, which is next week.

So sis didn't really reply my message, ended up bought the mp3 player.
Was quite happy with it actually until sis msn-ed me and say

xilef says:
got my msg one anot

mINiMinT says:
yap

xilef says:
.....brought ady loh.

mINiMinT says:
i think its a very dumb idea

yeah so she was suggesting Iron Steamer.
So now the mp3 player goes into my pocket, when I don't really want it.

Wasted my money, meh meh meh,
Now my Maybank Account is more sadder than before already. =(


AND NOW.

mINiMinT says:
or
mINiMinT says:
we give mom the mp3
mINiMinT says:
iron on mother's day?
xilef says:
also can.

yes lah yes lah -_-

Burberry Pretty Lady.

that night, was awesome.
non-stop laugh menumbang-numbangkan Starbucks.
7 pounds. and fun all sorts. I really had a gazillioncheebabom of fun.

Its great to get updated with them once in a while. At least now I see how things has moved on.
Them meeting new people. Having a lotsa assignments to do. ahemalvinahem.

The night in KLPac was fun. The show was okay, some part was funny and some was, lame.
Japanese humour, the two man show is better yes Douglas.

I have work to do, but I'm feeling lazy. very. lazy.
3dsmax nights in the lab in on, soon. sooooooooon.

Oh, Liza Wang, only if you know that I've failed you yesterday.


Underlying Message is a funny thing.
A portrait, A lady in there holding weird things on their hands. Blood dripping at the thigh, but it looks like its PMS blood. With all the costume details, the headgear the robe the flags. And the dark shading behind the lady.

People stared at this potrait, some never said a word, some appreciated my effort ( thank you very much). But everything is not going onto the right track.

" you didn't push far enough.
i was expecting something more, but you missed it."





or something like that.
You didn't push far enough. I didn't push far enough.
You were expecting something more, but I missed it.

Deep down something tells me, go Liza Wang, go portrait, go montage, go sketch.
So I did followed my instincts, go Liza Wang, go portrait, go montage, go sketch.

I have a meaning for the rose, the planner, the male general headgear, the sitting poise ( which I never mention ), the blood and the two hands. I got the translation-into-space-speech ready. I was happy with my work, the ruined rose, the 2 days time spent is worth complimenting.

Should I just blame myself for not pushing myself to think more and more?
Or I already tried my best, but I didn't hit the bar my lecturer is expecting from the panel.
Which means that's the limit I can go?

The flags
The fire and wind patterns,
The robe
The ocean waves pattern,
The ivy above the waves,
That smile,

The pressure she had on her shoulders,
The wish she had deep down her heart, about running away from everything,
The sense of superficial that stopped her from being herself,
The balance she's seeking from her work.


Why had I never thought of those crap.
I can crap for the rose, I can crap for the blood,
why can't I crap for those things that he's expecting.


Did I pushed myself far enough?
I don't know.

oh dear

just finished my construction report, part 1.
going to sleep in a while.

was flipping through my A Levels photos.
discovered I don't have them, it was in my previous portable harddisc,
that crashed a long time ago.


I really want them back.
Paintball, Redang, Prom, Class pictures, outings, all those good crazy moments.

dear melody, dear mel,
i know this blog has been very boring for you guys, since i've mention names that you people don't know, but this happens, when we don't keep in touch that much anymore.

i wonder when is the last time i ever stepped in PE4family.
they're out there, in the UK, having fun for Malaysia Night, crashing someone's place in London, partying here there everywhere. And here we are Douglas, cracking our heads for construction plants. =)

Ironic I know, PE4 two outcast architects.





this is sad. i miss them.

how now brown cow.

new video yesterday morning. did a little bit of video editing.
do rate, subscribe, comment, whatever on it.


random statement : my external harddisc has filled with pictures from Angels play. woohoo.
random statement 2 : doug just passed me slumdog and heroes.

i got building construction to study and research on.
and design studio clientile profiling work is starting tomorrow.
zomg i am so excited.


[UPDATED]
OH OH OH.
GUESS WHAT, I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I GOT BOMB-ED LIKE, 2 MONTHS AGOHAHAHAHA.

there's this anonymous,"Anonymous".
commented on one of my post with the picture I camwhored with Billy. so it was disgusting.

here here tengok tengok.

Anonymous said...

gawd you are so disgusting stop acting cute and pose in front of the camera with you dog you are making me sick with that huge grin on your face

1st of January, 2009. early in the morning. happy new year hahahaha.

act cute... lai ming is that you?
so apparently my smile is making people sick. dude you should see my face when i'm not smiling.
it can make people sicker. hahahahah those vomit blood sicker. So i better stick back to the idea of grinning like a retard. at least i am smiling hahaha. sand in the vgs.

thank you angels

finally my gif is working. phew.
so a link to my thank you post. here.

Orientation.

pika pika

So I was assigned to be the leader of a group.
It was actually weird, to have different group for both Ice-breaking and the main event.
Initially when I first saw my second group I actually hoping that I can get back my Ice-breaking group members cause I thought they were better. But, I, was wrong.

So we walked around KL Train Station and Masjid Negara
Some of them are quiet, some of them are good, some of them are really funny.
"so intellectual"- Darren said.



So we came back with zero-rubbish.
Standing there staring at them discussing about the design, I kinda felt a little bit left out, but it feels good to see them working together despite this is actually the first day they know each other, and they were like, "you, paint the thing" "hey is the calculation correct, i mean, the measurement". Don't sound like first day working together at all.

So my group presented, gosh they were really good speakers.

no this is not my group, but this is where everyone is eye-ing at.

Guess what, my group won the third place, and also the best Speakah!
good job lah Meng and also.......... Carol. yes.

I really like this group, I don't know about the others, but we had fun =)
Once again, I've forgotten some of their names, I'm terribly sorry. But goodjob guys. and enjoy the course, seeya in Melbourne.

ming, carol, azim, linda the tanzania, ...............chinese girl from penang and .......................chinese girl from sabah.
zomg i am so sorry.

other pictures :

two seniorlady. rachel and muiching.

ah someone's face got pimple.
retarded
lix, weihai and muiching.
now then I know where they're eyeing at.
no wonder the face.
yes yes hot ass i got.



zomg ms.V is pregnant, now only i know. ahhhhhhh.
[stop staring, ms.v is not in the picture.]

seniors flooding the top floor. woops, there's shereen.

My group pictures are all with other people. so I only can take from them once they uploaded it or passed it to me. like that lah.

One more thing, Norah Jone cover almost done =)