i am attractive.

I am attractive,

















to dogs.
I wonder why, well i stayed at Taman Bukit Maluri, Kepong. And the lorong linked to the place i live ,there's a lots of residents having doggies as thier pets. And thier doggies are all...."very friendly" i say.

Mm.. everytime i walked back home, for sure they welcomed me with those sweet dolce barks,

how nice.

Then recently, my darling neighbour have a new pet. A dog so-called Lion Dog? She drools all the time...Seeing me flirting to her by my dazzling eyesight (eww). Um.. She always bumped to the fence everytime i reached home.
Then there's once i followed my sister and bro to pasar malam when those dogs barks again. I was like fumnled and don't know what to do as so many pretty chicks..whoa, pretty puppies barking at me calling my name, i was like bouncing around the ground. Then my sister claims that my breasts attracted them and THEN i found out that i HAVE breasts.

So, everytime they bark, for sure i replied politely,

"hi"
"how do you do?"
"look nice today"
"constipated? better ask your master to bring you to see doctors"
"you too"
"bye"
well, y'know me, this polite, to dogs, that love to see my breasts.
My oh my.






Oh ya, then i found outmy neighbour's dog is a male.
Oh gosh.

Unintentionally, i care.

Eversince i studied at college, life has been kinda busy. Busier then life at Perlis.Somehow i think i already get used to the busy and tiring life here, i am wiser in thinking and i can't rely to other people anymore. I am happy with life here anyway, with friends i know in college been giving me supports and fun everyday.
Recently i knew a few friends which are kinda special compared to the others. I don't know why, seeing them is like "hey, i met him today." Maybe there's something special with thier face or personality, i am happy to see them, very happy and trying to make sure they are happy while talking to me too.

There's a girl i know at college, she's not in my class. The first day i met her is on the school bus, but i don't know her yet. She's sitting facing me at the very very front side as the bus was packed and she has to sit there talking with her friend. At the moment, i was thinkin like "gosh, i hate this kinda gurl" She's like very fully-equipped, ya know, with ALL text books required brought, with her Student Card on, like those apples in teachers' eyes that raise thier hands every single time when teacher asked questions.
But few months ago, i talked to him, no, is she talked to me. She's very friendly and always being nice to people. She's smart in studies and she's hardworking. She's not those gurls that can shot every guys a "WHOA" but she's adorable for me. Each time i saw her, for sure i'll pat her head. She's like veryveryvery innocent-like gurl. She's recently not happy with her relationship with one of her classmate, and while fetching me to ktm, i kinda read everything from her face and how she react to people, so i questioned her. We smsed while i was on the train and that's the ever first time make me having a feeling of having a younger sister and take care of her nicely. I clearly know she's not my type, but i want to like treat her as a younger sister you know, then is like help her solve her problem and support her mentally. I am happy to see her at college, is like she's happy, i am happy. Although i am so damn clear that she's definitely not my type.
She's being very nice to her friends, help them do things when needed. She's very helpful i can say. Adorable for me.

Then there's another guys which i know recently. He's not in my class too. He's a special guy. We chatted for 3 hours the first day we knew each other. I don't know why,i like to chat with him. He's those happy-go-lucky person that i can consider him as a good boy. He always claim that he's not a good boy,but he never look bad. You can't imagine his hobbies and his interests the first time you start st his face. We was like feeling that each other can be our good buddies, so we always lepak together having good conversation.Unintentionally, i care about him.

and her.
Don't know why.


Is was like do you have a feeling of you expect this person to viewed you as thier BEST friend ever in the world. You know is like when they introduced you to the other people, they'll say, this is my best friend ever, Felix. And then you know them well and they know you well. Is like those TV shows that asked this person what's his friend's Dream Car then he can answer specifically and correctly, it's cool, and impressive you know.
Or just maybe recently,
i crave friendship.



Oh well, silly me started to imagine those scenarios again.

Evening at Starbucks.

After a nightmare from Further Maths test, me and Mariane keep on staying at college ctudyin. Started to get some serious about the semester exam that steppin in on June, but i was kinda starving, asking Mariane whether wanna to go sumwhere else and study, Mariane kinda agreed but Asia Cafe is not the choice. " Wanna go Starbucks?" She suddenly popped out this question,
i was like a homeboy never go to Starbucks before, why not give it a try? So there i go, and on the way, stupid me asking Mariane whether there's chocolate based drinks inside cause i am a coffee-no-no...

So we stepped in, out down our bags and books, i observed the menu for minutes...finding the keyword i am lookin for then aha! Flapucino chocolate.Yea. So then another question came into my mind. Then the prices is divided into 3 catagory, S,M,L which replaced by other words like tall ...and sumthin. Then i found out that TALL is 10 bucks and the other is 11 and12. The price is everything for me so i ordered the TALL one, ah~ whipped cream and chocolate ice-blended, that's the great. Then Mariane was like doubting between Cappucino Ice and my Chocolate Ice Blended but finally she made up her desicion and go for the one same as mine but 1 ringgit extra. The size of two drink in different on 1 ringgit is like whoa. A small whoa.

The 'tall' chocolate drink thingy and it's 10 bucks

See, the left one's mine and the right one is 1-ringgit extra-Mariane's

However, sumone with one ringgit extra can't finish her drink.
So, I was like mimicing Sing Kwan laughing at her. We studied a bit and we left at 6.

Me myself enjoyed it, hopefully you too Mariane.

Mommy Mommy Mommy...

Happy Mother's Day to you mommy.

Love you forever,

and we made a website to you.

Hope you like it k.

http://www.geocities.com/saw87kevin/motherday.html

Hope you like it.

I'll end this up with a big muaks to you.

Thanks for everything you did,

everything.

Love,

your son.

A Suprise.

It rained, again today on Thursday. It's Thursday. So, it's raining day. Wonder why it rained, heavily almost every Thursday, maybe it's because we're having sad sad further maths.
So, as usual we walk to the classroom after hanging in the previous class after Ms Esther left. Those Thinking Skills is killing my brain honestly, so many particular terms need to be remember, so many assumptions in the case studies, to many....if. Oh well, is already the last period today, who cares, just hope to reach home as quickly as i can and have a nice rest.

Still coughing hard though.
Tomorrow's Wesak Day, wee...it's holiday.
Today's Teacher's Day , wee...the 2 hours break is so cool, after a meal at Salmon Steak, i studied at the Library, no shit, i really did.

Well, we started our lesson today with Sam and Kah Yee's presentation, it's cool and look professional, cause they did it in Microsoft Powerpoint presentation format, and the diagrams and those scientific and mathematical terms are all types out by using Microsoft Word, cheers Bill ! I am impressed with Sam's hard work overall, then we don;t have much time left as today every classes was shortened by 15 minutes. So next is Farah's presentation. As Farah and her gang is preparing , i was wandering around in class and overheard Justin and Soo Qi's conversation. Soo Qi is talking about KTAR and 22th of May, she's leaving? I better ask. Yes she's leaving. First i thought she just made up her mind recently, and then i found out i am not the first few one to found out, the gurls already treat her at Pizza Hut just now. Struck in misbelief, i asked her whether when will she stop coming to school, and a shocking answer of "next week" made me stoned.

It shocked me, really.
I was kinda furious ad saying her not telling us that she's leaving earlier. But I don't like this kind of sudden suprise, it's either very cheering or very doleful and thrilling. And bad luckers, today's suprise is bad, very bad.

So, yeah, she's leaving us starting next week, but i forced her to come, I want her to have a class photo with us before she leave. She said "maybe"..... Well, after the class, some girls started to yell her name, it's like 'SOO QI...DON'T GO....'and i pretend to cry but actually I am not happy with the news. She's like same age with me and she's being nice to everyone. She's good in homework, she's active in her co-curiculum. And the day i found out she's leaving us, the day is her last day in this college.

On the corridor, me , Justin and a bunch of girls walked slow. Li Ee kept hugging her and MunYi kept pulling her jacket. I saw her eyes turned red, but alas she didn't cry also, everyone's not happy, but we pretend to laugh along, everyone tried to cheer everyone up.And as we reach the 2nd floor ,when Li Ee , Wan Yie and I is going to library and the rest is going home, Li Ee hugged her again and we shaked hands.

She's such a nice girl and she's leaving. Although I know we still can meet again.
You still owe me Desperate Housewives 2!!!

Without Soo Qi,
*Mun Yi has to grab the seat by her own, no more Soo Qi fighting with Mariane for the front seat.*
*No more ppl same aged with me in this class.*
*No more people we can wee after a tickle on the waists.*
*We can't see a girl with white ubans sitting in the front again,anymore*

I am going to miss that smile.

It's LANning all around me...

one good news and one bad news for me.

good news?

no more LAN for all! Yesterday just sat my LAN exam and from the moment i passed up my paper, a loud WOOHOO shouted out...in my heart. Finally felt more relief that, no more LAN, no more history and...no more ARI ! Then today he told us that parents phoned and complained about his behavior for asking students drawing condom in class. I was sleeping, though, i am happy to hear that.

bad news? oh nononono.........
HE'S TEACHING US MORAL !
wrah.............. shocked beyond words when found out that is he, again. and he told us, the complain is not going to stop him from discussing about that kinda stuff with us.

....


wrah........................

Am I Going to die?

The high-fever's gone. And yesterday evening, damn rain fall on me. And i get fever again last night. Went to doctor again, and he started to ask me wierd questions.

"Did you suffer Asthma before?"

???

"No."

wait a second.

"Yes,

once few years ago."

"Anything happen to your lungs before?"

Oh my god, not that again...

"Yes, when i was form 4 ,

i suffered coffing for 2 weeks and never recover,

i went to see a doctor, he X-rayed me and found out my lungs was attacked by...

***************************************

"Bacteria." The doctor looked at the X-Ray and pointed the bottom part of my lungs to me. What? My mum asked whether is it serious. Then he said, " It is not good. But thank god it liquid didnt intrude in, or else you already dead now." He's serious man, with his eyes looking at me, what am i suppose to react? "Bring him to Penang for professional doctors, doctors which pro in lungs matter. They'll help, and, bring this X-Ray along. He passed the X-Ray results to me, i looked at those small holes appeared in bottom of my lungs, damn you bacteria."Better hurry, cause i can't predict what will happen next." The doctor really scared me. I was totally stunted.

Directly the next morning, i was at Penang with my father, and we went to see the doctor introduced by my relative, Dr.Ronald if i am not mistaken. I was still coffing hard, my dad asked me to stop that but i can't control myself. It just won't stop. Dr. Ronald asked me not to be afraid, i'll be just fine after finished up those medicine he gaved, and thankfuilly i found out early that my lungs is not well. I can't do sports too much,although i didn't do sport always. The doctors found out i have asthma before, but that was like just once in my life. I have a quarell with my brother and i was wrongly accused, i was very angry but i can't tell anyone, so i was like angryly breath and uncontrolaably my breathing just can't calm down and i kept breathing hard, i started to feel very very dizzy and there goes. Luckily I force myself to face it and i calmed down my breath. My lungs is killing me at that time, they was like squeezing hard inwardly.But anyway, i just received two big bottles of Lunctus*** which is cough medicine. Well, for two years they are ok but now once again...

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bacteria."

"Yeah, it seems like the bacteria are there again.

Either this is the old bacteria or they attacked your lungs again. However, i'll give you medicine again that might be costy.But if your cough didn't stop tomorrow night, come and see me again, i have to let you breath with some gas and see what will happen ok? Don't go to school tomorrow, just rest at home."

Owh man...now i felt very dizzy and boring. My fever gone again after a sweat-nap. But the coffing are still killing me.

Am i going to die?

Nah, i won't.

Just bless myself to get well soon la..

Sex...and Moral?

Today during LAN, i saw Mr Ari again. And at the very nice morning, with one sentence, he totally broke my mood.

" One more 'Sir' , i am going to KISS YOU AT YOUR MOUTH."
Sicko.
By the way, poor Soo Qi haplessly protecting her first kiss that nearly been drag away .
Today's Moral sucks man.
He asked us to take out a paper,

and,


draw a condom.

People, especially Sing Kwan get extremely high, laughing , giggling all around. Somemore students from our class and PL2 started to design those new kind condom. Spiky condom? Shining condom drawn down with highlight pen?
And then Pik Ying was like,
"i never see a condom before."
man! what's wrong with the LAN class today? Then he suddenly asked a few student go back and look for the meaning of Value and Ethnics? I am not so sure but i was like booing all around in the LT2. It was boring and sick man.
Oh ya, he said that few years ago, he personally gave the students a few assignments that need to run a survey. A girl team chosen to do the topic about Masturbation. GOSH ! ! Too much man, and then he said they ran the survey and found out that 100% of students from Taylors never exposed to masturbation before.
This
sucks.

Then he told us Malaysian are all averagely get married by the age of 23. And we are ranked 6th in the world with the amount of people having AIDS.
And then back to value..
He asked us whether we can live without value?
And asked us again what's value.
Then i started to think...something that you totally don't have? Great then.
Tuntasnya, today's LAN sucks and boring and sicking.
Makes my fever more serious
Thanks to SIR!

Damn sick yesterday.

Jussssst the day after Musical Night. I started to feel VERY not comfatable. That night trying to avoid myself from haing a problem on my voice and my throat, i drank like 5 bottles of 1.5l water. So 1.5*5=7.5 litres!! What the heck man. The show is successfull and i am sick. It was like, UNBELIEVABLE. the only way to avoid sorethroat or fever, for me , is drinking water..
And yesterday i woke up and felt damn dizzy... Carefully walk down to the living room, the clock showed 10. I was like hard to breath, and i felt DAMN uncomfatable.
Have no appetite in eating, i felt more thristy although drank damn lot of water..
The doctor said " this is not good. Bad, very bad fever. 39.5 celcius !"
"If your fever didn't gone in 5 days, come and see me again.It might be denggi."
Woohoo. 5 packs of medcine and there i go.
I forced myself to sleep in a bed without air-cond and i layered 2 blanket on myself after I munched two pieces of bread and those medicine.
and woohoo again, i slept for 5 hours,
totally sweated out, and i felt MORE better.
Thiunk back the morning when i was totally hard to breath, i kept hammering my heart, hope to find a new way for me to breath,it was like..suffer man, honestly. Really suffer.
So...i can't even look at those electronical screen, like computer and tv, i get headache and dizzy staring at them and there i go, slept at 8.




This is the ever first time i have suffered from High Fever.
It was really really bad.
I am almost spitted out the whole yellow stuff in my throat, but BEAR IT!
I AM IN THE LIBRARY.
right,

RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go first.
that's all.