Yes, I Know

erm, I really don't know that I stopped updating at the 330th post. And I don't get why since I walked into this college today everyone has been staring at my pants. I simply, don't get it.

Kuantan trip has been a mess, for myself. And chain effect works, I made the Kuantan people a mess as well. Getting sick during your very last trip before college starts just one word, no, two,





three,
fucking fucking suck.

Well let's not mention what kind of sickness I get, first of not be able to really enjoy yourself while you're walking around meeting people, and next, the people around you have to keep an eye on you. Not that you want to, but automatically you gave them the omfg-i-am-so-sick-face that they'll just go "eh kesiannya felix". Which I am thankful that I've been quite nicely taken care of. Clinic visits, lying around different people's bed sleeping wherever I go and yes you get the picture. So a very big thank you to the Kuantanese. Kaima, Aunt Eryna and little Cadence. Mel, Wx,Wh and the family. It has been a sucky slash happy trip. Thank you.

Photos, I shall be uplaoding it very soon.

College starts, sucky timetable, supposed to finish class at 12 today, what a waste of 5.60 bucks, what not, gimme the 3-5 IBS please. and what now.




The cashier lady at Taylors' main office just gave me THE stare.













You know, THE stare?












okay I also don't know what THE stare is supposed to be,
I'm out of words that's all.
Photos soon, ciao first.

Small things

Small matters in your life that drives you crazy.


I just reach home , things just screwed up one by one by one by one in front of my eyes.





I wanted to cheer up but I just couldn't.
I blamed myself for not bringing out the external hard disk, so yes, I brought the wrong converter.

Aunt went out again.


USB Port spoiled in front of my eyes.
I got so tired. I couldn't smile for anything.
I'm just so tired.

Pissified. Sitting in front of the computer emoing for nothing.
Currently listening to Jason Mraz's latest album.

I couldn't smile at all.
Lucky, makes me cried.





I know the sleepover was really fun.
I know the shouting and yelling inside Ki Jun's car was really fun.
I know Dark Knight was damn good.

But I just don't feel like talking about them now.
I wonder why.


Is it the black nail polish curse?

Tagged, by Li Hui

1. Do you have a blog?
- No I don't. I wonder whose blog is this.

2. Where is it?
- Go to Links at the sidebar, and click Lo Ki Jun. There it is.

3. How long have you been blogging?
- Since the beginning of A Levels. January 06'.

4. How did you first start blogging and why?
- Why blogging? First it was just for fun, thought that, hey everyone can have their own website, why can't I therefore I've created the blog. How? Just,

JOM.

5. What do you write in your blog?
- Stuffs

6. What kind of a blog is it?
- Lifestyle. I tried to keep my Architecture stuff blog as one and this as another. But I phailed to update both so frequently. Therefore this is the active one.

7. How many hits do you get a day?
- I don't know. Didn't really check.

8. Do you have pictures on your blog?
- Yes I do.

9. Do you put your real name on your blog?
- Yeah, Lo Ki Jun what.

10. Does everyone know you have a blog?
- Who's "everyone"?

11. What is your favourite blog site? Live Journal, Blogger, Xanga, or Other?
- Blogger.

12. Who is allowed to visit your blog?
- "Everyone"?

13. Do you want to be a famous blogger?
- no. I don't wanna end up in jail or a Potato Chips advertisement.

14. Is it important that you go on your blog everyday?
- Yes. Just to check who left a comment or messages.

15. Is blogging important to you?
- Yes, stuff that you never heard from me in person you can find out here.
I think.

Now tag people :

oh. before anything.
sorrya Ki Jun take you as example.
1. Lo Ki Jun
2. Marie Tan
3. Chunnymomo
4. Chow Zhen Long
5. Shibi Mok
6. Siow Zhen Yang

Poetic

Really, I don't know how to talk about DATUM, when I can't really catch what they're trying to express due to my bad english understanding. But I was thinking about a topic that has been brought up by this one Singaporean practicing architect that attended the talk to Mr.Hou Liang during his Q&A Session about the sense of poetic and its relation to the weather and the environment. Which makes me wonder,

whether the design of the building comes first?
or the sense of poetic itself comes first?

Um, I don't know how to say this. Lack of vocab.

Let's use the building that has been questioned by the Singapore architect to Hou Liang.
His Tsunami Memorial in Phangnga, Thailand.

It was challenged that something not right about this design is the materials that used for the building and due to the tropical weather, the appearance performance will definitely be influenced or worse, deteriorates. Whether the poetic sense, will then, influenced as well. The sense of spirituality. Will the poetic sense of the building changed as the appearance of the building deteriorates. [ did i asked the question correctly? ]


While I was listening to this question, it strikes me directly, thinking yes. The appearance itself is so significant, it will definitely influence the spirituality within.


Of how the building has been designed, and how Hou Liang related Tsunami into the design, how the concept has been modified , till the final design. And the design concept will later related to the Spatial experience and how Hou Liang has utilize the space for its function. How did the "poetic sense" successfully live up the building.









I really don't know how to explain my own question.

Building like this are supposed to be the one bringing back the memories

or

it is just a shelter, designed for the people to gather for commemoration ?

The spirituality are supposed to live IN the building ?
or WITHIN the building?




I hope reading books about Poetic spaces helps.
Archeeteks, opinions?

or just hit me in the comment box telling me you suck i don't know what the hell you're talking about.

Out with Wrn [damn funny day]

No I don't have a camera and Wrnwrn didn't brought hers.







It was actually quite random at first of how she asked whether we should hang out which I said why not and in the end she came and fetched me, 3.30pm afternoon.







Waited in front of the wrong house.
Anyway I was very happy to see her, and her 9-hours-delayed-yet-UKish sense of humor. It's been a long time since I last sat on her car. We talked a lot on the car and somehow we managed to pull to the point of topics to the number of days I had spaghetti as my dinner and we mentioned about onions. She was saying of how she cook spaghetti mixing with chilies and garlics. And I was picturing onions.

note :
the conversation below might be very retarded due to felix's sucky understanding of vegetable terms, so skip the conversation to....."all this time..." part.

[retarded convo]

"Garlic, you know, g-ar-licccc"


* picturing Onion, comparing with red onion*

red onion

onion

"OH ! SO THAT'S GARLIC? I CALLED IT A WHITE ONION.
*picturing the onion above* cause you know white onion, red onion, easy to differentiate."

"nononono, not that onion. another one another one. garlic"
"oh, the long long one?"

sorry that I am really hopeless.

"but...that's Spring Onion right?"
" NO, NOT THAT ONE, GARLIC. THE ONE YOU PEEL."
"蒜？"
"AH YES."

"SAY LAR EARLIER."

I actually know this is garlic, deep down in my heart,
just that sometimes I got it mixed up with ginger.

She was so confused about why in the end she got blamed of not telling me the chinese term of it that she almost gave me the fly-out-from-the-car-kick.

[/retarded convo]

Well, *continue here if you skipped the conversation part* all this while when we're arguing about ONIONS. We're basically waiting for the traffic light to turn green. And we didn't really check the lights, we're far behind the traffic. The cars behind was honking real loud and we thought it was just the stupid cars at front still, not honking us. Then I was staring at the car in front of us. Double signal light.



I tilted my head to the left.





WAH car crash.
And the cars are empty.

"So they're honking..."
"US. Jom, cepat."


Yeah, so focused on the Onion topic and got honked. How dangerous it is messing around with Felix's english.

Right, so we went main campus, she met up with her Physics teacher, and I took my A Levels certs. We paid for an hour parking and left during the 16th minutes. Don't know where to go, we decided to fast forward the plan to the dinner part, which we went for Penyet. Ayam Penyet. And I forgotten to give her my pay cause she was paying it.

A while later we found out that the petrol was low. She was driving her

Toyota.
Shut up, I really don't know it's Benz.

I was walking out of the restaurant, staring at the logo and said,
"So this is a Toyota..."

And jumped into the car straight due to the embarrassment saying out loud in public.


Where was I? oh, petrol. So the car's petrol was low and we sorta mentally struggled ourselves finding a Shell station and at the same time, trying to figure out where is the button to open up the petrol cover or what should it be called. And end up being so retarded and found out we just need to push it open without pressing any button or trigger anything. So pump petrol success, and it comes to closing the cover back and we failed to do it as there was this small steel bar blocking the way. Wrn and I thought it's supposed to be like that so we really left it 90% closed and meet up with her brother at some Damansara mamak.

Then she told the brother the problem and he went and check.
Came back and tell us it's locked already. You should see our faces.

"Oh, once you unlocked the car, the thing will automatically close one"

Yeah, we both pushed it real hard that time and in the end decided to act high class walk back into the car with the cover 90% closed.

It was fun going out with her today and there's definitely something else so funny but I've forgotten about it. Cause we really laughed all the way to and fro. From the moment I got up her car until I got home. And yes we have to go out again cause I owe her bucks.

Until then see you soon Wrnwrn Tan.

I'm sorry I remain silent

Was waiting for KTM to College today. Don't ask why to college, definitely not studying.

Um, was first freaked out by this guy, which I think

• he's either damn smart, freak everyone away so he can enjoy the KTM seats or whatever.
• or he's really gila ady one la.

But he was talking and laughing and making sign language alone. At some point he was lifting his right hand placing besides his ears as if he's using his....imaginary cellphone and started walking around hahah and yes ho no ho himself. Too bad for him

scared of crazy people
VS
feck I am so getting into this train this time

The latter won. Landslide.
People didn't really care about what he's doing, well they did discussed about it, but still when the train comes, everyone just squashed in, around him, and at that time he's still talking to the phone, I mean, imaginary phone. Inquire me in person if you want to see a mimicked version of that.

So yeah went into the train successfully, Segambut foreigners are still as shitty as they were. And so it was so packed the 2 guys standing beside me started chatting and ranting.

One was a middle-aged Indian guy and another one was a teenager. with lotsa luggages.


The teenager, first, he looks....chinese,no, malay. Okay I am so not sure which race he is but he's trying his very best by uh-hmm and uh-huh with whatever coming out from the uncle's mouth.
So packed we can't hear what he was talking.

Then the Indian guy asked.

"you bawa banyak beg nak pi mana"



"nak pergi !&^%%$# Poly."
"oh, yiu orang mana."











"PERLIS."
and my left ear just grew bigger at that time.
concentrating of what he's going to say next. whatever it is.

"Perlis ah. eh jauhnya, itu tempat.....Kangar ka."

Felix's monolouge :
"haha mostly la orang perlis not much people come here. should be from Kangar."




"oh, bukan. Kangar itu jauh. Saya orang ARAU."



THIS TIME MY EYES BULGED BIGGER.






OMG You're staying at my area and I have no friggin idea who you are.



K, then my brain starting running with words. Should I say hi, should I tell him I am staying at where he's staying, will he think I am bluffing, how should I start, hello orang perlis ka , or in mandarin, but what if in mandarin then he reply say he don't understand, what if I ask in malay and he give me the feck-i-am-frigging-chinese-face then I damn malu.


and in the end I got down from Putra. and didn't get to speak to him.



Yah I know, what a waste right. and I stayed in Arau. frigging 8 years. and I don't know who the hell is he. Shit.


*run back to room. flipping Arau map*
No, Arau is not big enough to have a map.




Then back to college, met Shibi's friend Samuel that apparently went to Perlis before, with someone that's not my age, studying at different high school, and yeah I know her. Dayum my C geography for PMR. Tak guna langsung.

Hancock was good. Should watch that.

• Enchanted FINALLY.
• Hancock
  
• Kungfu Panda I am now less outdated.
• Made of Honor
• Get Smart - I - WANT - TO -WATCH - THIS - SHOW !
• Incredible Hulk, downloading. but tak suka la I guess.
• Wanted
• Batman
  

• and the Justin Timberlake acted quite gay show. what's that called Ki Jun? Love Guru

yeah.

- Other side of the World
- Collide
- Hit me Baby One More Time
- Trouble Sleeping

no webcam no guitar. Sien = =.

Depression

you know how it feels. like when you're home alone.
and you're sitting in front of the computer, so bored you have nothing to do.

then you started thinking, you're alone.

ALONE.
Then you started walk around trying to find something to do and nothing really hypes you up.
But nothing really cheers you up.

Is that depression? cause that's scary.

Anyway it's over, not important. Glad I went for DATUM. It's been a long time since I last laughed out loud like this. Friends are always entertainment. I really missed you guys a lot. It's great seeing you guys again. DATUM today was great, get to see more great Architecture, went crazy over the Kenji Kuma stuff which doesn't really fit my expectation. The Idee and Korncept. Hou Liang. This. That. and the missing 8 dollars. Feck, my maths is that bad.



Update later on.


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Okay, for now all humans please beware of the announcement I am going to make below.

If you saw a girl, not very tall, short hair, very little girlish face [not Sharlinie] but wearing a

Taylors College Petaling Jaya name tag walking around

• LRT stations
• KTM trains from KL Central to Setia Jaya
  
• Coffee Bean KL Central
  
• and she looks like this :

NOW, DON'T PANIC. STAY CALM.BREATHE.
FIRST YOU TEST AND CHECK
WHETHER IT'S REALLY HER OR YOU NOTICED THE WRONG PERSON

• SLOWLY APPROACH HER BUT KEEP A 1M DISTANCE, AND SLOWLY YOU FACE HER AND SAY

"MARIE JACQUELINE"

AND YOU WAIT, KEEP CALM

IF THERE'S NO RESPONSE. IT'S FINE.
IF YOU HEARD HER SAYING OUT LOUD

"TAN G MING !" *SQUEALS*

PLEASE,
RUN AWAY FROM HER AS FAST AS YOU CAN.
BEFORE HER LAME GENES GET TO YOU.
I'M ONE OF THE VICTIM, BELIEVE ME.


if you haven seen her before or forgotten her face.
in case if she mention "kai fan ka fan ! ! !" with a happy face

or ask you questions like

• Mary's mum got 4 daughter, North South East and ???
• Say Silk 4 times, and what does cow drinks???
• This is the main one, she will show you her arm, saying "this is a building",then she will starting tapping both arms, asking you what it is.

THEN CONFIRM IT'S HER. SAME THING. RUN.






i am getting lamer by day, thanks to her.
though I got the talent inside me..... NO !



don't take it seriously and call cops or whatever.
I was just joking. crapping. and being, lame. NOOOO~