Rant

I don't feel like talking right now.

The medicine bag conned my 55 bucks.

Some more is from a Clinic Sakit Puan, which then I found out like hours later,

thanks to Pik Ying.

Can't really breathe properly.

I can feel something stuck in between.

Bad weak lungs.

It strikes again on Maths class.

where only some of you found out.

Weird.

I dun even feel like joking crapping around anymore.

I can hear myself breathing.

Breathing hard.

Every time I clear my throat I can feel the pain inside.

It's indescribable.

The pain.

Feels like dying.

After all is only sorethroat some how link to the problem of breathing.

Yeah I am THAT weak. Just so you know.

Ugh damn sorethroat.

Gah, no wonder

PEOPLE ! !

I AGAINST THE RULES IN THE COMMUTER ! !

I ATE IN THE TRAIN ! !

I SAMSENG ! !

MWAHAHAHA ! ! ! ! !

apparently.
was going home by train like usual yesterday afternoon. and I wonder why I brought some food on the way and apparently I ate on the train, like the other Malaysians do.

So the train stopped at Setia Jaya and there's this malay middle aged lady went in and sat beside me. and I am still not alerted and keep on munching my food. Then she talked to me.

Lady : *point at the signboard*
Adik tau tak adik tak boleh makan dalam keretapi.

Me :*stunned and start thinking. Cool. Malaysian usually only dare to THINK but not compain it face to face one woh.*

I wonder what gave me the courage and urge me to answer this.

Me : "tapi bukan saya satu orang yang makan di dalam keretapi--"

Lady : *point at the signboard again*
"tapi sana ada tulis dilarang memakan dan meminum"

I applied the Felix grin.

and she keeps on talking.

"Kalau abang abang yang pakai baju biru keluar kut-nu *pointing at the driver room*dan check adik kena denda tau"

Felix grin still applied.

At the same time I already finished my food. And I caught one ugly Indon bitch sitting opposite me heard everything and she finds it very funny that she can't wait telling her boyfriend that stand beside her by using sms. Her smile is bitchslappable.

Anyhow I found it funny too. And while I still can't figure out why and she finally told me

"Saya orang KTM jugak dik.."

I blurted loudly.
"NOW THAT MAKE SENSE."

and both of us laughed.
Ya so I samseng. Legal already what scare what. hee.

Oh guess what I saw on the KTM website.(click to enlarge)

Anyway today's Melanie's birthday.
and Farah looks good today.

HAPPY 19th MELANIE.

Hope my 4 hugs if enough to cheer you up.

I lurve ya.

my Aunt is not at home, again. Brother left for PD camp the whole weekend.
and the worse thing is I AM SICK AGAIN. T_T. Freaking sorethroat + fever.

Laying eggs.

One bowling game.

Two dinner out. oh plus A&W.

Two stayovers. oh plus SingAss's.

One meeting up people's girlfriend. XD

yup, my 2 weeks holidays were eventful.

Singapore,someone,Sinatra

A great gift from Singapore

Great Frankie

Thanks Yorsh

My knees are killing me.

My heart is killing me either.

I dare not to hope anymore.

I dare not to hope anymore.

Pressure given.

Tears fallen.

Happy?

Thanks for the call, thanks for the guidance

and thanks for making me fall.

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I will remain this box on the top for two weeks,
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Bestie best- Frankie frank

The Frank Sinatra Anthology

Yeah so a belated present.
A Oh-So-Cunnest belated birthday present.

I
LOVE
MY
BESTIES.

MELODY. ZOO . and JEAN the poor little souls.

many many many thanks for this.

more more more stuff and photos coming up soon!

Crushed Ee+Ass

Currently at Sing Kwan's. Feel like a vagabond currently. Going around but not home. Sleeping hour minus eight.

The stayover was great. I have fun.
So we kinda played PS2 all the way in the room and I kinda find out that

Soul Caliber III is fun.

SERIOUS.

Now you stop peeking at the boobs and listen to me.

It's bootilicious stupidly fun.

If you think this is another game that finish up the enemy by hitting combo hitting combo hitting combo then you're wrong. In this Soul Caliber III, you can win straight by kicking the people out of the ring, which they will die straight. When all of us found out about this, apparently no one no longer fucking care about how the combo goes anymore.Which the atmosphere filled with the "go down bitch go down" chant from the players' mouth.

You cuba then you tau.

I should now do some sleeping hour plus.
Rock on.

gay-ish mini updates. grr.

Broken - Seether feat. Amy Lee

Oh yesh once again I stared at the computer screen blindly.
Anyway, I am now at The Web, waiting for Singass and going to Sunway Pyramid to buy up his modem since his old one already gone with the thunder and I am

utterly,
mutterly,
bored.


Broken - Seether feat. Amy Lee
who say it's Dashboard Confessional again Yorsh? =)
Amy Lee rocks. always the favorite always the favorite.

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Webcammie-play

So yes. PE4rians are that bored.
So there was this night where me and my fellow classmates, Ee, Keat and Nicky had some webcamming session together, chatting. And the same ol'Felix suddenly came up with this idea of chatting. Like I said, we're just too free.

Message showing through webcam is fun though is tedious. Is fun that you can see your friends scratching their heads off trying to figure out what the hell are you writing. Plus plus the thing got worse when your webcam quality sucks to the maxness. Oh I am talking about my 4 years history one. Mwahaha.oh oh and some webcam are mirrorfied, which makes you yourself scratching your head trying to write things in another way round.

Usually message displaying failure for times will cause you doing THIS.

So the fun lasts for 2 hours and finally someone started to complain and demands for typing.
Therefore I replied.

It was fun.Really.
and Ee, see.. Keat hearts me. Hee.

House teh Bitch

Apparently I am not the only blogger that logged in Blogger account and click on "New Post" and stared at this blank shit blindly. blurred. and duh, have no freaking idea of what to type.

Douglas too. =)





Note my words.

A week ago, Sue-the-weekly-house-cleaner seems to be not coming to our house and do the cleaning that day so basically the house is currently, a-week-ago-currently a trash bin. Okay, what do you expect from 3 nasty-unhygienic-aliens that lives together under this historical mansion. Correction, 2. Basically I think I'm aware of my own hygiene, just that I don't quite give a fuck of the house though Mum nagged every time in the phone saying that hey, I stay in the house too and I have to mop the floor clean the table wash the dishes wipe the window arrange the books recycle the newspaper kill the dog opposite my house and save the world. But for me, the owner herself don't even give a *term-that-more-terrible-than-fuck* about the house and why should we. So last week sarcastically I told my brother, that if Sue's not here for a week, "someone" will eventually do the cleaning in this week cause the dirtiness will doubled,and I am definitely talking about my aunt. Which I am wrong.

And the someone somehow changed, into, me.
yes me.

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. !!!

So yeah I basically


fold up the clothes, my, Mr.Nasty and MISS Nasty's.
sweep the floor
mop the floor
rearrange the books and cds.
clean up the kitchen
wash up the dishes
did laundry
re-sweep the floor
re-mop the floor
hang up the clothes
kill the dog opposite my house









And yes, I saved my own world.
3 hours before Piano Class.





It's now cleaner.

Happily I messaged sister on MSN and showed her the cleanliness of the house using webcam.
She looked, grinned and commented.

"This is rare. But no worries,

"everything will back to how it originally looks like, "
"IN DAYS."

"....."

AGAIN.
what a curse man.

TMNT ahhhh

Yes yes believe it. PE4-rians are this bored.
So we went Mid Valley watching this show few hours after bunch of people complaining on MSN saying that we're bored. So instead of listening to Mingo flirting with Li Ee, we plan for outing, a very very very very last minute planning. Meetup time, where, what show, and definitely left dinner unplanned and off we go. Even myself rushed taking bath and get on the KTM just because I don't want to miss any PE4 outings anymore, not much time left I guess.

So we end up dine in




























HELLLLLLL.
Sorry arh, was heavily influenced by some funny shits I watched today with Doug. Wacko 300.

Ahem, dine in Manhattan Fish Market where most of the people spot for the cheapest food.Just so you know,2 bucks matters in filling up the stomach so don't play play with it. And the show starts 9.30pm where THEN some of us just found out that this TMNT it's not a real human-based movie but just animation.

Sweat Nicky.

I wouldn't say it's a very wow animated film, and I felt weird how they reach the top of the US weekly office box ranking few weeks ago. But it's a OK-type-family show larh. So it's basically brothers separated fighting and finally get back together after a big fight and together fighting the villains and settle the villains easily. And their names are pissing-of-ly-long. Hate it. My childhood doesn't gave me their names but just their group name as Ninja Turtles. I don't even know they are named after some famous people from The Renaissance era, thanks keat.

Leonardo,
Raphael,
Michelangelo,
and Donatello.

Power Rangers punya lagi senang nak ingat larhhh.Diu. Some Jason Trini Billy Kimberly Zack shit.

But I digressed.
So the animated show is good, the girl is hot, as Mingo said so. and the turtles lost weight.

From this,

to this

Shit they loose weight.

Is kinda funny at some part, you know.
I like Michelangelo. Funny turtle.
Compare to the other heroes, at least he's entertaining.

Anyway. Just to fully prove that I am heavily influenced by those wacko-version-of-300 thanks to Douglas. I shall bring you..

Ninja TURTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~

okay it's not getting out of my head.

Looking outside the window

"What's your birthday wish every year?"

An interesting question asked from an unexpected person.
For my whole 18 years life, what did I wished the most overall. I only can think of those stupid wishes I wished while I was a kid, naive one, that it seriously won't come true,and now, come and think about it that's what I seriously want.

I answered. and I heard same answer reflected back from him.

At least his' sound more logical.more, sense.
Homesick is getting serious. I missed them.

I always thought that wish will never come true. Maybe that's why I waste up the chances making stupid birthday wishes. Really stupid wishes.Maybe I should me more realistic. Maybe I can ask for a million pounds, a sport car, offers from good unis, a license - at least. Every time I made up the wishes and I will be like hey, why did I choose this wish instead of another again. Not to say that I am regret, just that once again, I am confused.

***

"What's the feeling of trying hard enough but didn't get the shits that you want?"

Believe me I would never have this feeling ever, okay maybe not ever,or I am not sure whether I tried hard enough last time, but until now, I never have that feeling before, not because I didn't got the shits that I want, just because I don't try hard enough to pursue it I guess.I don't get the feeling of trying hard enough, I don't know to what extend is enough,I don't know how much is enough, and now listen to the story come from the opposite, and compare his case to mine, I'm seriously an ass. I felt freakinly bad after we talked, feeling like slapping myself stabbing myself. He worked his ass off for the things he wants,he stands on his when it comes to study and work. I want to be like him,I am so damn envy of him, but I don't see the feeling coming right now. Now I feel fucked up.

***

"When life suck,life's beautiful"

That's the way I sum up life as. and he agreed. Life won't be beautiful if it's not sucky enough. My life sucks currently,I wish stupid wishes, I didn't try hard to do everything,and so obviously I don't get what I want, most of the time.No one get me, or hold me when I feels like falling, when I feels like crying. Good people cames in the wrong time, but I am glad they're there to help.I always made myself look miserable, and make people talk to me, make them approach me.
Now you see me ugly.
Now you see me ugly?


Luckily I still have you.
Family you,
friends you.
and you.

Tomoro Tomoto

Tomorrow is the day,
IS THE DAY
THE FREAKING DAY
THE FREAKIN' LAST DAY OF TRIALS!!
TWO WEEKS BREAKKKK GAHHHHHHHH~~~

-Party at Lilian's house, check
-DotA with the noob gang, check
-Dinner at Chilis with besties, check
-Storm the Yard, check
-the-ultimate-hyperness,check
-craziness that lasts the whole weekend, eff-you-see-kay-ai-and-gee-ly check !!

WEEE~~~

***

Illegal-Shakira feat. Carlos Santana
Just learn to play this song with Guitar,fun.

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
Do all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
It's clear, it isn't here where you belong

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along

But you don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry”
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

My 18

YES I FREAKIN AM.

So we went TGI Friday for lunch and there's Melody,Melanie,Singass,Keat,Mingo,Nicky,Yuan and Dougle. There goes the pictures.

and this is what you'll see after stuffing American-size-3-course-meal-into-your-stomach.

Apparently this is what you'll got after finishing a American-Size-3-course-meal + the chocolate birthday cake + dessert :

it was still fun though seeing me suffering this way.

Thanks peeps.You all rock my world.
And you thought everything ends up this way?




WRONG.
Went home and guess what I got?


And I didn't dare to complain about the bwargh-2kg-Secret Recipe-Chocolate Indulgence-cake cause it's rare that my brother will buy something for me. Oh oh and Pizza Hut's Island Delight. So I ate again, apparently.

Yup, he brought me this too.

The shirt and the new wallet is all from Aussie. Thanks sis. So sis sent both mine and mum's present together back to Perlis and appareantly mum thought both parcels are for her. So unwrapped both. Then called me and laughed all the way in the conversation.

And oh yeah, another cool thing.
My dad, as in the real-blood-father.




Forgotten that Sunday's my birthday.

and it goes this way.
Mum wished me Happy Birthday through sms that day. and I called back, telling her that dad haven't wish me yet. So she passed the phone to dad, and dad started wondering who the hell calling during his precious off day.I was listening through the phone while he's talking to mum.

"Who is it?"
"Your son."
"Why?"
"Today is 1st of April arhh."
"So?"
"Is your son's birthday.1st of APRIL ARHHH"

Yup I can definitely hear Mum yelling.

"Oh ya meh?"

tell you arh the oh ya meh is not very fun after all. He seriously forgotten and tone changed after he grabbed the phone and talked to me.

"Hello Happy Birthdayyyyy"

yeah. thanks dad. -_-*

I found it funny rather than pissing off. Apparently my dad is not the only dad that forgotten about his children's birthday. My classmate's too. So yeah, I guess there's nothing to be angry about. Will to work his ass off paying your college fees? That's more than enough.

People that sms-ed me and the testimonials on Friendster.
Thanks a lot for remembering it.
So here goes :

Sean,Hui,Boy,
PE4rians,
Ex-DSAs,
Yorsh,Melanie,
Yi Sham,Pang Han,Jie Wen,Gie Xao,Raymond,Peggy, Xiang Yi, Amir, Yusnie,Gary,Kian Yi, Yuva,Yen Tink,Audrey,Chong Chiat,Queenie,Jeremy,Pwincess JiaYun,Aaron,Cher Hui,Jean,Aunt Nancy,Uncle Zachary,Jac and Jovena and the lil'Phoebe, Miss Lee, Chee Whei, Azila, Syafil.
those those those that I reminded them to wish me Happy Belated Birthday,paiseh ha, felix memang like this punya lah.

Thank You, seriously.

Being 18 rocks.
and now, where's my lesen P again?


*fumes*

PBP-Pre-Birthday-Phobia

Birthday rock to the max!!!! yeah babe!

Now who's typing again?
Nicky nicky.

Back to Lix.

Argh.
Anyway.
Will post about birthday soon.
At least after trials.
Currently at the library.
Just finished Maths P3.
Depressed.
Did Partial Fraction wrongly.
Flung-fuckishly-flung.
Li Ee finished it in an hour.
Grr.
Whatever, it's just trials.
But did Partial Fraction wrongly.
Damn you ,BX+C.
The injury at the gums didn't get any better.
Pain to hell.


Partial Fraction !!
8 markkkkssssaaaarrrhhhhhhh.