Finale of the year.

It finally comes to the end of the whole year.Everyone did agree saying time swifts.So fast that you don't even found out and in the end is like hey, it's already a year. What've i done in this year? It's my first year of college, new lifestyle, new taste of fashion, new home,new people,everything.

The people I've met is the greatest thing to be remembered in 06'. People that mostly communicate in english. We don't even have one here at Perlis. I am the lucky one here that take english classes when i was small. People that are more complicated,really, having different and more special point of view on a thing.I really love this year. 06 rox. here goes the list :

To PE4, Melanie,Melody,Tzu Ying,Yee Sham,Seok Kheng,Jia Weii,Anne,Weng Yan ,Eva, ShingYi ,Zee Kin,Cher Hui, Jer Lynn Sue Lynn and Terese, YorShee,Nicolas,Wei Xiong,SuZanne,Karl,Valentio,Sandra,Ho Sheng, Grace, Puong Xing, Yee Yen, Yuva, Sheirene, Wei Loong, Sinbad,Claryn,Anything,SamanthaPL2 people like Audrey, Sheekeera,and lotsa lotsa new friends I know here,sorry if I 've forgotten to type out your name here,

To my old friends Kang Chiat, Swee Kean, Boon Shing , Sin Yin, Pei Joul,Kian Yee, Chong Cher, Chong Hong,Chong Kah, Chong Thai, Chung Tat, Seh Ju, Kim Wei, Chun Horng, Shafil, Farez,and of course people from KWYP School Reporter gang, Bei Qi, Marcus too much to list seriously.

To sisters and brother

To Mum and Dad

Happy New Year and I love you all. Now and forever.

sorry for the long and mafan-ish list but I just feel like it to type it out ike thinking back who, and when I know you. It's a great thing to remember.

and so this is the last post of the year, it's purely freshly produced by Felix @ fifi @ your-slave-mr-you-know-who-you-are @ G Boy @ wuteva you wanna call. But nice to know you and see you next year. =)

My Tutor is a nice f**ker.

After 5 days, no, 6 days of keep on checking other people's blog, today then i found out. YorShee's class only got two girls. Gosh, if I am one of them I am going to be so GG man.

Anyway, I was reminding myself that I have driving lesson tomorrow so I have to sleep early, and wake up early before I drive the car flying through Perlis famous paddy field. So then I shut down my computer at 10. And the telephone rang. The human talking in the phone has a fucking-irritating-voice. Oh-no-wonder, my tutor.Telling me my lesson tomorrow has delayed until 4.30pm. I replied is ok, I hung up the phone, I reopened the computer and I cursed him badly. I wonder it's my luck or what,this tutor, heavily recommended by my cousin, is a jackass.Good at being angry for no reason, other than I am being a noob trainee, or I don't have an attractive look as the young lady after me.I have no idea why I can got scold badly just because I hummed while I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green. He don't even let me fully control the stering while I am making turns, keeping on helping doing the extra turn and once again I got fucking scold for turn the stering back too slow. Thanks for the extra helping hand man, but I prefer you just take care of your extra brakes. I will follow what you commanded but please don't cross the line and teach me something out of the driving-lesson-syllybus. And oh my god-ly pls don't smoke. I just hate cigerettes, especially coming out from mouths of people like you all. And don't talk to me like I have no idea that I have to slow down the car or put on the signals when I am ready to make a turn.

*reaching junction*

Tutor :" Step on the brakes la, or else you put your foot up there for what, put for fun a? know how to step or not" *I nodded* "THEN STEP LA HAIYOOOHHH"

There's a middle finger poofed out from my mind and poked his forehead.
Saying :" Shut up asshole".
And I DID step on the brake, just I don't know where did your nerves hid at. Then you don't feel a stupid thing when the car is slowing down. *Exhales*Whatever man, I am leaving Perlis on the 2nd of January, and I will see him again on March, or worse June. OH, please just let me finish and pass my test once and for all, without seeing this fish for extra.

random pics

Let's see what i've did at Perlis the whole month.

9/12/06 Took some picture, trying sister's new digital camera.

Mom was forced by the sudden-hyperactive-after-return-from-Australia-sis to do so

See, i told you she was crazy.

Obviously she's influenced

And so do we.

Family pics !! ( with uncle aunt and cousin) and the influenced are still influenced

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10/12/06 First time meeting cousin's baby

Cute, right?

10/12/06 Visited Dad's watermelon farm

Views at the farm

Me and the melon


Mum and I and the melon

The thumb-sized-baby-melon

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22/12/06 Went to a camp held by my junior from KWYP School Reporter Group

That's my finger anyway.

Some cute junior couple. =)

Groupie where some of then still stuck in the game.Saw the butts?

A short performance done by 3 of us, with only 7 minutes of planning and practise. Fun.

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Merry Christmas

i wonder what's up with me, I've been sleepy since yesterday when i came back from camp. I've been sleeping the whole journey, sleeping in my friend's car, sleeping on the way to Sungai Petani after few hour sleep in my bed, then sleeping at Aunt's house, then yawning and yawning during dinner, and sllep all the way home. And the moment I woke up i as already in bed. Mum said I did walked down from the car and went brushing teeth. Ooh, I can't even recall that. Wow.

*yawning*

Holy, I still haven finish my music theory work and not much of revision. Then my one-chapter-of-economics-revision-plan is still hanging somewhere in the air. Today's christmas, and I got driving lesson in the afternoon.We're definitely not celebrating, since I missed the party that held by aunt's church, so basically if i missed the event there, I missed everything, since no other people will celebrate Christmas here already.

Not much to talk about the camp. It's fun knowing some people and seeing some juniors but the bad-side is even more. So won't talk much about it. Doug send me a funny Christmas message yesterday night while i was on the car sleeping, I was reading reading reading then a wierd way of laughing just blast out like that. Then my dad is like :" Oi, laugh in a proper way." *Huh?* Bu sorry I seriously don't know where it come from and damn the message was damn funny.

My friend already got his semester 2 results and I wonder where's mine. I will burn it the moment i get it before any other people read it. weeps.

But anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY.

Be very very suprised.

So yeah i drove for the first time yesterday, and I was nervous shit, mainly first because of I got a strict tutor and second, i hate MANUAL GEAR ! ! ! So it sums up with a 30-effing-suffering-minutes-driving a small Kancil. The sucky car is vibrating, so do my leg, my left leg.I was sooo nervous that my legs were trembling hard. Laugh laugh, I know. I seriously want to drive so badly, but with this sucky skills I wonder will pass the whole shit. Or, I will just spend my whole life fetched by nice people. People like Yuan and Mun Yi. Mwahaha~

Anyway,was gathering with some friends and we went out for dinner at some seafood reataurant few days ago.I have fun, I think my friends they all haved thiers' too.We were like simply ordered some dishes, some fish that we don't even know what's the size and how much's the price. Is like,

Waiter : what kind of fish you all want?
Me : what kind of fish you all have? (acting as i know)
Waiter : SaiKap, Angcho bla bla bla..
Me : Saikap, Tomyam style.
Friends : (look at me) If it's expensive then you're dead.
Me : ..... won't la.....right?

Luckily the food turns out fine, delicious. So you all can come to Perlis and have nice dinner safely with me out there k. =)

Was updating my iPod these few days as well, my friend kept provoking me for the 69 songs in a 1GB Nano.So walla it's 107 songs in it now.Downloaded bunch of the great-artwork-of Frank Sinatra , Ella Fitzgerald and Billie Holiday. Then some nice reccomendation from Abububoy,Melanie,Melody and Yorshee. Ares was excellent, much excellent than the stupid limeWire. oh, limeWire is marvellous for downloading porn, go ahead if you are interested in it.

Friends that know me better know my thing is more to blue and jazz, but I have a thing to the Alternative/Hard Rock/Punk songs since the day Ming introduced Breaking Benjamin and Default to me. They are great singers, clear strong vocal, and do beautiful musics. Then the thing expands to Jimmyeatworld, Dashboard Confessional, The All American Rejects, Goo Goo Dolls,Panic ! At The Disco under the influence of a lots of great friends.

Music is just great, ain't it?

Will not be around these days, will join a camp held by my juniors, will go and visit them and helpout. So until Monday, i see you !

the mini plays happened in the whole day

woke up and found out that myself was on the floor. must be fell down during sleeping without acknowledgement.

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Mum : sigh~ your dad got wedding dinner again these days
I : good la, free dinner
Mum : *slap my head* You thought the angpau no need money one arh?
I : pack 10 ringgit not enough meh?
Mum : Nowadays no more people pack angpau 10 ringgit already one.
I : *got. grandma,got coins somemore*

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It's 2 0'clock.I'm surfing net.
*sis walked into the office bringing her chinese novel*
Sis : I thought someone brought a LOT of books back here saying that he want to study.
Mum : Apparently he's studying friendster and MSN.
I : Will, will, later.
It's 4 o'clock.I'm still surfing net.

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Went into the room and bury my head into some Gravitational Field Strength and found out the speed I need to escape from the gravitational pulling force. For 30 minutes.

It's 4.30, I'm surfing net.

Still,bored

Melanie messaged me on MSN, asking her where she is, she's at library oh my goody goody.
And yes, she borrowed some book. Saying that oh don't want to screw up A2.

I should've study something, too.

So yes I did, pickup something easy.Was flipping some economics just now.Argh, i have to study for the whole month. But somehow is hard to leave the computer for even a minute.So there i am here studying where the eyes are stick to the monitor.
*slap myself*
Oh,I should study, yes i should study. I still owe Piano teacher mountains of theory homework which I hate the most. I have the whole stack of A2 Maths Trials paper waiting for me to do. I still have Physics and Econs.

*inhale exhale*
*again*

Yes I should study.
Yes I should study.
Fainted. Out.To Study.
Yes I should study.
Yes I should study.

R.I.P

Just died just now in the morning after typing "very good morning" to YorShee on MSN. Mum alarm rang in my brain, mum called. Saying that there're some chores are assigned to me.Bwargh. Chores.Whereas the fatty bum sister is sitting there like a fat persian cat reading some lame story book. and I have to be the kuli~Mum said you need more exercise but hello, it seems that i am the tallest and also the thinest human in this house.

It was 11o'clock and there i am at the back with my mum lifting long think plank and rearrange arrording to the size, length and the inches.For 90++ minutes we worked under the big hot sun. It was shitty suffering and I was seriously panting, i should've work out more.Then my mum asked sarcasticly :"Oh like this also cannot tahan, i wonder how will you stand one day as a Civil Engineer."

No wonder I changed my mind to Interior Architecture. =)

Bored

So anyway, forgot to tell you all that i am home.Rush back directly after class on Friday, and missed the futsal game with the PE4-gangs. sigh. Anyway, so here i am at Perlis, peace and bored. It suxx when you found out that you are here while all your friends are not here, then they will sms you asking you when are you coming back, while you are busy or frustrating about the coming exam, so yeah. I am here alone. 1/17. Alone.Suxxor.

So I went for the eye test for my driving test today, the procedure is quite fast actually, unexpected-lly, with those government servant that work in a snail-pace. But then by sight, i found out myself quite odd there with the dressing code which is quite unneccesary, track suit and sport shoes and everything, while my friends that went with me wearing beach pants and argh-ly, slippers. We're totally in a different world. Somemore he quote :"hey, this is Perlis." Ohhh yes this is Perlis.

There's things that makes me hated my homcoming trip. Transport.We only have one car here at home, which is dad's pickup truck. So I can conclude here that we can't go anywhere while i am home because we have NO transport. Dad used the car going here there everywhere, we have to wait until he reach home, asked, requested, wait for the decision which is 75% no, and sit back in the front of the TV, pressing the remote, switching channels, without making any noises before you get scolded, or worse, slapped.So that's my dad, which is untouchable while working period and do-whatever-you-want during dinner time. =) . Sad, huh?

Second, the oh-so-boring small state which you have no where to go. I am bored,bored of everything here. Maybe you all will say like "Oh, I stay at my town for 17 years, i am so bored that I've been to everywhere and it's boring for me to visit again." and just believe me, case worsened at Perlis, where we don't have the fun-places to visit, the views are all darkened, the tasik don't look like tasik anymore, it's just make you cuss when you see the paints everywhere started to fade, or maybe you are interested to stare at the paddy field and rubber tree the whole day, oh, be my guest. I personally confirmed you will enjoy it.

Is nice to hear someone telling me hey i want to visit Perlis and stay at your house. Oh, come please come, I'll bring you to Langkawi, or Thailand. It's more fun overthere.

Italiannies

The view.

The People

The Lasanga

The oh-so-right slogan. SO MUCH !

The joke made after filling up the stomach.

Oh Fun.

Eventful.Meaningful.

Went Kuantan last weekend( last last, late update), had a lotsa fun over there. Crap no more, let's see the pic ! I'll explain at the same time.

We stayed overnight at Melody's uncle house,um,mansion. The area he lives is a rich-people-area, so the house is big like shit.Yeah, beautiful frontyard, every rooms' design are cool.The master bedroom are the biggest master bedroon i have ever seen. One King sized bed, one massage machine,one big TV, another room of wardrobe,thonnes types of clothes. See, aren't they rich like shit? Oh,that?


that's the Jacuzzi in the Master bedroom bathroom.Attempted to have a bath in it, but then gasp-ly found out, it worth three me, couldn't afford to merosakkannya. But this is the first time I see Jacuzzi and touch Jacuzzi, sorry for the kampung-boy-self-excitement, but it's...it's.......*floating*

I am not the only one invited to this trip, so shall i introduce :

from left : That's the piggy host, crazy as ever Melody, then the obsessed-with-hairdryer-and-seashell Alex, then the Bali Silencer ( called him Macaroni,mwahaha) Denny, and lastly, when there's a Melody, there's a Tzu Ying.

3 of us always hang out together, in or out of college.Both of us spent most of our time making fun of the piglet.Don't we Zoo?

Ladies and Gentlemen, meet Cadence, the cutest mini creature in the world.He is Mel's cousin and he's damn cute,chubby pinchable face, and the adorable-ness that makes Tzu Ying almost ran to him and choked him to death.*giggles* He called me "jzo-jzo" which supposingly to be "koko". But anyway, he's just cute !

Target found, another cutest mum in the world, she's Melody de mum,very funny,open minded and all.After knowing Melody then how i know how protective is she, she's somehow a superwoman i shall say, outwardly or inwardly =). But she's very friendly and sweet. Thanks for the wonderful dinner and the activities you prepared for us auntee Nancy!! If you're reading this ! Looking forward for another visit in the future aunt !!

Ah, Cherating beach, the beach that drive Zoo and I shouting like maniac, while Alex looking for seashells. Ah. Then we have some candle princess,staying under the roof not willing to get "burned", so called burn. It's just sunshine for god's sake. Anyway, Cherating beach roxxor!!! Must go must go, PE4?
Then the boat ride.We get on the motor-boat for an one-hour ride, supposingly.It's RM150 per boat, and there's 5 people in it. So the boat ride are suppose to be fun, in and out the jungle seeing Melody's relatives, those apes and monkeys in it.Saw huge lizard,suddenly coming up the surface.Then the fast ride, then it OMG-ly rained,as expected, the no-rain-shall-touch-my-skin-host freaked out because of the sudden rain, and the boat motor-failure., in the end, everyone stucked on the boat, wet, for 25++ minutes.Fun? yeah, very fun. Our wet photo can be found on my friendster.Malas nak upload. paiseh ha.

Stuffed crab, crab shell, crab meat, deep fry.Splendid.

anything else? hmm, art gallery, nothing much, Denny got a batik special for him, AYAM is very talented.

Eventful,very.Meaningful? very. Exhausting?Very.Reach home at 2am,sure,very.
Fainted again. Off.

It was just me, mengadaing about the Uni-Uni thing just now.Sorry if you feel disgusted anyway.There are things really pissed me off recently, people attitude , relationships, study,plannings for future, everything.It makes me feel so sick, very sick.

We really have a relationship thingee that i tried my best to fix or do something on it, for years, but you just don't see my effort and ruined everything i tried to do to fix this relationship. You need to know to fix this it's not easy, tolerence, care,patience, everything has to take into account. I can't see whether you care or not about the whole thing,everytime you pissed at me, you played the card about respect,respect and respect. I don't respect you, i don't respect you and I don't respect you.You blogged about me not respecting you, you put on MSN saying I didn't respect you, you just hated me for not respecting you,every single time.Somehow, don't you think that you have to refine your way of thinking about respect? what's respect, for you, is like i have to follow what you say or what you ordered me to do , listen to your advice, or complains about what i did or what i've said and feel sorry about what i did to you. No, don't you understand that respect is not only that shallow, that's not even respect. As a human with an age of 19, you should have understand the whole situation, much much more than me, you are just being childish about the whole thing. Now then i thought mentally, i am more more matured than you, at least I know what's not to revenge, what's not to hate and msot importantly what's, respect,what's forgiving.I gave myself sometime alone, thinking what's yes and what's no. At the sight of age, i seriously don't see why everytime i am the one that give way, why am i the one the one that "threatening" you as you said, why am i the only one that you can blame of pissing you off? and why I am the one that always wrong, for you.Don't you see everytime we argued, I am the one that walked away, or letting go the whole thing minutes later, while you are still angry about the whole thing?

You seriously don't see my effort of fixing the relationship, I am sick of giving you clues stealthily that saying no more arguments between us. You just don't see it. Argh.

Then there's another two you-s. Which both of them are very wierd. As in thier thinking and mood.But the thing is, why do i care? It's not my problem anyway. So, forget it larh.
Oh Farah, you roxx (rox extra-ly) recently.
but anyway, for now, I have thonnes of stuff to worry, more than these people. So nnoe, physics test,picking Unis, blablabla.

fainted. off.

I should take PTPTN, don't I?

I need a

i need a University, that has twinning program for Interior Architecture ( Degree) program with nice Australia Unis like UNSW or so.

i need a scholarship,

i need money,

Can you find me one?