Phew,mum,proved.

So yeah. Birthday is coming in two days. Excited? Bwargh-ly not.

Now…Why again? Ah, cause i.have.physics.paper.4.test.on.the.following.day.
Ah.. Now I get it.





FUCKER.
Stupid trials, somemore it’s going to be my one and only 18th birthday you know. Saddening.

So people keep telling me eh Felix, I wonder if your birth is a big fat April Fool joke arh.
Like like,the doctor might switch you and another baby with your mum so your mum get her child and her mum got you.
So then I thinking back then, I was told, by my mum, that there’s a lady that shared the same wad with her while both of them are at the pre-giving-birth-period-I-wonder-what’s-the-proper-term. And it appears that the lady’s son share the same birthday with me.Now come and think about it. OMFG. Bad times.
IT MIGHT BE TRUE !!!

No wonder my friends told me I don’t look like my siblings!!!
No wonder my friends told me I am better looking than them!!!














Fine they didn’t say that.
So I decided to call my mum.
“Ma a, I asked you larh, is there any possibilities that the doctor might switch me and Kai Xuan as a April Fool prank?”
Just so you know, Kai Xuan is the guy that share the same birthday with me.

So Mum hung up the phone, directly.

Minutes later I received a SMS.
It’s Mum.
“Don’t waste your handphone credit on this kinda retarded question.”

And minutes later another SMS still from mum.
“and come and think about it,I doubted they did, no wonder you looked so ugly.”


Proved. That’s my mum.

Tag

argh. flungish Economics. and mum has never been that sarcastic. Laughed at me directly after I told her how I did.

So I DID READ about the Macroecomonics Objectives Conflict.
Today Morning.So I was there in the exam hall flipping papers looking at the question.
-Ah. Macroeconomics Objective Conflict. =)
With a big smile I ticked on the question.
And I paused. ('_')


Think.('_')....



Fuck, I don't remember anything.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

neways, it's overallly not very ok. I know what to do, how to answer, which policies should I use, just that the proper term keep jumping out of my mind. Ugh Ugh.

***

A for age:
I'm turning legal soon.This Sunday.

B for Booze of Choice:
I don't drink. I will die drinking it.

C for Career:
I wish I can be a jazz singer.
I wish I can be a professional Landscape Architect
I wish I can be a professional All Rounded Architect
I wish I can open my own pub.

D for your most Dreaded:
Losing loved one, like Sukie
Can't sing anymore
Bad results in studies


E for Essential items you use everyday:
Cellphone
Voice
Cash

F for Favourite song of the moment:
You Know My Name - Chris Cornell

he's a cool dude, it's a cool song

G for favourite Game:
currently? DotA !!
just that I suck in it.
Ah, Roller Coaster Tycoon. yeah, laugh.
I love picking gardener and throw them into the lake. =)

H for Hometown:
Perlis

I for Indulgence:
Sing.

J for favourite flavour of Juice:
Apple recently.

K for Koo Kien Keat:
Just shaved his head recently. Back to training again. He's good.

L for last hug by anyone:
"By"? Melanie.
"To"? Farah.

M for Mother:
da'luncun-fat-blurblur-funny-cuddly mumma.
She's my girlfriend right now. Love her so much.

N for name of your crush:
yeah you know who.

O for Orgasms:
The moment during sexual activity when feelings of sexual pleasure are at their strongest.

P for Phobias:
Height.
This house.

Q for Quote:
Jazz is the hamburger that ate the world.

R for biggest Regret:
Doesn't study hard enough for AS.

S for Status:
double.
single.

T for Time you wake up:
5-ish

U for Underwear:
Underwear?
Briefs.

V for Vegetable you love:
I wonder what's that called in english. Lettuce.

W for Worst habit:
Empty promise to myself.
Must study today must study today.
and apparently I am now blogging.

X for X movies you have watched:
what do you mean X movie again?

Y for Yummy food you make:
Famous Amos.Mwahaha.

Z for Zodiac sign:
Aries.

Simple,love

Mummy
Happy Birthday

♥
I Love You

Fucking, fucking rant

So it happens that KTM train broke down,due to engine failure at Petaling station. Nice freakin' 9.45pm.
So it happens that the train drivers that goes different ways were arguing with each other that someone need to let out the lane for them to pass through, freakin' typical Malaysian.
So it happens that the whole argument thing goes on like 15++ minutes where I just stand outside the train with like few hundreds of Malaysian, 3 trans, 1 Caucasian and 1 miserable Taylorian as well waiting for someone to tell us what to do, where to wait, where to go.
So it happens that I am terribly dirty-smelly-sticky and I need to at least wash up my face in a minute.
So it happens that the train can only transfer us to the next station at Pantai Dalam.
So it happens that when everyone rushed out from the train and I can't find my wallet.

















and So it happens that it's in my bag. =). Gotcha.
So it happens that I missed the first bus, which tool every freakin 100+ people waiting outhere squashing their fat ass trying to get into the first bus, and only 3 miserable people didn't make it.
A lame-pissed-off-fucktard, A Taylorian and A Muay-Thai boxer.
So it happens that we talked.
So it happens that we hooked up.







NOT.
So it happens that the bus service assistant told us that the next bus is coming in 10 minutes.
So it happens that we convert the time he gave us into Malaysian time.

10x3. 30 minutes.
So it happens that we waited for the next bus for 30 minutes.
So it happens that I spent the whole time in the bus playing with a damn-adorable-kid.Making stupid faces.
So it happens that when I reached KL Central by bus, then I know that I can't even take the KTM anymore back to Kepong, cause the whole KTM ends their service at that time, fixing the problem.
So it happens that I cussed in front of the lady at the service booth.
So it happens that I called my aunt, thought that she might can come and fetch me.
So it happens that she refused to do so only because it's kinda far.

Kinda.

So it happens that I have to waste up my time listening to her comparing how far it is from Kepong to Central, and keep on asking me if there's other way home. Obviously there is. There's this LRT thing. Then she nagged about where to pick me up, SOGO station or Kelana Jaya.
So it happens that I seriously wasted 20 minutes just to listen to her fucking piece of crap. and she ends up telling me,

"I don't want to go so far"

So it happens that it pissed me off and I really wanna yell at her so I just told her that just give me a place, I wanna go home, period. So she asked me to go SOGO.
So it happens that she called in the minute while it's my turn to buy the ticket, asked me to change to Kelana Jaya.
So it happens that I cussed twice in the same station, within minutes.
So it happens that I called mum, complained the whole piece of crap to her and she only can ask me to bear for few more months.
So it happens that I complained everything her nice sister can do to us,

AS
A
FAMILY.

So it happens that my live, is not even worth a few liters of petrol.
So it happens that my FAMILY, compared my live with the few liters of petrol.
So it happens that I am not that worthy for her after all, I am just wasting her space of room, wasting her time taking-care-of-us-while-in-the-real-sense-we're-wiping-her-ass-spoon feed-her.
So it happens that this freaky-old-single-woman is my aunt.
So it happens that she keep on complaining about how susah payah she climbed the valleys, swimmed through the sea and walk over the desert WHILE IN REALITY just walk downstairs, push the car button, and lay her freaking ass on the Vios cushion and come and fetch me at the nearest place she need to go to.
So it happens that I didn't talk to her at all in the car.
So it happens that I called mum after I reach home, ranting over here.
So it happens that still, my freaking live has been compared to the freaking-liters-of-petrol.


Freaking liters of petrol.
Just fucking-can't-believe-it.

Suprise walla.

So I was in Subang for the whole day. Killing time doing the study-konon-kill-time-crap. With Melody, Dougle and suprisingly met the Maths-couple-you-know-who at Mickey-D. They were giving each other soft whispers, stealing quick glances at each other, and generally flirting around like crazy.

Like, Oh, *suggestive suggestive* I know how to solve X^6*FD^fpower24891%#(%.

Then Mariane will, like, *sleeve down shoulder* Oh, i already knowwww, darrrling.

Gragh! Damn funny rite.

(that's not me obviously, with that-typo-english)

Anyway, we kinda visited Sing Kwan as today's his birthday.So we did make fun of him by forcing Melody to call him. So we tried calling him but he didn't pickup, which apparently he's either sleeping or doing his thang yo. So we tried calling his house phone instead, his dad pickup and asked Sing Kwan to answer, so here goes :

"hello"
"hello sing kwan a, wait arh wait arh"
*pass the phone to Melody*
"hello"
"*wierd*hello"
"is this Sing Kwan?"
"yes."
"it's Melody here"
".......hi."

and believe me it's damn funny. Laugh out like hell until the moment Mel passed the phone to me and he goes, "Felix....dun play la dai lou..."

It's damn fun. Then we told him we are coming to his house where he doubted that we are serious. So bunch of us + Melody went to his house and we asked Melody to press the doorbell and open the door. He's seriously blurry lost and embarassed at that time which makes me laughed all the time in his house. He proved that he got good positive hobbies, Rubik Cube in 2 minutes, guitar performance and showing his futsal shoes to everyone, tried his very best to redeem himself. and tell me how can that not be funny.

I have fun today. Hopefully him too. And he got his present before he go, hard evildence is in Douglas's hand. Mwahaha Mwahaha Mwahahahahaha.

Currently at Douglas'. Staying overnight today. where brother called suddenly telling me that there's blackout at home. Oh dear, I am quite lucky today.

Should get started with the study. Barh.

*****
I missed you today =)

*****

Classic Concert Beethoven Symphony No.9 Choral NSO

Went :

With :

Venue : Istana Budaya

With Melody's Violin teacher.

The Performance

Actually I am not allowed to take photos here but what the heck.
I took it stealthily. Tip-toed.Mwehehe.

So I missed the second last train home and I have to wait for 40++ minutes for the last train. But thankfully I still can reach home cause the grass is not greener at the other side.

Zoom in and cheggitout.

I know. WTF right.

updates

Yorsh is now sitting beside me.

******

Sigh. Just emo-ed yesterday thanks to the suddenly-crushed-in-homesick.

For the whole 2006 I swear I never acting like this before.Is like feeling so weak that the 2-hours-ago-felix is not that hyper anymore. Suddenly become so, helpless and lonely.

Trials is coming soon. I am dying soon,it seems like I am being blur about what the hell is the GDP and what's a current conductor and the math questions keep on playing tricks with me where it results that my answer is so much different as the back's.

Ugh. I didn't dare to tell mum that I'm probably going to flung my trials cause she don't believe that people won't get things they want after they put a lotsa effort on it. That's what she keep on telling me to try the best I can whenever I do anything. At least I tried. So believe me Mum, I am still trying. Just don't give up hope on my so fast. I try.

*******************

Dear You :

How are you recently ? I mean seriously how are you recently, the one deep inside you-you. I don't know what you're thinking in there, but for me you look confused, sometimes you don't even know what are you talking about. You've changed a lot. You're not the you that I knew last time anymore.And now I have a feeling that I don't even know who you are anymore.Maybe we didn't talk to each other as much as last time anymore.I don't know how to say or what to say, but I want you to come back.

Please.

Take Care

From : Me.

*******************

It feels so great talk to you.

Thanks for walk into my fucked-up-life

*******************

Life's been tensed and fucked up recently. Too much things to read-up, too less sleep. Too much people talking about you at your back and to much things I failed to express. It's bad times, not joking, but seriously, bad times.

Someone please wake me up.

Bloated talk

Just came home from a high-tea-session with relative and all. Currently bloated like crap.

7 rounds.
Yeshhhh 7-freakin-round I go on and off on and off for the friggin whole hall of food.

Round 1 : Chicken Ham + Beef Ham + Sandwiches + Hot Chocolate
Level of kenyang-ness : 15 %

Round 2 : Carbonara Pasta + Chicken fingers + Fish fingers
Level of kenyang-ness : 35%

Round 3 : Spicy Beef Pasta + Crispy Fried Noodle + vegees
Level of kenyang-ness : 65 %

Round 4 : Pancakes with icing-cream, chocolate and 4 scoops of different flavour ice-cream
Level of kenyang-ness : 85%

Round 5 : A Bowl of Chicken Bolognese pasta
Level of kenyang-ness : 95%

Round 6 : Fruits and desserts
Level of kenyang-ness : 105%

Round 7 : 6 scoops of ice cream + Chocolate cake
Level of kenyang-ness : 120%!!!!



Freaking 120% of kenyang-ness.
Then the interesting part is when we're in the way leaving the car park we have to spin all the way from 9th floor to ground floor. Yesh, freaking spin all the way to the ground.

Dizzy.


Went to watch Ochestra Performance yeshterday
Photo upload soon. bwahaha.

Grr, bite you.

Currently at The Web.peeking at the same table.

The cheebeh counsellor just won't walk away. I was there meeting up my friend where she's asking about the Pre-U course,where I was thinking *kaching* here comes my RM250. Manatau..

MANATAU the cheebeh counsellor makes me wait for him to finish the whole counselling session for an hour plus. How the fuck can he talk for an hour plus keep on digressing the main topic withouth letting people go. Lecturer from TCPJ konon. From Pre-U talk to Pre-U talk to petrol price, economics, prices of diesel compared to rubber and why the hell larhh he won't let them go.

Then I was kicked out from the cafeteria area by some kiss-my-ass-lick-my-feet-motherfuckers. Stupid Taylors'.Stupid dupid Taylors'.

Grr.

Picture - Sheryl Crow feat. Kid Rock

I am guessing, that blogger wont function anymore using home com.

oh. it works again. WIERD.

Picture - Sheryl Crow feat. Kid Rock
wonderful Sheryl Crow,wonderful song.

Kid Rock:
Livin my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sunshine
In three damn days
Been fuelin'up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her

Sheryl Crow:
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles tell me somethin' just ain't right
I've been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him

Together:
I saw you yesterday with an old friend (Sheryl Crow)
It was the same old same how've you been? (Kid Rock)
Since you've been gone my worlds been dark and grey (Together)
You reminded me of brighter days (Kid Rock)
I hoped you were comin' home to stay (Sheryl Crow)
I was headed to church (Sheryl Crow)
I was off to drink you away (Kid Rock)

Together:
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my waysI just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say I love you, come back home

Violet, Hailey, Esme?

Yorsh you Violet Hailey Cik Tak Malu. =P
Just temaned her home and her dad's there. Then while we're saying goodbye, I had a wrong impression that she's physically asking me for a hug, a friendly hug. Then I found out that I was wrong after I offered it. It's so embarassing, but I love hugs. It's so comforting. =)

Don't get me wrong damnit.

Anyway, currently at The Web after Sing Kwan's father drop us off at Inti. Was playing guitar singing at Sing Kwan's house again. Yeshh I know, not-studying-again-right? Oh ya,apeaking about study,I have to pay RM50 for losing the student card for the 2nd time. And and and the cool thing is, if I lose it again, I will be penalised from sitting and exams in Taylors' in the future.Dayam.

And yeap, tagged.

6 Wierd Things about Myself.

1. I can stick to the same food everyday as long as I love it. I've been eating Asia Cafe prawn mee everytime I go there since the day the previous Curry Mee stall is not there anymore.

2. I am hyper,extra-mextra hyper while I am emo.When the emoness stormed in, there's always a voice inside my heart telling me :" It's time to get hyper." And you will see me laughing jumping all the way from this class to next class and it never ever ends.

3. One RM10 / Ten RM1. I like the latter. I love the feeling that your-wallet-is-full-with-notes.

4. I am sarcastic, but people enjoys my sacarsm.





NOT.

5. If I sing a song lotsa times, my presentation always get worse,time by time. It's no longer the feel the first time I sang it.Pft.

6. Good hearing, strangely good hearing. Raindrops, vibrations from afar, someone calling my name from the opposite building.


Done.
Tagging

1.Melanie
2.Yusnie
3.Grace
4.Ho Sheng
5.Pang Han
6.Li Ee (update your blog dammit.)

I love Yorsh

I'm Fhe Fhe La Blue. =)
I think Yorsh is very cool!
Very talented and an amazing singer.
I lurrrrvee heeer.
[ To pieces. =) ]

You should all love her very, very much!

♥

Oh stupid human

So I lost my wallet again. In the MPH. Just got fucked up by my parents. Apparently lost your wallet twice in two to three months is quite-pissing-my-parents-off-full.

Few weeks ago, you volunteered to take the job as a leader where I think that i's finally the time for me to let go everything and enjoy the rest of my A-Level life properly as a college student, study play study.Apparently I was wrong. Last night is a disaster, lost wallet, thonnes of your undone job, those that supposed to be there are already left, home, maybe studying, or doing homework, or watching TV, while I,while I'm not supposed to, working my ass off, giving orders, climbing up and down, that's fine. Thankfully Miss Yeap's student volunteered to help and everyone is sweating inside the air-con-less hall doing the same thing. My shirt's wet and dry, wet and dry whick stinks and sweaty-sticky. I remained silent, keep on my work while I keep on thinking back how easy and simple promise you've made last time while I asked whether you can get the back row done."Yes" "Yes" Yes you blasted my head off. Somehow I really wonder how stupid of me taking up the job as the Vice President of the event while others are preparing for trials. Though I knew I was screwed but anyway,

I'm rushed to college and get MPH opened while I found out that everything falled off and I have to stick it back again.So someone smsed me and ask me whether I needed help. I reply yes and please be here as son as possible.There're people that not supposed to, but they are here to help since those that supposed to be here telling me they can't afford to skip class anymore. Oh what class? what class it is? OH , The AS Syllabus that exactly copied what you've learnt in Form 5 and you're telling me you can't afford to skip that, what kinda fucking reason is that? Oh have you ever asked me what am I having soon? No mine's no big deal, it's just A2 Trials that I have no idea where the hell should I start for revision and I am so screwed with it that I will probably screwed up the real A Levels Exam too. So once again I am running around giving orders and you are sitting in the class copying notes? I skipped Econs and Maths for your job and you're there copying notes? That's so fair.

And that's not all, when the whole event's done you left me there cleaning the whole hall alone?There's 13,13 of you all and none fo you showed up. Oh ya, you showed up with a bunch of friends showing them your artwork which the rest has been done by Miss Yeap's student? Yeah. and you left.Without even asking something like this :"Felix do you need help?" No you just left.And I am there while the workers there pitying me saying that I am so pity have to work alone while I hate it. and apparently you just gone with the wind, lost in contact.

And oh ya, I met you in the library entrance and you told me that your friend helped me clean up the stuffs. Yes he did and it's very nice of him to helped out though is none of his business where those that suppose to clean up, like you, just gone no where. And you know what, the moment he reached, I already climbed up the ladder, tearing up the dragon apart.

I am speechless. For days I worked like crap on those work that I am not supposed to do.
It's just crap.
Crap.

I am done ranting.

E W W *in a more terrible way*

Yes people I've ate a cockroach. I guess. So if I can't spit out a cockroach leg from my mouth, I guess the rest already flow into my tummy.

Apparently my stupid computer at home can't connect to this blogger dear god I wonder why.But in the other side I guess is good enough asking me to concentrate more on study and guess why.




Trials is coming.


TRIALS IS COMING ! ! !
*insert a sad-shrieking-face here*

Yesh oh dear trials is coming and we're so screwed. With the speed that I am using now to finish up my Maths paper 3, yes I definitely will screwed up the trials. So what can I say? Do more maths,study more Physics, read more Econs. Feel like straching my head off.

Bwargh.

Spent the whole Friday at Singass'. Playing guitar,singing,mahjong.Fun.

American Idol is back. Yesh, fresh new season. Chris Richardson and Blake Lewis is good. Gina Glocksen and Stephanie Edwards are has marvellous voices. Lakisha Jones is unbeatable, but I have a feeling that she's not going to win this season,same case to Mandisa from season 5. Melinda Doolittle and Phil Stacey is entertaining. Sanjaya Malakar and Antonella Barba is kissing-my-ass-ly sucks to the max. They should have been kicked out first, Paul Kim the Korean American is much better than him larh.sigh. But overall I think this season's contestant is less interesting,not because they are not good, just because last season has too many talent. The face+voice factor, people like Chris Daughtry, Kellie Pickler and Katherine Mcphee. Yes it's a great season last year.

Enough of the update, I should leave FTZ by then.Played a sucky game just now,should improve more on farming. Sigh.

Oh oh oh anyway, just found out that there're people hates me. There's some random guy typed on "FelixSucks" as his DotA nickname, Amir's the one that told me. But anyway, whoever you are, I hate you too. =)