Choices, guys?

Tomorrow's Thaipusam. No college. Yayz.

Choice A : hang out with classmates

Choice B : ajak sis to find somewhere to go

Choice C : finish up Veronica Mars ASAP

Choice D : be a good kid and study at home

Choice E : your 3 pages of grade 6 piano theory is waiting for you

Why don't YOU choose it for me ?

oh shit you blogger

*bad words*
I just click publish and the whole thing poofed off.

But then now I am kinda lazy to type all of them out again. So basically now I am going to summarize what I type just now so here we go :

Fainting.

Dying.

but in between, Enjoying it.

*inhales exhales*

TZU YING CARRY MEEE~~~

Someone's Legal for Porn now

So yeah, just came back from Melody's 18th birthday celebration, we had dinner at a Mexico Restaurant- Las' Carretas and the night was great. So crap no more, let's move to the pics.

Yeap, that's the birthday girl.

From left to right : TzuYing, Melody, WeiXiong, Felix,JuVern,KC and Jean.

Our drinks for the night. Some Presidente Margaritas and too bad Zoo's red wine is not in it.You saw the two drinks at the bottom? The one with the white puff on it is my virgin Margarita. Alchohol-less. Sorry to say but I can't drink alchohol. Ngehehe. And the other one is pure Margarita. Wierd people busy taking the picture of the drinks. *grins and smack forehead*
Groupies. Zoo, Mel,Bear and I Speechless. Say what?
Nachos with sour cream and CHEESSSSEE~~The chicken fajitas and beef fajitas.Steak ribs. Be vwery jealous people. Mwehehe. With a light push, his right cheek will full with sticky gravy.

Groupies taken by the waiter there. I like this pic a lot. Spot the girl with the big hat.The Great Trio. The birthday girl taking pictures with the bartender, the waiter the waitress and the manager in there. Manager..? Hmm, I wonder what's his post but he look like one manager,so, whatever. But the people in there is kind, warm,nice people, oh ya,one of our groupies are taken by their camera and they print it out for Mel. So nice.

(p/s to Mr Rising_Star : double click the pic to open it in a new window or place your mouse cursor on it until there's a popup on the top left of the pic so that you can save it)Wei Xiong and I. Ju Vern say this pic look so ghey. *bitchslap**chuckles*Groupie before we leave.KC is blocked. There's 5 people in the back of the car anyway

And last but not least a pic again with the birthday girl.( compare the last two photo properly. The way she smile is sooooo same.)

Happy 18th Birthday Melody.

oh oh oh btw. guess how much we spent on the night overall?

RM400 ++.

My mum's gonna kill me. Ngeh.

Love Kills

Love kills.
Overwhelmed.
Relief.

I beg of you
Don't say goodbye
Can't we give our love just one more try
Come on let's start a new
Cause breaking up is hard to do

Renee Olstead feat. Peter Cincotti
Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

23% of Fat

I am getting fatter.








Though is a wierd topic coming out from my mouth. But what the hell, I am getting fatter and fatter. Oh shit, I just found out two days ago while I was sitting in front of the computer watching Veronica Mars, then I looked down, oh dear god, where did the packs gone !!!???

*ahem, i don't even have one ahem ahem*

I once told myself that ,I should start doing sports.
while I was, 14.

But I didn't, for the whole 4 years.
I don't do sport since I was 13 and I am damn lucky that I can grow this tall.And thanks to the height I don't look fat.Looking at the round tummy is just so effing sad.So now I am actually fat, and weak. Weak as in I might lost competing sprinting with some random girl. AHHH !!!!!Noooooo~~~






I should start doing sports.
Ugh bugger.


Aunt from hometown :" yooooo tsk tsk, why you turn so skinny.. KL got nothing to eat is it..? aiyohhhhh~~"

shut up.

20 k, you gimme la!

Dentist nightmare, I swear.
So I went to the dentist appointment to ask about putting braces on my teeth.I asked once at Perlis, and he said I have to go through a surgery to fix my jaw bones and move the gums in, THEN i can put braces. I didn't believe him because you know, Perlis dentist, not as reliable as I thought so.So to prove that he's wrong and also to stop dad from keep on blah-ing about I haven't appoint the dentist and ask about this. Therefore I am there at Damansara seeing one famous busy entist reccomended by my aunt, the name is Doctor Kong.

So I skipped double period of Physics and met him. He's very VERY young, about late 20 and early 30 I think, and he's a very cheerful person too.He first check out the teeth, and then he evaluate what happened and what he's going to do next.He then prepare to do my teeth model. Woot.Teeth model. He gave me some plastic pinkish dough thing to bite for one minute then the dough will turn white and hard. Not as elastic as he first put in my mouth. But the one, no two minutes are suffering, while I have this big dough in my mouth and I only can breathe through the nose, and I can't let the saliva flow into my throat. So yesh very shaffering.

Yes I had to do the surgery. But first braces for one and a half year, then surgery, then braces for another half year.

I then did X-Ray and we're done. We talked to the receptionist while booking our next appointment, then we asked about the price for the surgery, approximately.




20k.







yes, omfgly 20k.
Dentist nightmare, now then you know.
So now basically I have to see whether my health insurance can cover this, or else the braces are on but the jaw is going to be like this forever. The dentist once laughed at me saying I am the only patient didnt ask much about the surgery.Oh well, maybe I don't know about the price that's why. Somemore is done by some professor from University Malaysia Dentistry Faculty.Half government. But the price just hammered my heart. Ugh Ugh.

Tell me about it

I broke my own home keys into half yesterday. It's an accident, don't ask me how, but it appears to happen. And I've forgotten to ask the keys from my sister and it turns out that I've saved 6 bucks today,thanks to Kameni for driving me home, and traded a 45-minutes-stuck-outside-the-house-payback.

So, guess what I've done while waiting for help. I spent some time find 3 sticks and some rope around the front yard. Oh, I only found 2 sticks from my own house and I stole one from my neighbour. Then I tied up the 3 sticks and try to use the long stick and hook my keys form the living room table outside though I know it's broke. Luckily my aunt came to the rescue and save me from doing idiot stuff and make myself fishy. Luckily none watching me or else by then, aunt have to come to rescue me, at the balai.

Was watching Veronica Mars, good mood, and one simple message ruin everything. Finally this day has come, though no one want this to happen, it's really sucks. Big one.Oh dear god, hopefully they are both fine.

Farah, please get well soon. Everyone in PE4 is worried about you.
and both of you, please be strong. I'm really speechless, really, speechless right now.
Tomorrow is going to be a sucky one.

Love kills.

Just because of you

Highly recommended by Seany, I started to watch a show called Veronica Mars,the show stars Kristen Bell as the title character— a student, progressing from high school to collegeduring the series — who moonlights as a private eye under the wing of her detective father and the show balances murder mystery, high school and college drama, and social commentary with considerable sarcasm and offbeat humor.

Is quite a nice show where I downloaded online recently and my original plan is to watch one episode a day, during college breakhours, just that the idiotic college didn't support AVI files, some more I wonder what's up with my pendrive, it seems like some trojan horse virus infect the thing again. And once again I failed to watch it at college, and now spending the suppose-to-watch-show-hour typing this blog.

*flashback*
*typing text*
"I'm outside already"
*classroom door open*
Mel : Sup?
*passed her the thing*
Mel :*shrieked* yay !...oh, no need to study ady.Haven finish House yet.
Zoo : what what, oh. OH. The whole season?

Yes, the whole season of Desperate Housewives just borrowed by Melody and the Zoo-ey roommate. And I, will be finishing "Friends : Season 3" and this miserable Veronica Mars.
So we are in the A2 semester where preparation for Trials is two months remaining, and we're busy watching shows. Yikes.

Sis's Convo

So yeah as I promised, the day where my elder sis and I went for my sister's Award Presentation Ceremony at TUCMPH last last Saturday, here we go.

Remember last last post i told you all to guess who I've met there on my sis's convo? Now guess who's that fella with the stripe T-Shirt on? Mun Yi has no idea who he is.
That's Sing Kwan anyway. His sister has graduated from Taylors' School of Architecture Diploma. And his family is sitting in front of me and my sis.
So yeah while we're listening to the joke coming out from the president of Taylors' whoever-he-is , we took pictures. There was this particular fella that I've bet he polished his bald part before he attend this ceremony, and the most pissing off thing is my photo-taking-skills-sux that every single photo I took while the indian guy up there is giving speech, there's his shining head pop into the screen,argh.
Clearly wrote, Distinction- Saw Min Hui. I am So proud of her.

So that's my sis and her friend ChuiShan. The baldy back there is Ah Chuan, a funny guy from her class.

Then we had lunch at the cafeteria.
Then we went home.

oh fun.

You Don't Know Me - Michael Buble

Michael Buble - You Don't Know Me

You give your hand to me

Then you say hello

I can hardly speak

My heart is beating so

And anyone can tell

You think you know me well

But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one

Who dreams of you at night

And longs to kiss your lips

And longs to hold you tight

Oh I'm just a friend

That's all I've ever been'

Cause you don't know me

I never knew

The art of making love

Though my heart aches

With love for you

Afraid and shy

I've let my chance to go by

The chance that you might

Love me, too

You give your hand to me

And then you say good-bye

I watch you walk away

Beside the lucky guy

You'll never never know

The one who loves you so

Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me, baby

Then you say good-bye

I watch you walk away

Beside the lucky guy

No, no, you'll never ever know

The one who loves you so

Well, you don't know me

The Music Made Me Do It

No don't feel strange or ominous.

Yes, this is still Felix's blog. But preetier and cooler. right.

YES !! THIS IS MY NEW BLOG LAYOUT !! *yayz*


*singing*Yorsh is the best..Yorsh is the best...*still singing*

No.No.

So I am now at library typing this post, just got my results one hour ago. Still I wont tell you how I did but overall I should say I am alright with it. I might going to resit one but I am still alright with the overall thing. After all the breakdown result haven't declare yet, so I am now basically can do nothing.

I called Mum after getting the results. She sound calm,saying that " Oh, what's the A? What did you got for your Physics..." yadda yadda. Then I was walking around the block looking at people I know.Saw lotsa people crying or sighing, even they haven got their results. Then people saying how bad their results are really pushing my mood lower and lower and lower, so now I was here thinking how screwed up am I, I was wondering resit Physics is a yes, or a no.

Mum's comment wasn't really helping me making any decision saying :
"If you feel like to do so, then do la."
I think she knows and I know that I am very very easily influenced, whatever choices I was making, that's why you always wanna bitchslap me after know that I am changing the decision again in the other day,but I can't help it ,that's, Felix, you know.

So, resit or not resit ?


PE4 averagely score well.Way a go king kongs. We have Lilian, Li Ee, Sing Kwan and Ming sweep the As.
and Ji Yi got a B for his thinking skills. He kinda "WHOA" loudly in fron tof Mr.Ananda.

Farah, cheer up.Though it might be hurt to say,but face it,there must be something not right in it.So score better next time k? You can talk to me if you want to. Just cheer up okay?

Melody, way a go for that results. Just don't grin to me for these days. Have fun in Kuantan.
Zoo, no one will ever know what you get. But hope it's OK k?
Mel,though I don't know what you got alas, but hopefully is not what you predicted.
Raccoon, I will punish you by pinching you cheeks later on for not being here today.
Yorshee, it's really really REALLY awesome.Congratulations.
Karl oh dear Karl, stop laughing. I know you got all As, even further maths. I HATE YOU ~~
Suk Yein, sorry to hear that, but good luck in your resit.
Fuz, I know how you feel, what i can say is try harder next time k.We'll score better k.
Chia Chee, you are not CAL student. and my results is not good, but shitty.
Yi Sham, what can i say, seriously try harder if you are going to resit.
Wei Xiong arh, you haven message me and tell me how's your results.

So yeah, I am sooo down now.
I really think that I was there for you too much.
Is your timeto be there for me don't you think so?
I don't know who is this YOU. But I need you.

Call me dumbo.

I just learned how to download Bittorrent files.
What? What? You, stop laughing.
At least I am not the worst, someone learnt email when she was 13 and just found out that she can message people while her MSN's appeared offline and,and, block people using MSN. Miss-dumbo.

So anyway, I was conned, by my own sister twice, giving me the hope that how cheap things at Malaysia are. Yesterday I went to re-new my student ID while I was kinda broke thanks to my very shallow pocket and she told me :"heh, one student ID maximum also 10 bux only larh, worry what," so she didnt pass me the money that mum passed to her, then I was smiling alone walking in the student service telling them I wanna renew my ID, guess how much I paid for it?

25 bux.

Okay, then now I know you might saying something like alala, Felix 25 bucks also want to tell like the the moon is falling down, if you really think so, please now think of my stand as a poor-cute-guy-that-lost-his-wallet and you will end up with a big WOW and start scolding about how expensive the ID Card is.

Then then, today I went to renew my IC card somewhere at Kepong with my sister, then she told me again."15 bucks only" So she passed me 20 bux and I went alone. Then the jabatan is kinda like very money faced or wut, the price list are quite clearly labeled, oh please with the big bold underline font saying :" Renew Identity Card : First time : 30 bucks " So of course as an overacting person I gaved my WTF face towards the old lady over there, and she said yes it is 30 bucks.

Money suckers.
Pay so much and I have to wait for you to wait until there's a commercial break on TV3 so that you can move your big fat ass and help me take one, effing, photo.
It's just sux that you have to pay money for this kind of unneccesary things.

*Flashback*

Prashand and I was walking to the KTM station yesterday

Prashand : So now you lost your ID?
Me : Yes.

And I swear, Prashand's shocked face is soooo funny.
Prashand is those not very noisy guy that talk softly while the worst sentence he said is those simple "what the hell" or "why the hell" which he basically never swear. Not in front of me.
So I was laughing while he's worrying that there will be a policemen suddenly walking in the middle of the road asking for my IC.

and Prashand you know what?
It's not yet CNY and Raya already passed for centuries, they probably now sitting in the office watching the same malay show the old lady is watching in the Jabatan.
They are Malaysian policemen mind you.
tsk tsk tsk

sheesh.

So yeah I lost my wallet, it has been a long week I should say that I suffered, days without thick wallet full with notes *one ringgit notes ahem* and cards in it. Zoo belanja me breakfast few days ago after knowing I lost my wallet, oh i love my besties. ^^

But you know what, for days I've been paranoid about the whole lost wallet thing and yadda yadda but then the feeling just poofed off like that as the oh-quarduple-As-PakLah keep on reminding me that results are coming out in days.I can count it single-handed. oh gotz. I can imagine myself walking approach the chopping block waiting for someone to chop off my head.


" 3 days left arh Felix that..""Shaddap." *giggles*
I barely laughed.
I am just suffering the bad-luck-month I think, that bad luck all falls on me one by one,



by one.
by one.
by one.

From now on, I am following Ms. Koh's car to college, thanks to her I am currently saving 58 bucks a month, yes Elvis, be very very impressed of it. But somehow sis and I was a bit disappointed that aunt didn't tell me about the my-university-friend-that-lives-at-Bandar-Baru-Selayang is now teaching at Taylors' College, so one year ago, I might already enjoying nice music and air con, sitting comfortly on the cushion, instead of stuffing your ass into the stuffy, packed, morning train. But still, I am happy about it.

Sis has not been sleeping the whole night, finishing her work that has to pass up this morning to the boss which will going to do presentation about thier new construction project of some resorts somewhere which if sis's work didn't pass up in time, the whole project is screwed, damn-ly screwed. So there was I telling sister, let's not go to work tomorrow. Then the whole company will die because of your one-day-absence and you will be on the front page of The Star on the following days.Woooooh.

Daddy and Mumsy's visiting us this Thursday, was laughing along like an idiot just now thinking about it. But actually they are here to fairwell my sister which is leaving this coming 20th to RGU Scotland for her Degree in Quantity Survey course.Will talk more about her and her graduation ceremony I attended last Saturday and guess who I've met there. But anyway, they are coming for her actually and they are going to do a little house-checking, which is basically walking around Aunt's house and blame all the dirtiness and messiness to me for not cleaning them, even the stupid storeroom and the frontyard which lots and lots of rotten jambus parked themselves everywhere. You can barely see the rottens thing lying around the frontyard,and if you are walking on the yard, I believe you will step on any poor jambus constantly, wanna do some jambu-stepping? come come.

Anyways,
Yorshee said she lost her appetite seeing me doing the cute face. Ouch. But I', very proud of that, after all I am her diet-counselor.Yahaha.
Sis got off on friday, I will get a new wallet soon, and oh oh oh MONEY ~~
Music Club is getting alive, a bit, recently, thanks to besties and Ho Sheng for the helps that I needed, really.
Sheesh, guess that i AM a paranoid after all am I?

Fainted, off.

i am so dead.

1- The thing spoiled again.

2- I lost my wallet in the cinema and no one found it so far.

3- I fell down from a staircase (while looking for the wallet) and got few bruises.

4-My IC and Student ID and ATM Card and basically everything that need money to re-do is
inside.somemore need time to remake it.

5- Has not been studying for the whole weekend.

Fuck number 5, and i am now sooo dead.

Went for repairment for the iPod and i got treated badly, they even slammed the thing to me.Okay maybe not slam but it drop with a thud which I am not pleased to see.

I am sooo going to rememeber tonight when everything bad just falls on me once. Thanks Mel for listening to my bullshit just now. It's very nice of you to do so.

Can anyone buy me a coffin? cause I lost my wallet and I cant afford one?

***********

updated 14 January 2007,

then i found out Yau Loong's RM 230 is in the wallet too.

So, i am badly fucked up.

Now, can I ask for a prettier, fancier coffin?

Way too much.

I am currently very, very, very pissed off.
I say this too much on the blog, like you will see this particular sentence between posts, so I won't say it again, but when it happened, it just fuckingly pissed me off. So now i am fuckingly pissed off.Yes I am. I am currently feeling like asking someone I hate to help me pull the trigger of the gun that me myself holding it facing my forehead. I used to like you a lot, I used to try to like you a lot, and now. I am FUCKingly hate you. So, fuckoff.

It feels good talking to friends in college, either classmates, close friends, aqquintances or even someone I do not closely know. They sound more convincing,whatever they are talking about. It's wierd but I enjoyed listen to it. Call me crazy but who cares.

It feels good talking to friends that loves music and sing, either they're offpitch, or they are freakingly good. It's fun listening to their own view about some songs or some artist's voice.
It's cool to know people that sing well. Ms-You-Know-Who-You-Are.

Met Karl on the train, it's such a long time since I last heard from him, he's freakingly rich right now,so Elvis, dig his pocket ASAP before it's too late.

and i still hate you fucking thing !

I HATE YOU !!

*cries and ran away*

Fainted.Off.